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DORIN

I had planned on using a probe in Lavinia’s ass—not fucking her back there.

But the way she’s watching me, as if I truly am her whole world, like she wants me to claim her like that, changes everything.

No one’s ever wanted me down there, or in any other hole for that matter.

But this girl does.

She needs my brutality, and I need to possess her in a way I’ve never wanted to have anything in my whole life.

All I’ve ever wanted was to destroy, but now, I want to claim and mend.

I have no idea how, but with this girl, it seems I can do both at once.

Instead of taking the anal probe, I grab the other one and press it against her sweet little pussy.

She’s already soaked.

I don’t think she’s even realized how horny she’s gotten from having my fingers inside her ass.

Her eyes go wide and surprised as I push the probe through her slickness and straight to the hilt.

“You like this? You like being a horny little slut for me.”

Her mouth falls open.

I think she’s about to protest by the shocked look in her eyes.

Instead, a low “Yes” falls past her lips.

I smile.

“You’re the most perfect little slut, and you’ll be even more perfect once you have my cock inside that tight little hole of yours, screaming as I fuck and zap you.”

Fear tightens her delicate features, but she makes no move to protest as I grab the lube, squeeze a generous amount onto her ass, and take out my rock-hard cock.

She doesn’t even flinch as I press it into the slickness.

She just keeps staring up at me, letting me probe and prod against her opening.

Slowly, her tense muscles relax, and tiny moans slip past her lips as I glide my cock through the lube, circling her opening.

I guess she must be more sensitive down there than I expected.

I keep going for a little while, drawing out her lust until her cheeks are flushed with a sweet deep red.

“It’s time,” I say, positioning my cock against her hole and pressing.

“Relax for me and let me in.”

Her brow tightens, her muscles tensing.

But then acceptance slips in.

She draws a deep, shuddery breath, and on her exhale, she releases all the fear and tension, opening up to me.

“That’s it,” I grunt as I press the tip inside.

Digging my fingers into her thighs, I shut my eyes for a moment.

This feeling is heaven.

I’ve never taken my time to savor that first breach.

Once my dick gets involved, I want straight in.

But this first taste of what’s to come sends a ripple of shudders and shivers through me that makes my skin hum all over and my balls twitch with delicious electricity.

Lavinia is still watching me, lips slightly parted, eyes round and mesmerized, as I look at her again.

The sight sends a buzz through me that has me shivering with a burst of pleasure.

But as much as I enjoy seeing her peaceful surrender, I want to hear her scream too.

Because that will make her surrender that much sweeter when she gives in again.

Grabbing the remote, I pierce her with a sharp stare that locks her in place and draws new fear to her features.

I press the button—medium voltage—and groan as she convulses, her muscles closing tight around me.

Her eyes snap shut, her whole face tightening with pain, jaw clenched tight.

She looks like she’s about to either burst or draw in on herself, and I wait for a curious moment to see what will happen.

What she does is nothing like what I expected.

Peeling her eyes open, she stares at me with soft vulnerability, her muscles slackening in one smooth motion, like a gust of wind blowing through her body.

“Thank you,” she whispers.

I just stare at her for a full minute, not comprehending what’s happening, not knowing whether I’m dreaming.

Finally, I move a little, pushing a little farther in.

The tight feeling is amazing, but what has my balls drawing up is the way she opens up to me—body and soul.

She keeps watching me as I advance, tiny moans slipping from her lips as I sink deeper into her tight opening.

“Why did you thank me?” I ask as I pause again to let her adjust.

Her shoulders draw up, her lips parting and closing.

“For setting me free.”

I hum at that.

I know exactly what she means.

Being here, inside her, seeing her openly succumb to me clears my brain and takes me away from all the cruel memories I’ve never been able to escape.

Now, with her, they’re gone.

They’re not even buzzing in the background, threatening to jump back the moment I rein in my brutality.

It’s just her.

“Ask me to zap you again,” I say, finding that I don’t want to force out her pain.

I want to give it to her because she wants it.

“Please zap me,” she says without hesitation.

A smile spreads across my lips as I turn up the voltage and press the button.

“Ah!” she cries, straining against the leather belts as the electricity rips into her body.

Sweat beads on her brow, and her breaths grow staggered.

Her eyes are slightly glassy when she opens them again.

She struggles to focus on me, but I can tell she needs the connection, and I revel in it.

“Ask me again.”

She blinks rapidly, then stares at me with wide, vulnerable eyes.

“P-please, Dorin. Zap me again. I-I need you.”

Shit.

I nearly come at those words.

