Page 25 of Until the End (The Lost Letters #3)

Carson

I slam into Ginny, biting my lip to keep from coming. Talk about a one-pump chump. I don’t care if she’s squeezing my cock so hard I see stars, I’m not going to blow my load like some horny teenager who can’t control himself.

But fuck, she feels incredible.

I keep pumping into her while her body tightens around me like a vise.

She’s beautiful like this, surrendering to her body’s needs and letting go of every tightly held belief. I’m in awe of her.

I slow my movements as Ginny comes back into her body. I feel ten feet tall when her glassy eyes look up at me in wonder.

Leaning down on my elbows, I tuck one hand under her head while the other brushes her hair off her forehead. “Hey, gorgeous. Welcome back.”

She grins at me. “That was insane. I’ve never felt anything like that before.” Then her eyes widen. “You didn’t come.”

I shake my head. “Not yet. I want one more.”

“There’s no way. I can’t.”

“Sure you can. You just need the right motivation. ”

I roll my hips to grind against her clit, and she gasps. “That’s my girl. Give me another one.”

“Carson,” she breathes. The sound of my name on her lips just about sends me over the edge. I’ve dreamed of hearing it, but nothing compares to what it actually sounds like.

Ginny lifts her legs, wrapping them around my hips. It changes the angle so I’m grinding against her with every thrust.

“It feels like you’re in my stomach,” she groans. I almost stop moving, worried I’m hurting her, until she cries out, “Yes!”

I think she might be the death of me. The sounds she makes, the tight squeeze of her walls around me, the way her hands move against my body, it’s all too much. I’m going to explode, but I need her with me first.

I adjust my knees to keep the rhythm going and then duck my head to use my mouth on her breasts. Her pert little nipples are more sensitive than I imagined, so I use them to my advantage. Every lick and nip elicits a lusty moan, until Ginny’s writhing under me again.

“Come, Ginny. Right. Now.”

She gasps, her eyes widening in surprise as her pussy clamps down on me. It’s too much for me to bear a second time, and I come inside her, my body shuddering with every jerk of my cock.

Holy fucking shit.

Oh, fuck. I came inside her.

God, I can’t believe I didn’t talk to her about it before. I’m such a shit human.

I try to focus on Ginny. I don’t want her to pick up on my emotions or think I’m freaking out because of her.

We’re both breathing hard, our bodies sticky with sweat.

“You okay?” I whisper into her neck.

“Mmm. No words. ”

I huff. “Same. I know I’m heavy, but I’m having a hard time making my muscles work.”

“S’okay.” Ginny runs her hands up and down my back. “I like it.”

I press kisses to her damp skin until I get to her mouth. She blinks her eyes open, wonder and worry flashing in her stare.

“I can’t believe we just did that,” she whispers.

“I know. It’s a little overwhelming, huh?”

She nods.

“I’m really glad we did. You’re every fantasy I’ve ever had come to life.”

Ginny’s body softens under mine. “Me, too. Nothing has ever felt like that before.”

“For me, either.” I shiver as I slip out of her body. We’ll need to talk about that, but I should get her cleaned up first. “Don’t move. I’ll be right back.”

“I’m not sure I could if I wanted to.” She laughs.

Pride straightens my shoulders as I grab a washcloth from her bathroom. I quickly wet it before darting back to Ginny. Her cheeks flame as I clean her up, and I can’t help but smile at her embarrassment. We just had some very dirty sex, and she’s still shy. It’s fucking adorable.

Once I’m done, I toss the washcloth aside, then pull her to my chest. “Goose…”

She tilts her head up, resting her chin on the back of her hand. “Yeah?”

“We didn’t use a condom. I’m so sorry I didn’t talk to you about it before. I swear I’m clean and haven’t been with anyone since my last test. I’d never have put you in danger like that.”

Ginny cringes. “I didn’t think about it either. I did have Dr. Upton run a blood test when we got back to Sonoma. After realizing Wesley probably cheated on me more than once, I had to make sure. I’m clean, too, so no worries there…but uh…I’m not on birth control.”

