Page 14 of Bricked Up
“Bullshit, but let’s move on and let’s be real though.
I didn’t ruin your night, you ain’t wanna be wit that nigga and you know it.
You snuck your ass out of my house and been running since I asked you to marry me.
You wanna be wit’ me, and that shit scares you.
And that’s why you been showing ya ass and shit.
You do what you always do when you feel too vulnerable or pissed about something’ you run.
Like you don’t know I’mma chase yo’ ass down and give you all the loving and dick you need to get ya’ pretty ass together.
You may have let me hit on the first night, but I had to win ya heart.
” Reaching for her left thigh, he cuffed it, and a small smile raised the corner of her lips.
“Tell me I’m lying. I’ll take you back to your ride and you’ll never hear from me again. ”
Tears immediately welled up in her eyes as she rested her head against his arm. She wiped her eyes with her hands and, after a couple of minutes, said, “It’s so annoying that you know me the way you do, Saadiq.”
“I know, stubborn ass.” Saadiq chuckled as he wiped away a fresh set of tears.
“Whatever,” She smiled. “Anyway, I’ve never felt more seen than when I was with you.
You didn’t mind my brokenness, my depression, my pain, my bad days, or even my childhood nightmares.
You’ve always been so supportive of me and anything I wanted to tackle in this world.
And I didn’t realize just how invaluable you were to my healing and happiness until I didn’t have you.
You saw me at my worst and lifted me up, showered me with all that unconditional love.
I think loving you as hard as I did helped me walk out that door when I decided to leave you.
I didn’t realize how much not being without you would break me down even more.
I struggled more with my emotions trying to erase you from my mind than I did when my mom dropped me off at the fire department when I was eight and told me to take care. ”
“Then, why won’t you?—”
“Wait, please, let me get the rest of this off my chest.” Zia gently covered her hand over his.
Sighing, Saadiq nodded, and she continued.
“So yes, I am terrified because I’m falling back into old habits.
I never stopped loving you, Saadiq. I want you close, but I don’t want you too close at the same time.
You know I don't process hurt well. I don’t like how fast you make me want to fall back into living life with you because I can’t get over the pain you caused.
But I’m honestly not so sure what to believe now that you’ve had your stay.
I don’t want to trust you, and you break my heart all over again, but it feels so good to be surrounded by your energy and wrapped in your arms again. ”
Saadiq pondered her words as he pulled into the Ford Wyoming Drive-In.
The same drive-in where they met all those years ago.
After paying their admission, Saadiq found them a spot, parked, and killed the engine.
Leaning over the seat, Saadiq captured Zia’s lips in a kiss and ran his hand through her hair and down her neck.
“I know you’re scared, baby,” Saadiq said as he grazed his hand across her cheek.
“I know what you’re thinking because I have those same fears.
But we’re gonna get through this together.
We’re gonna figure it out together. I’m gonna get us the answers we both need.
But in the meantime, I ain’t gon’ let up on applying pressure to that brick wall you trying to keep erected between us.
It’s coming down one way or the other. Matter fact, as soon as you know the truth, we knockin’ that bitch down together. ”
Zia chuckled as she pressed her lips to his and then rested her forehead against his. “If you say so, sexy.”
“I definitely do say so. Here,” Grinning, Saadiq ran his tongue across her bottom lip as he reached into his back seat.
“Since I knew I was gonna make you squirt everywhere tonight on your lil date wit’ ole boy, I got you a few things.
” He handed her a pink Nike duffel bag and placed it into her lap.
Inside the bag were baby wipes, flushables, a couple of towels, soap, a few outfits, shoes, panties, and shit from Victoria’s Secret.
“I also got you that new vibrator you said you wanted to try and a couple of donuts from your favorite spot, Dutch Girl, and some pre-rolls.”
“Omg! You’re a fucking headache and lifesaver, Saadiq. Thank you!” She gushed as she glanced through the bag before hopping out of his ride. “I’m gonna go run to the restroom and get myself cleaned up. Be right back.”
“A’ight, I’ll go get the snacks. Sinners starts in twenty minutes,” He handed her the keys to his ride.
“From the looks of that line, that’s probably how long I’mma be in there.
