Page 40 of While She Sleeps (The Hunter and The Thief #1)
CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
EMBER
“ I can’t do that,” I breathe, looking between Orion and the dildo attached to the mirror.
Is he fucking insane?
For one, no one has ever mistaken me for being coordinated, so I don’t know how on earth I would even begin to execute both sucking his cock as well as fucking the dildo.
On top of that, what happens if the mirror comes off the wall and crushes me? Not exactly the sexiest thing that could happen the first time we have sex.
Orion leans down until his lips are just a breath from mine. “When I tell you to do something, I expect you to do it, Ember. Don’t make me punish you.”
“Punish me?” I whisper.
He chuckles and takes my bottom lip between his teeth, the bite of pain tearing a moan from my throat.
“Yeah, Little Flame. Punish you. It’ll look different depending on where we are, how much time we have, and how big a punishment is required, but it’ll range from a spanking, to being denied for hours or days, to ruined orgasms and everything in between. ”
My eyes widen, and his amused smirk only seems to grow. “I’ll be good,” I say quickly.
“We’ll see about that.”
He guides me back until the toy presses against my ass, and I swallow heavily. Anxiety bubbles in my chest because while I’ve played with the bright pink dildo a few times, I’ve never used it like this, and for some reason, I’m terrified of disappointing Orion.
He must see the uncertainty in my eyes because he pinches my chin between his fingers and brushes his lips over mine, giving me a barely there kiss that settles me slightly while also driving me wild.
It seems my body is a walking contradiction when Orion is involved.
“Tell me what’s on your mind.”
I sigh and press my eyes closed for a moment. “What if I do it wrong?”
His features soften as he brushes his thumb over my cheek. “Let me help you.” It’s not a question or even really a request, and before I can respond, he guides the top of my body down until I’m bent at my hips. “Bend your knees slightly.”
I do as I’m told and hiss out a breath when his huge palm roams over the globe of my ass.
“Fuck, I can’t wait to spank this beautiful ass, Little Flame.”
“I thought spanking was a punishment,” I breathe, unable to force the desperation from my voice.
He chuckles. “It can be both for pleasure and pain, Ember, and I can’t wait to show you both sides of the coin.”
He crouches beside me and presses my hips back slightly, positioning the toy at my entrance and stealing the breath straight from my lungs. “Press back for me,” he murmurs, brushing a hand down my spine in a comforting trail that only seems to set my body on fire more.
I take a breath and do as he says, pushing the head of the toy inside me and tearing something between a moan and a cry from my chest. “Fuck.” I sob.
“Holy fuck,” Orion groans. “Your pussy is so fucking pretty, stretching around the toy, Little Flame.”
He guides my hips further back until half the toy is seated inside me, and I don’t think it’s possible for me to take any more. This purchase was optimistic at best, and I think this is more than I’ve ever taken in the past.
His fingers slowly circle my clit while the hand planted on my hip helps me retreat slightly before pushing back onto the toy harder.
A scream tears from my throat, which earns me a soft groan from Orion.
“Jesus, Ember. The sounds you make are going to have me coming in my pants like a fucking teenager.”
“It’s too much,” I moan as my pussy tightens around the toy. “I need you.”
“Soon,” he murmurs. “Keep fucking the toy for me, baby. I want to watch you bring yourself to the edge.”
He remains crouched beside me for a few more seconds, making sure I’ve got the thrusting movement down before he pushes himself to standing and steps back.
His heated stare moves over my body, and it’s enough for me to ignore how much my body burns from the position he has me in.
Muscles I didn’t even know existed are screaming with every move I make, but I couldn’t stop even if I wanted to.
Not when he’s looking at me like I’m every star in his fucking sky.
Slowly, too fucking slowly, Orion reaches for his belt and slowly unbuckles it, taking his time as he watches me impale myself on the huge dildo that stretches me to my limits.
My ass brushes the mirror, telling me I’m taking the whole toy for the first time, but I shouldn’t be surprised. I’m so wet I’m dripping down my thighs, and I’m as impressed by that feat as I am horrified.
I’m far too mindless to assess each of his tattoos, but they make him look even sexier than normal, something I didn’t think was possible considering he’s already the most attractive man I’ve ever seen in my life.
