Page 53 of Bend Him, Break Him
It didn’t matter to Isaac; he inhaled through his nose and pushed further down so he could swallow the entirety of Colton’s shaft.
“Fuuuuuuck.” Colton gripped Isaac’s wet hair, looping his fingers and holding tight.
It sent a rush through Isaac, practically feeling the pulse of Colton’s knuckles as he squeezed. Isaac bobbed his head up and down, twisting his tongue around the head when he pulled back to the tip and gagged something fierce when he pushed all the way to the base.
Colton’s legs trembled, further encouraging Isaac.
But he didn’t wanna risk Colton tipping over.
While the idea amused him for half a second, the reality worried him, so Isaac spun Colton slightly and pressed him up against the wall.
This put Isaac under the full blast of the water, but he didn’t care.
All he wanted was to taste Colton’s cock, to feel his orgasm, to elicit pure pleasure in his boyfriend.
Isaac pressed a hand to the cold tile wall and then traced his palm along Colton’s bare thigh as he sucked.
Colton shivered ever so, his body radiating goosebumps, likely from being pinned to the wall.
Clearly, it didn’t bother him. Colton focused his energy and controlled Isaac’s head, moving him up and down faster and further with a more rhythmic pace.
Isaac relaxed the muscles in his neck, going with the flow. He attempted to relax the muscles in his throat, too, but still gagged when Colton pushed too far too quickly. Still, Isaac relished the sensation, eagerly choking on Colton’s cock.
“I’m gonna…” Colton wheezed. “I’m gonna, gonna, fuuuuuu…”
Isaac pulled back just enough to feel the hot load hit the back of his tongue. A second shot hit the roof of his mouth, and the rest sort of splattered all over, nearly spilling out as Isaac held the head of Colton’s dick in his mouth and swallowed his load.
Colton braced himself against the wall, euphoric and drained. Certainly no longer interested in cleaning off, Isaac carefully stood up and lathered his hand in bodywash, enjoying every second of running his soapy fingers over Colton’s skin.
After their incredibly long shower, Colton and Isaac made their way to Isaac’s bedroom, where they plopped on the bed. Isaac read through one of his books, hoping to pass out soon enough, while Colton channel surfed on the television before abandoning it in favor of his phone.
“I’m organizing my summer trip,” Colton said, scrolling through his phone. “In case you were wondering.”
“I wasn’t.” Isaac lay back on the bed, his head barely propped by the pillow to see the television.
“It should be a fun vacation. What I manage to squeeze in, of course.” Colton side-eyed Isaac, clearly waiting for a reaction. “You know, after the two back-to-back summer sessions you and my mom harassed me about.”
Isaac rolled his eyes. Pretending to be annoyed but actually a bit giddy by how Colton’s mother seemed to like his presence.
Especially the academic influence he had over Colton.
Now, he doubted she’d feel the same way if she had an inkling of their sordid past, how they eventually got together, and all the messy details in between.
“There’s about two and a half weeks after the sessions before classes in the fall start back up,” Colton explained. “So, I’m doing a trip back home.”
“And why are you telling me this?”
“I’m wondering if you wanted to join.” Colton grinned. “You could crash at my place. I already asked Mom. Figured it’d be a guest bedroom thing, but she’s keen on us sharing my room. Pretty sure her and my father are having one of their lover’s wars.”
“Lover’s wars?”
“Yeah, it’s where they aim to make the other one miserable until one of them concedes and leaves the country for a few months.” Colton shrugged like it was the most normal thing in the world. “How would you like to be really gay and help incite chaos?”
“I think I was born for that,” Isaac said with a smirk. “But I have no interest in returning to Straight Arrow. That town can suck it.”
“But can it suck it as well as you?”
As much as Isaac wanted to be angry, to show his pure, undiluted resentment for his hometown, that comment kept his smirk from faltering.
Isaac swore to himself to never set foot in his former home again. He vowed to never look back. But he also promised himself to avoid Colton, to ignore the blooming feelings between them. That hadn’t exactly turned out how he hoped.
“Okay.” Colton made these sad puppy-dog eyes, which annoyed Isaac more than coaxed him.
Isaac huffed, turning away to avoid Colton’s expression. When the pitiful jock scooted closer, rubbing his foot against Isaac’s under the covers, it nearly squashed Isaac’s resolve. They lay in silence, Colton’s sad, rhythmic breathing the only noise.
“Fine, whatever.” Isaac caved almost immediately because Colton had that awful effect on him, and he didn’t want to spend the night with knots in his stomach.
Colton hugged Isaac as he lay against his chest, his head resting over Isaac’s heart.
A heart that pattered all the faster when Colton snickered with glee.
Geez, his boyfriend hadn’t even pulled out the big guns, and Isaac cracked.
He made a mental note to work on ignoring Colton’s future pleas.
In the meantime, he wanted to set some ground rules for the summer trip.
“But I’m not going anywhere in town.”
“Okay, whatever you say.” Colton squeezed him tighter.
“And I’m not doing any stupid parties.”
“Of course, only smart parties for you.” Colton giggled.
“I’m serious.”
“And serious parties.” Colton nuzzled into the crook of Isaac’s neck.
As much as Isaac wanted to hiss, to protest, to take back his surrender, he simply sank into the comfort of Colton’s cuddles and lay in bed as his boyfriend put on some ridiculously absurd show.
“I hate you.”
“I love you, too.”
Isaac hugged Colton back, savoring these horribly wonderful tiny moments that he couldn’t get enough of.
No part of him felt worthy of Colton’s love, of this life he now led, of the possibility of a real future together, but Isaac intended on working harder each day to earn this life.
He wanted more with Colton. He wanted everything.