Holding still, I suppress the orgasm.

I want to draw this out.

“Please,” she says again when I don’t zap her.

“Please hurt m—” Her plea morphs into a scream as I press the button.

Her muscles contract and pulse around me, and I growl as I once again fight off the oncoming rush of sensation that threatens to throw me over.

I need to get inside her quickly because I’m not ending this before she’s taken my full length—before I’ve claimed her and erased every last trace of Jan and his filthy cock.

I wish I would have kept him alive so I could cut it off and feed it to him.

I watch in awe as Lavinia comes out of the pain and stares up at me with slightly parted lips, tiny moans spilling from them as need takes over.

“P-please take me.”

“If you want my cock, you need to relax down here.” I grunt as her muscles keep squeezing me, sending currents of pleasure through my nerves but making any further advance difficult without ripping her.

She’s so goddamn tight, and my girth is wide.

She closes her eyes, breathing through rounded lips as she focuses on relaxing.

“That’s it,” I tell her as she opens up.

I push slowly but steadily, and her breaths come faster and heavier as I claim her ass.

I think she’s enjoying it, but when a pained whimper escapes her and her brows draw tight, I lean in and grab her jaw.

“Look at me,” I demand.

Her eyes fly open, and relief softens her features as I once again pull her out of the gruesome memories.

“Stay with me. I’m the one who’s deep inside your ass. I’m the one you goddamn belong to. Are we clear?”

She gives me a tiny nod, and a long, deep moan flows from deep within her belly as I start moving within her.

“Ask me for more pain,” I say.

She doesn’t hesitate.

“Hurt me, Dorin. Please make it hurt.”

A smile draws up my lips as I turn up the voltage.

“With pleasure.”

Her scream rips through the room, sending a shudder through me and making my balls draw up tight.

I’m right at the edge and won’t be able to hold for long, but I want her with me.

I spit on her clit and press my thumb into the moisture, holding my cock still inside her.

“You have one minute to come. If you don’t, you’ll get the highest voltage.”

Her eyes go terrified as she stares between me and the remote in my hand.

“No, no, no,” she begs, but the fear does the exact thing I need it to.

Even as terror keeps her eyes wide, her moans lengthen, and the red hue in her cheeks deepens.

Her hips strain against the restraints, seeking more of my touch, trying to move around my cock.

But Dax has made this table well.

All she manages are tiny jerks.

It’s almost enough to throw me over, though.

“Time’s almost up,” I say even though only half a minute has passed.

“Last chance.” I hold up the remote, turning the button as she watches, head shaking as terror furrows her delicate brows.

I start moving inside her, and her begging becomes a rising staccato rhythm of moans as she nears the peak.

“No. No. No. No.”

Lowering the remote out of her sight, I turn the voltage down, and just as her muscles start to contract with her onsetting orgasm, I press the button.

She strains and convulses, jerking against the straps as her body becomes a battleground of pain and pleasure.

Her delicious screams and moans fill the room, and her eyes roll back as she comes apart.

I growl as I slam into her, fucking her wildly as her pulsing muscles milk my cock.

“Fuck,” I say as the pleasure keeps shooting into my nerves, making me jerk wildly as I come inside her.

“You feel so fucking good. All mine.”

***

Lavinia is barely cognizant when I carry her back to her cell.

She barely moved as I freed her from the table, but despite her lethargic muscles, she wrapped her arms around my neck when I scooped her up.

I can’t believe she’s clinging to me, seeking my touch and comfort.

I can’t believe I want to comfort her.

Everything is upside down with Lavinia, and even having been aware of that from the start, it has made me fuck up repeatedly.

I’ve been so set on not tarnishing her that I’ve kept her broken.

Because this girl doesn’t need light to shine, I realize as I place her on the mattress and watch the peaceful look on her face as she blinks up at me, a soft smile curving her lips.

She needs the darkness I can offer—like a bright star that can only be seen on a dark night sky.

I felt it the first time I shot electricity through her body, I felt it the first time I locked her in the straitjacket and forced her to come, and I felt it when I punished her.

Today, she even begged me for the pain.

But not because she wanted to die or to escape.

She wanted it to feel alive.

Somehow, she finds peace in my brutality.

And I find peace in her.

I lie down behind her and drape the blankets over us, pulling her into my embrace and enjoying the perfect fit as she molds herself into my body.

The tearing and the tarnishing are always what has made me feel strong and powerful, but as I lie here, feeling her open up to me, calm and peaceful despite everything, I feel a surge of power I’ve never felt before.

Because I did this.

I have the power to heal her.