“You’re doing so well, Little Flame,” he praises. He steps toward me, taking his hard cock in his hands and giving it a few rough pumps.
He seems to be about the same size as the toy currently lodged inside me, which explains why he was so insistent on me taking this first.
“Are you close?”
I nod. “So close.”
“But you’re not going to come, are you, baby?”
“Not until you tell me I can.” I whisper the answer he wants to hear, even if I’m not sure I can execute the order.
I’m so close I’m starting to think a light breeze could send me tumbling over the edge, but I’m not going to tell him that. He’d probably try to test it, and for some reason I’m desperate not to disappoint him.
He gives me a wide smile, and I just about stop breathing at the sight. Jesus Christ. How is he even real?
“Open wide for me,” he orders, and my mouth drops open of its own accord.
I’ve never been much of a fan of giving blow jobs, not that I’ve given many, but my mouth waters at the sight of his precum beaded at the tip of his cock.
The times I’ve done this before were to get information from a target, but this feels so different, like it’s not even the same act.
He presses forward slowly, allowing me to lap at the salty goodness and take my time exploring the hard ridges and prominent veins.
“Holy fuck,” he groans as he fists both hands in my hair, tugging with the perfect amount of strength to have my core clenching with desperation. “Your mouth is everything.”
I hum around him as I try to find a rhythm to take both him and the toy, but I’m too uncoordinated between my burning muscles and the heady pleasure that weighs down on me.
“Let me,” he murmurs, stepping us back toward the mirror slightly before guiding me back and forth. Each time I retreat from his cock, I’m impaled on the toy, and each time I pull back from the dildo, his cock lodges at my throat, demanding entry.
“I could fuck your mouth all night, but seeing how your cunt stretches around that toy has me desperate to feel you around my cock.” He drags my mouth from his hard length and stares down at me with heated eyes. “Are you ready for me, Little Flame?”
I nod my head, not trusting my voice.
Without missing a beat, Orion lifts, and I groan as the dildo slips from my core, immediately feeling too empty and unsatisfied. God, I need to come so badly. I don’t think I’ve ever been so desperate for an orgasm in my life.
He lifts me with ease, and I wrap my legs around his waist instinctively.
He carries me toward the bed and drops me into the center.
He doesn’t waste a second before he crawls up over my body, pushing my legs up until they rest on his shoulders, and he’s staring down at me with fire in his dark eyes.
“I’ve been dreaming about this for so fucking long,” he murmurs into the space between us, but my lust filled mind doesn’t bother reminding him we’ve only known one another for a few weeks. It doesn’t matter as long as he gets inside me soon.
He shifts slightly, slipping his hand between us to notch the head of his cock at my entrance, and I lift my hips, immediately trying to get him inside me quicker.
He chuckles. “So desperate for me.”
“Please, Orion. I need you. I need you to fuck me. I need to come.” The words tumble from my mouth before I can catch them, but from the way his eyes darken, I don’t think I would if I could. He seems to like it when I beg.
Without warning, he sinks into my aching pussy, and I cry out at the sudden stretch. Okay, maybe I was wrong. He’s thicker than the dildo.
“Jesus,” he hisses through clenched teeth. “Ember, your pussy. God, it’s fucking heaven.”
I lift my arms around his neck, urging his face down, and he crashes his lips to mine as he retreats slightly before thrusting forward again.
Each pump of his hips shoves me closer to the edge, and I have no idea how I’m going to hold my inevitable release off if he tells me I can’t come.
Orion trails kisses along my cheek and down my throat, forcing my legs further back. But I don’t care. If he wants to bend me into a pretzel, I’m not going to say no, so long as there’s an orgasm in it for me.
“Orion,” I moan, tears gathering at the corners of my eyes as I fight against the rush of pleasure gathering in my core. “Please. I need to come. Please let me come.”
He looks down at me through dark lashes, his shoulders bunched with tension, and I realize he’s trying just as hard not to come as I am. “I don’t know how I’ll ever deny you anything, Little Flame.”
As if to punctuate his point, he picks up his pace, fucking me into the mattress with so much force I’m sure I’ll be covered in bruises tomorrow. But I hope I am. I hope the evidence of our time together lasts forever, because after tonight, I know I have to walk away.
It would be far too easy to fall in love with a man like Orion Henderson, and that’s a complication I absolutely cannot afford.