Call me if you need me, Zia. And I put a backup pocket knife and a heater in the inside pocket of your bag for emergencies.
Don’t hesitate to use both if you need them. ”
“I won’t,” Zia smiled as she walked off toward the bathroom. “With your overprotective ass.”
“I’ll be that, but you heard what I said.” He called after Zia just as she entered the bathroom.
Slipping into the largest stall, Zia quickly cleaned herself, changed into a pink tank and a tennis skirt, and scurried back to the truck.
She was the first to make it back to the vehicle.
So she let down the back seats, opened the trunk, and spread out the throws and pillows that Saadiq brought and made herself comfortable.
She smiled as a load of memories from the beginning of their relationship came rushing back.
She’d never been happier in her life than when she was Saadiq’s lady.
Even through their hard times and when they were pissed off at each other, Saadiq had never not had her back or let her down.
Not until that night her heart dropped out of her chest and into her ass.
Quickly, she shook off the painful past and tuned back into the moment.
Saadiq made it back to the truck with five minutes to spare. A grinning Zia was already back in the front seat, holding out her hand for the popcorn, her pretzel, blueberry candy straws, and peach pop.
“Thank you, Saadiq! This was just what I needed. A night like this, chilling with my favorite snacks. And it doesn’t hurt that the company isn’t so bad either.”
“Yeah, well, aside from that lil shot, spending time with you was just what I needed to. You know you my whole world, right, Zia?”
“Yeah,” She blushed before taking a sip of her pop. “I’m realizing that.”
For the next two hours and seventeen minutes, they kept their eyes glued to the screen, and when it was over, Zia wasn’t ready to go, so she convinced Saadiq to stay through some horror movie she wanted to see.
So he curled up next to her and pulled her close and ended up dozing off fifteen minutes into the movie.
Thirty minutes after that, Zia got tired of splitting her attention between the movie Clown in a Cornfield and Saadiq’s dick pressed against her ass cheeks.
And because she was always just so thirsty for this man, Zia pulled Saadiq’s hard dick from his pants, scooted herself toward the back of the truck, and slipped him between her lips.
Because his dick was so good and she hadn’t given much head since him, she gagged a lot.
But that didn’t stop her from wasting any time wetting his big dick up with her saliva.
Very quickly, Zia got some good suction going as she massaged his balls and reacquainted herself with his veiny thickness.
Loving the feel of him in her mouth again, Zia took her time finding a steady rhythm.
“Mmmmm,” Saadiq moaned as he began to stir. Rolling over on his back, he stretched one of his legs against the front seat and slid his hands behind his head. “Shit!”
Zia’s tongue danced down the curve of his dick as she sucked and licked him like a melting creamsicle on a sweltering summer day.
Rolling her tongue around the tip, Zia relished the soft hardness of his mushroom cap and how good he felt against her tongue.
Zia licked and slurped up every drop of precum that seeped from his tip.
She savored the sweet droplets until she licked and sucked him clean.
Just that little bit excited her so much and had her eager as fuck to want to fill him bust on her tongue.
So much so that she wanted to speed up the process to get what she wanted.
So she spit on his dick some more and lubed him up real good while gliding her mouth and hands up and down his hardness.
He was so hard he felt like he’d bust, and that’s when Zia sucked him into her wet mouth and drowned every inch.
“Ahhhh! Shitttt! Gotdamn Zia! You suckin’ me off so fucking good!” He mumbled between moans as he slid a hand into his hair as she deep-throated him.
There was something about his deep, thick moans that Zia never could get enough of.
It excited her so much to have so much control over his pleasure that his moans soaked her pussy.
Greedily, she sucked at a sensual, slow pace before gradually increasing speed.
She gawked up and down in every inch as spit spilled and dripped from the sides of her mouth.
She felt his dick bobbing and bouncing against her jaws and mouth, and she loved that she could literally feel him skating toward the edge of erotic paradise.
“Ughhhh! Shit! Ziaaaa! Baby, I miss you giving me this fire ass head.” He grunted out as he gripped a handful of her hair and fucked her mouth. “That’s right, Zia, eat this dick up! Mhm.”