Page 94 of Dirty Salvation

Consumed ball-breaking kisses, his fingers cupped her neck, angling it back so he could steal every last bit of sweetness on her tongue. When air was needed, he gave her it, his lips wet, he felt her breath feather rapidly on his mouth before he swooped down again to rob her of oxygen.

Fuck breathing, hecravedthis.

“Did you enjoy puttin’ on that show out there, Icy, liked makin’ me crazy, keepin’ me wait for this?” One hand left her neck, traveled along her back, she mewled and he continued over her hips and back up between them to close his palm covering one breast, squeezing gently.

Zara detached her mouth from his to gasp, before her eyes drifted closed enjoying the sensations he was evoking. She hadn’t told him to stop, so he proceeded, grazing his hand first to one breast, then the other, playing close attention to her nipples. A chaste groping over her shirt and yet Rider felt as though they were both completely naked, exposed.

The demand inside Rider was violent, it swirled and pumped blood down to his dick. Their one lone night too fucking long ago had been explosive and over far too soon, he’d needed her ever since like a drunk would a bottle of Jim Beam, wanting her beneath him, sucking his dick down between her beautiful lips, doing everything nasty to her to hear her scream for him again, for a virgin she had learned fast and learned well how to suck his dick, humming as she did, she'd rocked his world and left him desolate afterwards.

All this wasted time, he could damn well kill something for the nights and days not spent with Zara.

All my fault.

Drowning in her kiss, biting her lower lip, his fingers crept up into her hair as her body arched and pressed to his finally, he almost didn't recognize when he felt her hand on his chest pushing back even as she leaned into his mouth, seeking.

“Asked you a question, baby…” Weighing her every reaction as he ran his thumb back and forth across her hard nipple, he leaned in and licked moisture from her lower lip, before sinking his teeth in, capture and release. Teasing her.

“Yes, I liked your eyes all over me. I felt it, Rider. Ilikedit,” she panted, twitching her fingers around his waist, angling her head up for more of his mouth.

They were both breathing hard.

His eyes flared at her candor. “Was it to drive me crazy, ‘cause you like me lookin’ at you?”

“Yes. God. Rider.” Her moan came after he’d bent his dark head to kiss her nipple through her thin cotton tank shirt, she was so aroused, he could suck the hardened nub through two layers of material. Tiny bombs began to pop behind Rider’s eyes.

Slow. Slow. Slow.

Want. Want. Want.

The moment he pushed his hips deep into hers, grinding his dick to all her softness, allowing her to feel what she did to him he saw panic close over her eyes and that was the blast of cold water he needed to get him to the same page she was at. His entire body shifted, though his hand remained, thumb stroking her fast beating pulse on her neck.

He could see how deeply she was internally analyzing.

“Rider … I--- hold on a second … I-I--.”

The alarm that was etched on her face about killed Rider. He caressed his thumbs to the holler of her cheeks, dropped a kiss on her lips, spoke gently against them. “It’s just you and me, Icy. No one here but us. Think only about us, right here, feel me touchin' you.”

She made a sound of frustration. Letting her head drop, hair so blonde it was practically white falling between them in a waterfall.

“Ughh! Arghhhh.”

The circumstance of his balls turning blue notwithstanding Rider laughed a rich noise, sweeping her hair back from her face, making her look up at him.

“You wanna try for a vowel now?”

“I can’t --- I don’t know how ---- God fucking damn it! --- Ughhhh --- I can’t get past it, Rider. I feeldefective. If I can’t do this with you.YOUof all people when I'm so wildly attracted to you, attracted to everything about you! Then I never will with anyone. Do you know how long it's been since I wanted you inside me, I want it, Rider, every damn day for years.”

Resting her forehead on his chest, Rider could only hold her and absorb some of her frustration he felt shaking through her small body.

Had he gone too fasttoo soon?

One track minded, his mother didn't raise no fool, he zeroed in on one thing only, hands splayed to her back, touching her gently, hesitant to break their connection.

“Listen to me, Icy, when I tell you;Then I never will with anyoneis not gonna happen, you hearin’ me on that? No one else is ever gonna touch you but me.Just me. I will kill anyone else for layin’ a fuckin’ finger on what’smine, even lookin’ at you with want in his bastard eyes he’s a dead man. Whether it’s now or a year from now. Just me. Let me see you’re understandin’ me on that.”

Big wide eyes did look at him but she didn’t say a word for a long minute. And then. A small smile touched her lips. He adored that fucking smile because it said a lot of good shit that she hadn’t minded what he’d declared, basically pissing a circle around her to ward off other dirty bastards who dared to look at her.

“I understand you’re a prehistoric dinosaur, a chest beating caveman, and about as old-fashioned as they come and only hears what he wants to hear.”