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Scarlet POV

Though it hurt so much to see her cry because of me , I had to tell her the truth.

The truth about my world....my past.....

and mostly how I felt to her. I couldn't see her live a life with me full of lies.

From the first time I met her, I saw my world light up magically , everything was in unicorns and rainbows but also because of me I had to ruin it.

She's been through a lot and my little lamb deserves to go out in the fields, run around freely as well as try out new pastures to eat.

She's so precious for the world and I hope our kids just grow up to be like her, beautiful,smart , kind and so pure. It will make me smile wherever I will be though I won't be looking after them even though they are my blood and my only heirs of everything I own.

"O-okay!" I stammered a bit feeling a tight squeeze from my heart. The tension that was thick around us a while a go lightened up as the wind wailed up strong as I gazed into her red teary puffy eyes. These eyes I have grown to fear, they just make me realize how bad of a father and a man I am.

I had never regretted anything I ever did in my past until today.

I wish I showed her what it feels like to be happy,cared for and mostly loved.

She's deserves more than anything in this world cause she's been through a lot.

"Really?" Her voice was strained and I could tell it hurt her to voice out.

Her eyes found my searching for lies again but for once in my life I was honest to her and I could see the happiness shine bright again.

It was as if the life inside her was set free.

"Yes Lovely, you deserve so many things more than this, I'm so stupid that I never showed you want you deserve when I got the chance but I hope someone will show you out what you missed because you are so pure and white. "

My hands ran to her cheeks and wiped off her tears as I forced a smile out for her so that it would make her calm for her and my little angels inside her.

My heart rapidly pounded against my chest in so much pain.

This pain was more than that of a gun shot or a sprain.

It was as if my heart was stabbed with a hot knife cause everytime it pounded I could feel my breath get lost somewhere.

I bit my inside cheek as I tried to bare the pain. She nodded her head and I stared at her bewildered that she was listening to the words that came out of my mouth. "Do you wanna go back to your mom now or tomorrow morning?" My voice was strained as I waited for her response.

My breath hitched hoping maybe she would at least rethink.

.."Now" Her voice was strong and it beat me up to my thoughts so I smiled back at her.

She's a very strong person and I'm glad she's the mother of my angels.

"Let's first get you some clothes that will warm you up and the keys for the car.

" She nodded seemingly persuade and I led her back to the house.

Lovely POV

(10 minutes later...)

We were on the road back to my mom's place as my head hurt so much and my eyes too but I kept them open as I stared out the window of the car to the road. I was happy that I'm let free and I know the truth about her and what she did to me. It hurt but truth hurts to be it.

I didn't know in my life if I will ever forgive her for what she has done to me but I hope I will because she's the father of my kids unless she won't bother showing up in our lives ever again and that will be great. I swallowed deeply at the thought about that.

I sighed loudly before looking down at my belly which was covered with a light pink dress that stopped mid thigh and a black hoodie jumper. I rubbed it in small circles resulting into a kick in response. I smiled a bit as I continued the process but this time looking out in the window.

I rested my head on the door and watched as the rain drops hit the car window graceful and just wished everything would just stop so I can catch up and breath again because I never felt myself breathing. It was like locked somewhere making me suffocate and try to rest my head on my knees.

I just wanted to breathe peacefully , all I wanted and ever requested from her was to love me and care for me but why did it have to end up like this?

"You shouldn't worry about the babies, I won't show my face to them and they won't ever know they had a father who's like me but if you need any help don't hesitate to call because they are my responsibility Lovely.

" Scarlet who was beside me cut the silence as she parked the car in the familiar drive way .

"Thank you for that but don't ever even think about me ever calling you again Scarlet." I spat through gritted teeth as I could feel tears threatening again to fall. It was like I was fooling myself around.

I looked at Scarlett who was hurt deeply at my outburst and I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. I gazed up to her with determined eyes as I held the car door and whispered. "Bye Scarlet."

But before I could get out, Scarlet beat me up to me. "Wait!" I bit my tongue to stop screaming at her one of the following.

What the hell she wants now?

Or

The fuck what now Scarlet?

I turned around irritated but before I could open up and yell at her , I was silenced with her lips. Her lips slowly massaged mine making sparks as my mind became foggy. My mind was screaming a no but my body reacted other wise making me kiss her back.

Her hand wrapped around my small throat moving up and down squeezing at different points making me hold my breath surprised giving her access to my tongue.

I closed my eyes in pleasure but at the back of mind I knew it was wrong but I wanted to saviour this moment because I knew we will never be back together like how we were in the last few months.

Though shit happened in between them , they are still the best times of my life.

I don't know how it happened but I was now straddling her lap. I sat up on my knees on her lap with each of my leg at her side as I traveled my hands to her hair tugging it softly while massaging.

Her breath hitched and I smiled between the kiss before connecting our lips back passionately. Her hand left my throat and suddenly her hands were on my waist pulling me more to her until there was no thin space between us. I moaned softly as our kiss became heated.

Her left her left my waist up to chin opening up my mouth more. Her tongue danced with mine in grace. The warmth from her body to mine made my heart skip a beat and I didn't expect it to do so . Unexpectedly I felt my tears roll down my cheeks. I couldn't help but wonder.

Did I love her too much to this extent?

Different questions swirled in my mind as we kissed and it didn't take long before we parted for air with a thick stray of saliva still connecting our lips. Our chests moved up and down at the same steady pulse and I couldn't believe it.

I licked my bottom lip as I opened my eyes and gazed into hers. I blinked the tears away as my heart clenched more before I whispered our breaths connecting as I didn't bother breaking the eyes contact

"Bye Scarlet." This time I meant it because we both knew it was the end.

The end for us.

The end for our love life.

And this was fate.

OUR FATE

FATED TO BE APART.

THE END.

IT MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN A GOOD ONE BUT TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK?????