Page 16 of Full Body Hit, Part 1 (Alpha Omega Hockey #5)

I’m sorry, baby. That sounds incredibly tough. I feel like it’s hard to grow up and be yourself if your parents don’t support who you are in any way.

I think feeling loved by our parents is also a big part of how we perceive how much love we deserve, so I just want to tell you that whatever your mom makes you feel, that’s a flaw in her, not you. You deserve to be loved.

There was a long stretch of silence. Auston fiddled with his phone, keeping the screen on, stomach a small ball of hurt.

He never wanted his baby to feel like he wasn’t loved.

Like he wasn’t lovable.

Eventually, a message from Charlie came through.

Charlie

Thank you daddy that means a lot

Aunix

You’re welcome, honey. I know it’s scary, but maybe putting some distance between you and your mom wouldn’t be amiss.

It’s one of those skills you have to learn as you grow up, how to say no to your parents, how to put those boundaries up so you can live your own life instead of the one your parents expect

What about your dad? Is he the same?

Charlie

He died when I was little. I don’t remember him super well but sometimes I feel him? Like he’s left this hole in the air I cant see but I keep tripping into and hurting myself with.

Auston had never wanted to hug anybody so desperately in his life.

Aunix

I’m so sorry. I wish I was there to hold you. What do you remember about him?

Charlie

His hugs. He gave the bessssst hugs like so tight it was like he was gonna crunch me in two

Which I know sounds weird but it was really nice

Aunix

Doesn’t sound weird at all. Love a good, tight hug. You’ve got any weighted blankets at home?

Charlie

It’s funny you say that because I used to, it’s at my mom’s house

Aunix

I’ll send you one

Charlie

I can get it myself its ok thank you 3

Aunix

I want to

Charlie

Ok daddy thank you

Thanks for taking care of me always sorry if I kind of ruined your day

Aunix

Charlie, listen to me. I never want you to apologise for letting me know about the things that hurt or worry you, okay? I feel lucky that you trust me that way. When you tell me these things, it makes me feel like I can help in some way

Charlie

Thank you daddy

Do you get along with your family?

Aunix

Yeah. They’re a bunch of nutjobs but I get along with them. They live in another state though. My sister and her wife and kids, and then my parents

Charlie

That’s so cute. Uncle Aunix

Aunix

That’s Daddy Aunix to you

Charlie

Lololol ok daddy sorry you’re right

Is your sister younger or older?

Aunix

Older. She likes to pretend that means she’s smarter than me.

Charlie

Well I mean if she says that…

Aunix

Wow. And here I thought you’d be on my side

Charlie

Sorry daddy I want her to like me if she meets me

Aunix

Oh she’d love you, that’s for sure

Charlie

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Auston’s bones weighed approximately a hundred tons by the end of the road trip. He dragged them into his apartment, leaving his suitcase on his bed to deal with later and then going to the living room to collapse on the couch.

It had been an okay stint of games—they’d won two, lost one in OT, and one in regulation, so it could have been better, but it definitely could have been worse.

He’d told his baby he’d be back home the following day, not wanting to let him come until Auston was good and rested, and he was enjoying Charlie’s obvious struggle.

He unlocked his phone, opening the text waiting for him there.

Charlie

Hey daddy. Last day of your trip right?

Aunix

Yep. Although I was thinking of staying a few more days…

Charlie

Don’t be mean! I’m dying here. And my week sucked

Auston let the smile drop off his face, sobering up.

Aunix

What’s up?

Charlie

Urgh no it’s nothing I don’t wanna talk about it. Just me being incompetent at my job again

Aunix

You said you were new at your job, right?

Charlie

Yeah

Aunix

So are you actually being incompetent or are you learning? Do you care about the mistakes you make and try to get better?

Charlie

Yeah of course

I’m trying so hard but it’s like the harder I try the more nervous I get and the worse I perform

Aunix

I think you really have to stop focusing on doing things right/wrong and on the learning experience. It’s about EFFORT. If you are consistently showing up and trying your best, learning from your mistakes, and getting better, then that’s exactly what you should be doing

Charlie

Urgh yeah I know I guess you’re right

It’s just that one teammate that’s always like rolling his eyes at me

I mean like he’s my co-worker in my project team

Aunix

I thought we agreed that this asshole’s opinion wasn’t valid. Fuck that guy. Listen to me instead.

Charlie

Lolol ok you’re right don’t get competitive on me

Aunix

Grrr

Charlie

Lol yeah you’re very scary

Aunix

ANYWAY, you’ve been very good where I’m concerned haven’t you?

Haven’t touched yourself once these past few days

Charlie

I’ve been so good daddy I promise

I woke up hard this morning but I didn’t do anything

I rolled over and took a cold shower even though it was really really hard because I was thinking about you

Aunix

What were you thinking about?

Charlie

I don’t wanna say because I’ll just get hard again

Aunix

Tell me

Charlie

Urgh you’re so mean

Ok but you can’t laugh at me

Aunix

Why on Earth would I laugh at you?

Charlie

It’s kind of a stupid fantasy I have and I get it’s silly but it’s just what my mind goes to

Auston frowned. What kink would be described as silly ? Maybe some kind of costume? Or pet play? Auston wouldn’t be opposed to either.

Actually, the idea of his baby wearing dog ears and a plugged tail, licking Auston’s fingers like a good little puppy, wasn’t exactly unappealing.

Charlie

Ok so I guess I was imagining that maybe after a bad day of work I got on my knees in front of you and you stroked my hair and told me how good I was?? And I’d be really good so you’d let me suck your dick and I’d be so good for you

I’d get it all down my throat until I couldn’t breathe and you’d tell me I was doing a good job and you’d fuck my face, you’d set the pace yourself and all I could do was just take it

And then you’d finish and you’d say well done and kiss me really softly and let me crawl on your lap and maybe you’d hold me a while

Auston stared at the message. That was what Charlie thought was ‘silly’? Praise?

His jaw clenched at the idea of how fucking deprived Charlie had been of good things.

Aunix

Baby, you ARE good. You’re so perfect I don’t understand how you can’t see it. I know you’d take me down so good, wouldn’t you? You’re so eager

Charlie

Yes daddy I promise I’d take it all

Maybe not at the start but you could train me train my throat

“Jesus fucking Christ.” Auston palmed himself over his sweats, already getting hard.

Aunix

Make you into my little pet my little baby just for me

Charlie

Yes no one else I promise you could do anything

Aunix

Fuck you’re getting me riled up I hope you know that

Charlie

Can I see? Please I promise I won’t touch myself I just wanna see

Auston cursed, taking his half-hard dick out. He tapped on his phone until he was taking a video. His baby deserved it.

He aimed the camera as he stroked his cock nice and slow, spreading the slickness that was gathering on the head, showing off the girth of his dick, how hard he was for his baby.

He sent it over, still jerking himself off, unable to stop now that he was imagining Charlie opening up the message, how he’d fucking drool for it without being able to do anything about it.

Charlie

Fuck

Daddy pleaaase

I would do anything to get that in my mouth I swear to god

To get that inside me I know it’d feel so good

Aunix

You hard, baby?

Charlie

Yes but I promise I’m not touching myself

Aunix

I know, I trust you. Show me a picture of your poor dick though

A picture came through half a minute later. Charlie’s dick was bright red and so slick at the tip it was like he’d already come, but Auston knew that wasn’t the case.

It looked like it hurt , and that sent a dark thrill through him, that Charlie was putting himself through that without complaint just because Auston had told him to.

He stroked his cock, switching back to taking a video as pleasure shook his core. He grunted as he hardened further, everything tightening, the pressure increasing, and then come was shooting over his fist, getting everything dirty and wet.

He groaned loudly before stopping the video.

He sent it off as he melted into the couch.

Charlie

I think I’m dead

Im pretty sure I’m dead holy fuck the way you sound I don’t think I’m ever going to get over it

Auston laughed.

Aunix

Good to hear

Charlie

No you don’t get it I’m gonna be dreaming about it forever

I can’t wait until tomorrow

No I mean I can but I’m really looking forward to it

I can’t wait until you take care of me

I want more video of you tomorrow though fair’s fair

Aunix

Of course, honey. Anything for you

Auston grinned, satisfied in a way he hadn’t felt in a long, long time.