My eyebrows fly up to my hairline.

“I know! I’m so sorry. It’s just that…when we ran away from the wedding, I didn’t bring my toiletry bag, which had my pills in it, but I figured, eh, whatever, it’s not like I’m gonna be having sex any time soon. Then I just sort of forgot about them.”

I swallow hard. I could’ve just gotten my best friend pregnant. An image of Ginny in a sundress with a rounded belly comes to mind. Okay, so I don’t hate that idea.

“Say something,” she whispers.

“I was just picturing you pregnant with my kid, and it’s probably one of the best things I’ve ever imagined. The chances of my swimmers hitting a bullseye right away aren’t likely, but if it does happen, you’d make me one of the happiest guys on the planet. How do you feel about it?”

“It scares me a little because my life is absolute chaos right now. At the same time, I’ve always wanted to be a mom, so if it happens, I’d be over the moon. Especially having you by my side through it all.”

“I’ll be there until the very end.”

Having Ginny naked in my arms has to be one of the best ways to wake up. If my alarm wasn’t going off, it would be even better.

“I hate you right now,” Ginny grumbles.

It’s early. Annoyingly early. But I can’t seem to care.

I kiss the back of Ginny’s head before sliding out of bed to shower.

It takes a herculean effort to put my clothes on instead of getting back into bed with my gorgeous girl.

Last night was incredible, and I wish I could take today off to stay in bed all day with her.

Instead, I brush the hair off her forehead to press a kiss there. Her bright blue eyes flutter open. “Want me to bring dinner over later?”

“Yes, please.”

“Okay. Go back to sleep, baby. Text me later.”

She murmurs something unintelligible in response.

I’m grinning as I head downstairs to make a cup of coffee, and the smile stays on my face while I drive over to Teddy’s house.

My mood is more than just because I got laid.

It’s getting to spend the entire night with my best friend and finally giving in to the feelings we’ve both had for each other.

It’s like my entire future is laid out in front of me, and I can finally be excited about it.

I’m not an idiot. Ginny and I have things we’ll have to work through. Her career and touring, just to name a few, but I have no doubt that we’ll be able to figure it out as long as we’re together.

My good mood lasts until I pull into Teddy’s driveway. Our crew is always on time, so the place is packed already. I find a parking spot and am grabbing my tools from my trunk when Teddy comes over with Levi next to him.

Teddy’s smirking at me, his eyebrow raised as if he knows exactly what I was up to last night. “Have a good night?”

I frown. Was he reading my mind? “Uh, yeah. I hung out with Ginny.”

“Oh, we know.” He snorts.

“The whole world knows.” Levi’s expression isn’t as teasing as Teddy’s.

“What do you mean?”

Teddy pulls out his phone and shows me an article. The first image is of Ginny and me in our booth. My hand is on the side of her neck while we kiss. It’s captioned Heartbreak no more! Virginia Miller has been spotted getting down and dirty with a local!

I don’t need to read the article to know what it says. I should’ve known we wouldn’t be able to get away with going out. I’d hoped that since people were giving us space, nobody would blast it all over the internet. Guess I was wrong.

I sigh. “Fuck.”

“You better get used to it. This is going to be your life now ’cause there’s no going back.

” Teddy gives me a significant look, and I can’t even be mad about the warning.

He’s looking out for Ginny the same way I would.

The thing is, I am in it for the long haul.

I’m ready to do whatever it takes to keep Ginny by my side.

I pull out my phone and send her a text, letting her know that she needs to reach out to her social media people. I also make sure she knows I’m here to talk if she wants to, but that I couldn’t care less if I’m in the gossip columns.

“So this is official? You two are together?” Uncle Levi asks.

“We are. I’m sorry we couldn’t be the ones to tell you first.”

He shrugs. “It’s not like we aren’t used to seeing our girl online all the time. You know we’re all rooting for you, right?”

I give him a grateful smile. “Yeah, but it’s nice to have it confirmed.”

Uncle Levi claps me on the shoulder. “Okay, let’s get to work. We’ve got a house to finish.”