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I plunged my tongue into his mouth, relishing in the groan that vibrated out of him as I curled my fingers into his hair.

Controlling his head with my grip, I forced him more firmly against me, slipping my hand around his waist and dancing my fingers over the top of his crease.

My cock throbbed as he arched, his cold fingers hooking into the front of my shorts and sliding them down. Without breaking the kiss, I kicked them off, biting down on his lip so hard my mouth flooded with the tangy taste of his blood.

He hissed, and I groaned, my eyes rolling back in my head at how fucking good it felt to have the privilege of sampling another piece of him.

“Jake…” he whispered. My real name rolled off his lips like it was his favorite word, and my entire body reacted to it .

My bare cock surged between us, and I let out a surprised gasp as my balls immediately drew up against me.

“ Fuck-”

I was ripping my shirt off, needing as much of me to be touching him as possible.

I fisted his cock desperately, wrapping my hand around him and watching carefully as he shuddered and groaned beneath my touch. He rocked his hips back and forth on the headstone in response. I firmly stroked him, hating that my palm was dry and I didn’t have any lube with me.

“Spit in my hand, baby.”

I held my hand out for him, and he obeyed.

I smeared his saliva over the fat pink head of his dick, tracking every twitch of his abs and marveling at the way his cockhead darkened with a rush of fresh blood as I stimulated it.

I kissed him again as I slid my hand up and down his cock. He thrust himself into me, clutching onto my shoulders and grinding his ass into my grave in his desperation for more friction.

“No lube… I need you to suck me, baby; get it nice and sloppy,” I murmured against his puffy lips, and he broke away, his eyes wide.

I’d never let him suck me before. I much preferred pleasuring him as I’d never been much for receiving head. I didn’t like the inevitable scrape of teeth… However, I was concerned that just spitting on my fingers wouldn’t be enough, and I didn’t want to risk hurting him.

“Fuck yes,” he breathed, immediately dropping to his knees in the soft grass that grew over my grave.

I looked down at him, and suddenly, I couldn’t remember why we’d never tried this before. His perfect face with his big, trusting eyes looked so good peering up at me like this.

My cock bobbed inches from his chin, and he licked his lips… That act alone caused a spasm of pleasure to rocket through my dick, and a thick spurt of pre-cum dripped out of my tip, causing me to groan .

Finn wrapped shaking fingers around my shaft at the base, and he broke eye contact to look directly at my leaking cock.

“You’re so fucking big, Jake…” I could feel each word manifest as a puff of hot air. Gently, I thrust myself closer to his puffy, pink lips.

“Let me see how beautiful you look with it in your mouth, sweet boy.”

He turned those big eyes back up to me, and my lips parted as his tongue darted out hesitantly.

“You can do this, baby. Get it all wet so I can give you what you asked for without hurting you.” It was an order, but my tone was gentle.

I cupped the side of his face with my hand, brushing my thumb over my cheek as I watched him.

Finally, he tentatively wrapped his lips around me, running his warm tongue under the ridge of my head and sucking the pre-cum right out of me.

My muscles locked up, and I quivered as he sucked. Rolling my head back with a deep groan, I threaded my fingers in his soft, golden hair, pressing him closer.

“Open your throat, baby… Let me in…”

He moaned, and it vibrated over the sensitive skin of my shaft, causing a hot lick of desire to zip up through my balls.

I forced his head further down, nearly blacking out with ecstasy as he began to choke on my cock.

His tight throat squeezed and contracted around me as he gagged, and I groaned as a hot rush of saliva began to drip out of the corners of his mouth.

He didn’t try to pull back, but when he choked again, I forced him to back off, dragging him away from my cock by his hair.

A thick string of saliva connected his glistening, swollen lips to my dick, and he looked up at me with heavy-lidded eyes and a lust-drunk smile.

“You alright, baby?” I asked roughly, and he nodded.

“More,” he whined before diving back down on my dick, swallowing me whole like he’d been sucking cock his whole life .

Heat sparked and pooled in my abdomen, the rush of my orgasm starting up quickly. I struggled with the desire to let him finish me off like this… but he wanted me to fuck him, and that’s what I was going to do.

“Finn, stop… You feel too good, baby; you have to stop. I’m gonna fucking come…”

He popped off, looking up at me with swollen lips and a glistening chin.

