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Story: The Last Time I Lied
She pulls out two more photos.Lucille TawnyandHenrietta Golden.
“But he was a smart man, Emma,” Lottie says. “In that failure, he saw opportunity. He knew an old friend was looking to buy a large parcel of land for a private retreat. A wealthy lumberman named Buchanan Harris. My great-grandfather offered the land at a discounted price if he was given a position in Mr. Harris’s company. That was the start of a relationship between our families that continues today.”
“But what happened to Peaceful Valley?”
“It stayed open while my grandfather went about building the dam that would create Lake Midnight,” Franny says.
“During that time, Charles Cutler found new situations for the women in his care,” Lottie adds. “None of them returned to those brutal asylums in the city. My great-grandfather made sure of it. He was a good man, Emma. He cared deeply about those women. Which is why I still have their photographs. They’re my family’s most prized possession.”
I sway slightly, shocked my legs are still able to support me. They’ve gone numb, just like the rest of me. I had been so focused on learning Franny’s dark secret that I never stopped to consider that Vivian was wrong.
“So it had nothing to do with what happened to Vivian and the others?”
“Not a thing,” Franny says.
“Then why did you keep it a secret?”
“We didn’t,” Lottie says. “It’s no secret. Just ancient history, which has been warped over the years.”
“We know the stories campers tell about Lake Midnight,” Franny adds. “All that hokum about curses, drowned villagers, and ghosts. People always prefer drama over the truth. If Vivian had wanted to know more about it, all she needed to do was ask.”
I nod, feeling suddenly humiliated. It’s just as bad as when Vivian cut me down right before she disappeared. Almost worse. Once again, I’ve accused someone in the Harris-White family of doing a terrible deed.
“I’m sorry,” I say, knowing that a simple apology isn’t nearly adequate. “I’m going to go now.”
“Emma, wait,” Franny says. “Please stay. Have some tea until you feel better.”
I edge out of the room, unable to accept any more kindness from her. In the entrance hall, I break into a run, fleeing out the front door without closing it behind me. I keep running. Past the cops outside the arts and crafts building. Past the cluster of dark andquiet cabins. All the way to the latrine, where I plan to hop into a shower stall with my clothes still on and pretend I’m not crying tears of shame.
I stop when I notice a girl standing just outside the latrine. Her stillness catches my attention. That and her white dress aglow in the moonlight.
Vivian.
She stands in the woods that encroach upon the camp, just a few feet from the line where the trees end and the grass begins. She says nothing. She only stares.
I’m not surprised to see her. Not after the day I’ve had. In fact, I’ve been expecting it. I don’t even reach for the bracelet that’s no longer there.
This meeting was inevitable.
Rather than speak, Vivian merely turns and walks deeper into the forest, the hem of her white dress scraping the underbrush.
I start walking, too. Not away from the woods but toward it. Pulled along against my will by Vivian’s reemergence. I cross the threshold separating camp from forest. The point of no return. Under my feet, leaves crunch and sticks snap. A twig from a nearby tree, as slim and gnarled as a witch’s finger, grasps a lock of my hair and gives it a yank. Pain pricks my scalp. Yet I keep walking, telling myself it’s what I need to do. That it’s perfectly normal.
“I’m not going crazy,” I whisper. “I’m not going crazy.”
Oh, but I am.
Of course I am.
35
I follow Vivian to the sculpture garden, where she sits in the same chair Franny occupied days earlier. The statues around us watch with their blank eyes.
“Long time, no see, Em,” Vivian says as I cautiously step between two of the statues. “Miss me?”
I find my voice. It’s small and meek and skitters like a mouse across the clearing.
“You’re not real. You have no power over me.”
“But he was a smart man, Emma,” Lottie says. “In that failure, he saw opportunity. He knew an old friend was looking to buy a large parcel of land for a private retreat. A wealthy lumberman named Buchanan Harris. My great-grandfather offered the land at a discounted price if he was given a position in Mr. Harris’s company. That was the start of a relationship between our families that continues today.”
“But what happened to Peaceful Valley?”
“It stayed open while my grandfather went about building the dam that would create Lake Midnight,” Franny says.
“During that time, Charles Cutler found new situations for the women in his care,” Lottie adds. “None of them returned to those brutal asylums in the city. My great-grandfather made sure of it. He was a good man, Emma. He cared deeply about those women. Which is why I still have their photographs. They’re my family’s most prized possession.”
I sway slightly, shocked my legs are still able to support me. They’ve gone numb, just like the rest of me. I had been so focused on learning Franny’s dark secret that I never stopped to consider that Vivian was wrong.
“So it had nothing to do with what happened to Vivian and the others?”
“Not a thing,” Franny says.
“Then why did you keep it a secret?”
“We didn’t,” Lottie says. “It’s no secret. Just ancient history, which has been warped over the years.”
“We know the stories campers tell about Lake Midnight,” Franny adds. “All that hokum about curses, drowned villagers, and ghosts. People always prefer drama over the truth. If Vivian had wanted to know more about it, all she needed to do was ask.”
I nod, feeling suddenly humiliated. It’s just as bad as when Vivian cut me down right before she disappeared. Almost worse. Once again, I’ve accused someone in the Harris-White family of doing a terrible deed.
“I’m sorry,” I say, knowing that a simple apology isn’t nearly adequate. “I’m going to go now.”
“Emma, wait,” Franny says. “Please stay. Have some tea until you feel better.”
I edge out of the room, unable to accept any more kindness from her. In the entrance hall, I break into a run, fleeing out the front door without closing it behind me. I keep running. Past the cops outside the arts and crafts building. Past the cluster of dark andquiet cabins. All the way to the latrine, where I plan to hop into a shower stall with my clothes still on and pretend I’m not crying tears of shame.
I stop when I notice a girl standing just outside the latrine. Her stillness catches my attention. That and her white dress aglow in the moonlight.
Vivian.
She stands in the woods that encroach upon the camp, just a few feet from the line where the trees end and the grass begins. She says nothing. She only stares.
I’m not surprised to see her. Not after the day I’ve had. In fact, I’ve been expecting it. I don’t even reach for the bracelet that’s no longer there.
This meeting was inevitable.
Rather than speak, Vivian merely turns and walks deeper into the forest, the hem of her white dress scraping the underbrush.
I start walking, too. Not away from the woods but toward it. Pulled along against my will by Vivian’s reemergence. I cross the threshold separating camp from forest. The point of no return. Under my feet, leaves crunch and sticks snap. A twig from a nearby tree, as slim and gnarled as a witch’s finger, grasps a lock of my hair and gives it a yank. Pain pricks my scalp. Yet I keep walking, telling myself it’s what I need to do. That it’s perfectly normal.
“I’m not going crazy,” I whisper. “I’m not going crazy.”
Oh, but I am.
Of course I am.
35
I follow Vivian to the sculpture garden, where she sits in the same chair Franny occupied days earlier. The statues around us watch with their blank eyes.
“Long time, no see, Em,” Vivian says as I cautiously step between two of the statues. “Miss me?”
I find my voice. It’s small and meek and skitters like a mouse across the clearing.
“You’re not real. You have no power over me.”
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