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Ethan regretted not asking Cece to masturbate in front of him often enough before tonight. He was always coming with her or between her legs, so he’d never had the pleasure of seeing her fall apart without any skin in the game.

His body might be screaming for release, but he didn’t want to chase it right now. It was a totally unfamiliar feeling—just being in a moment and not needing to finish so he could move on to the next thing.

Maybe he’d felt a little bit of it when he’d first met Cece. She didn’t take any shit, so it forced him to stop. But he’d fit her right into his busy world. He’d won her, and then she didn’t challenge him anymore.

He stood up and walked to the end of the bed. Although he’d allowed Luca to be bossy at the beginning of this encounter, his friend knew it wasn’t his true nature—sometimes he liked to see his partners on their knees. And it was rarely as satisfying as it was with Luca.

Luca looked up at him, the bottom half of his face wet from eating Cece out.

He grinned up at him. Ethan leaned down and grabbed the back of Luca’s head, pulling him close.

Their mouths were a breath apart when he looked at Cece.

She leaned back on her elbows, staring at them.

She didn’t look like she was regretting this or wanting to put a stop to it at all.

She looked as though she was holding her breath, just waiting to see if Ethan kissed the man at her feet.

They gave her what she wanted, and Ethan realized he’d miscalculated something.

He’d forgotten how it felt to kiss Luca.

Maybe he’d put it out of his mind after he’d fucked things up with their friendship—their relationship.

But he found himself on his knees alongside his best friend, tasting his wife on the other man’s lips.

Luca didn’t miss a beat, pulling Ethan closer until their pelvises bumped together and they both groaned into each other’s mouths.

Luca reached for Ethan’s cock, stroking it with enough pressure that it might have been painful, but it wasn’t.

Ethan cupped Luca through the fabric of his pants, squeezing him and making him pant.

He didn’t know how long they kissed—it was sort of out of time—but he knew he wanted to come inside his wife. And he also knew he wouldn’t last very long with Luca touching him like this. So, he broke away and looked at Cece, who had her hand between her legs.

“Why did you stop?” She seemed upset to have her orgasm interrupted.

Ethan smiled at her and crawled up on the bed until he was over her on all fours. “Because I want to fuck my wife.”

He caught her hand and pulled it up, pinning it next to her head on the bed. He dipped down and licked the fingers she’d been using to masturbate, needing more of her taste on his tongue. She grinned up at him. “But what about Luca? What will he do?”

Luca crawled onto their king-size bed beside them. “I’ll figure something out.” He’d taken his pants off, and Cece looked down at his lap with something that looked like hunger. “Do you want to suck him off while I fuck you, sweet girl?”

He held his breath before she answered. It was one thing to think about having a threesome—especially one with this much baggage attached to it—and a whole other thing to actually fuck two people at the same time.

But then Cece smiled. “You know, I have been meaning to take a trip to Paris. And this is even better than the shopping I had in mind.” Ethan wanted to laugh, but there was something caught in his chest watching Cece and Luca like this.

The two people he cared about most in the world, together and happy, shouldn’t be so monumental.

He shouldn’t have taken this from them—their friendship.

He shouldn’t have taken it from any of them.

But he also didn’t want to stop and have a big, emotional conversation, with tears and apologies right now. He wanted them both. “I want to watch you suck him off while I fuck you.”

As he said the words, he rolled Cece over beneath him and pulled her ass up so he could get to her.

Luca kneeled in front of her, so her face would be at dick-level when she supported herself on her hands.

Ethan watched as Luca guided his cock into Cece’s mouth, almost forgetting how much he needed to be inside her pussy.

He ran his hands over the soft skin of her back, down to her ass, until he could spread her wide open for him.

He could feel her shudder of anticipation and see how her movements and his affected Luca as he thrust himself into her mouth.

He was being gentle with her, and Ethan knew she didn’t always like that.

She liked to feel like she was being used in bed, even if that was a huge issue in their relationship generally.

“You can fuck her mouth. She likes it.” His own voice sounded ruined.

Before either of them could respond, he started entering Cece slowly, giving her time to adjust. She felt tighter when he fucked her this way, even more so because she was all swollen and satisfied from when Luca had gone down on her before.

If he wasn’t balls deep inside her right now, he would have gotten off on the image of them together.

He was sure he would do that someday down the road, especially if he didn’t manage to keep this from blowing up in all of their faces.

All he would have would be this—these stolen moments between the three of them.

He met Luca’s gaze, and it was almost too much.

There was too much emotion and too much satisfaction written all over his face.

This was unlike the other times they’d shared a girl.

Back then, they’d been so full of their own egos and ambitions that they hadn’t been able to feel anything but wanting more.

Now, they’d been humbled—Luca by almost finding himself out of a sport he’d had to claw his way into, and Ethan by almost losing the one thing he could never bear to live without.

He looked away, down to where he was joined with Cece, where she held him tight even as she gave herself to Luca.

He felt her tighten around him, and he knew she was going to come again.

He might not know whether this would happen again—the three of them together.

And he might not even know whether she would stay with him after this.

He didn’t know if she would wake up in the morning and decide they were both too much for her.

But he knew enough to reach around and stroke her clit to send her over the edge while she took Luca’s come down her throat before he grunted out his release.

Coming together felt dirty and clean all at the same time.

It felt like an exorcism of his darkest demons and a baptism involving his deepest fears.

When it was over, he was empty of the feeling that he always had to be chasing something he didn’t have, that no one in the noble line of fools who had sired him had ever had. He felt as though he had everything.