I was right on the edge. He wasn’t touching me anymore, but I was worried I was going to blow anyway.

Hauling him up off his knees, I spun him around and bent him over. He braced his hands on my tombstone and arched his back, exposing his perfect pink hole to me.

Spitting on my fingers, I pulled his ass cheeks apart and rubbed as much saliva over him as I could.

He whined and pressed back into me. I nearly came again as I felt his little hole clench and flutter beneath my fingertips.

“Not gonna last…” I grunted, lining my cock head up with his hole. It flexed again, then softened on his exhale as if he were actively preparing himself for what I was about to do to him.

“Fuck me… I don’t care if it hurts, just fuck me, Jake…” he whined, and I plastered myself to his sculpted back, decorating his shoulders with salty kisses.

“I never want to hurt you again, baby…Once was already too much,” I rasped, reaching for his crease and easing a finger gently into his saliva-slick hole. I pressed my cock in next to my finger, stretching and rocking softly into him until wet heat enveloped my tip.

He moaned loudly as I slowly sank deep into his ass, pulling back and spreading him open so I could watch my cock disappear into his tight little hole.

We both groaned, and he clenched, squeezing the fuck out of my cock as he spasmed around me.

“Fuck, baby… you feel incredible…” I rasped, watching, enthralled as my cock slid in and out of him .

I’d been inside him countless times before, but this felt different.

This time, he knew the truth, and he was giving himself to me anyway, which I never in a million years would have expected, let alone hoped for.

When I had died, I thought I’d lost everything.

I’d hated the universe for taking my life from me, and I’d spent the last year wallowing in misery and self-pity for the life I had lost.

Then Finn found me, and at first, I resented him. His presence on that beach had felt like a cruel joke… a trick. It felt like the universe was handing me one more thing it was inevitably going to take away.

I was sure my worst fears had come true when he walked into the shack that night with a broken heart and cheeks stained with tears.

I thought I’d lost him, and I was truly destined to spend eternity haunting this beach alone.

If you’d given me the choice seven months ago to go back in time and change the past, I would have. I would have listened to my gut and stayed out of the water that day—when the clouds had hung low, and the peaks were shredding the beach with each pass.

I would have chosen to live.

But… Now, I wouldn’t trade my death for anything. If I hadn’t died, I would have never met Finn… And I would die a thousand times more if it meant I got to keep him.

“Jake!” he cried as I fucked into him. He was gripping my headstone so hard his knuckles were white.

I braced one hand on his shoulder and another on his hip as I slammed in and out of his perfect ass.

“Baby, I need you to come for me. Come all over my grave. I want you to paint yourself across my name,” I grunted, fighting back the overwhelming explosion of pleasure that was threatening to erupt at any moment.

He reached between his legs and fisted himself, jerking his cock in time with each thrust.

“Jake, tell me you want me… ”

“I want you so badly, baby. I’ve never wanted anyone more than I want you,” I promised, though my words slurred and rolled into one another as my orgasm barreled through me.

“ Fuuuuuuck!” I roared as my dick erupted so powerfully that it almost hurt.

I grunted with each bone-shaking, life-changing pulse. Getting as deep in Finn as I possibly could, I shot pump after pump of cum into his ass.

His orgasm didn’t come long after. He sobbed as he jerked himself through it, and he clenched and spasmed around me the entire time.

Hot, thick jets of his release splattered across my tombstone, filling the letters of my name with the evidence of his pleasure.

He was mine.

Even in death, he was mine.

“Promise you won’t leave me alone…” He whimpered as he began to come down. “Don’t push me away like that again.”

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him back into my chest, my half-hard cock still buried deep in his perfect ass.

I crushed him tight and kissed up his neck and under his jaw.

“I promise, baby. I’m not going to leave you. I won’t leave you alone like he did.”

He twisted around, sliding my cock out of him with the movement. He buried his face in my chest, and I wrapped him up in my arms, holding him close.

“Baby, you’re shaking. Let’s get you inside and warmed up. It’s cold out here.”

He looked up at me, his impossibly large eyes shiny and his cheeks pink and swollen from crying.

“You really mean it? You’re gonna let us be together now?” He sniffed.

I nodded. “Yeah, baby. Whether it’s right or wrong, you’re mine now. ”

Then… he smiled, and I swear the clouds broke open at that moment, and the sun on his face was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen.