Page 66 of Gamers' Omega

“I promise I’ll try not to laugh.”

I smiled. “Good enough.” I closed my eyes. “I’m a virgin.”

“Whoah didn’t expect that,” he replied.

I nodded. “The TL;DR is that my sister is evil and hates me. She told me that sex always hurts for male omegas. Every time. And I was young enough to believe her.”

Micah shifted and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. “That’s horrible.”

I nodded. “I don’t think you’ve talked to my mates, but you know who they are?”

“The guys with the board games?” he asked as he returned to sitting beside me.

“Mm-hmm.”

“Yeah, I’ve seen them. They seem nice.”

“They’re wonderful,” I replied with a smile and met his gaze. “I’d never even dreamed about finding alphas so good about respecting my issues.”

“You just moved in with them, right?”

“Yeah.”

Micah hummed. “I think I’m starting to get the problem. You’re going into heat, and you’re scared they won’t be able to hold back when you’re there?”

I chuckled. “No. There’s a spare room with a lock. It’s already been prepped in case I need it.”

“So what’s the problem?”

I took a deep breath. “I’m going to ask them to breed me.”

There was a beat of silence. “Just out of the blue?”

I shook my head. “No. We discussed it right after I moved in. I told them then that I wanted this. They agreed under the conditions that I talk to my therapist about it, and that I had to still want it when my heat started.”

“Those seem like pretty reasonable asks.”

I smiled again. “They are. I’m even thrilled that they set those conditions rather than just jumping in on the idea.”

“So what’s the problem?”

“I’m still scared it’ll hurt.”

“Ooooh,” he replied. He laid back on the grass, his sparkly top riding up and exposing his midriff.

“I’ve always had a high sex drive,” Micah started. “Even outside of heats, I get irritable if I’m not knotted on a regular basis. Four alphas is perfect for me, and I’m fucked often enough that I require very little prep.”

He turned slightly and met my gaze. “Before all that though?” He gave me a soft smile. “I think we’re all a little scared. It’s onething to be told your body is made for it, and another for it to actually happen.”

He turned to stare back up through the leaves. “I made my boyfriend take his sweet time prepping me that first time. Extra lube, three fingers, the works. And I’m not going to bullshit you. It still stung a bit because my body just wasn’t used to it. But that sting goes away pretty quick.”

“It’s good after that?”

He laughed. “It’s incredible.”

“And it only stings the first time?”

He shook his head. “Probably the first few, and there’s a bit of sting if I’ve gone too long without sex. But it goes away and it’s back to amazing.”