Page 21 of Resisting Your Love

I hoped like hell it wasn't too late for Amryn and me.

I wanted her back in my life and was feeling depressed as hell without her.

It had been too long since I laid eyes on her.

Christmas was two days away, and we hadn't made up yet.

I didn't want to be mad at her any longer.

Truthfully, I wasn't even mad anymore. I just wanted her back at home where she belonged.

I called Zyanna and told her I needed her to stop by, explaining my plans to get my girl back. She came in a hurry, too.

"It's about time you came to your senses," she stated as soon as I invited her inside my home.

I scowled at her. "Man, I'm not trying to hear that. I already know I need to make things right with Amryn."

She dropped her bag on the floor and eyed my living room. "What do you want done?"

I detailed to her what I wanted done, and she had to call up her girls since they loved working together. They would be bringing the stuff with them. Since I didn't know what the hell to do, Zyanna handled it all. While she did that, I ordered the food and had to go pick it up.

On the drive to pick up the food, I had time to reflect on everything.

I concluded that I needed to work on certain aspects, such as managing my anger and approaching different situations more effectively.

That was one of my biggest issues. It had always been like that with me.

Amryn and I needed to talk things through.

I also needed to find out why she was quick to keep things from me.

She had to let me know everything despite how she believed I might feel about it.

There were times when I would spazz the hell out, but that was something I needed to work on.

I stopped by to see my parents while I was out, and they asked about Amryn. I didn't know what to tell them, so I told them she was good. Usually, when I went to my parents' house, I had Amryn with me. I wondered if they saw that as odd. If they did, they hadn't said anything to me.

While I was out, I got a text from Zyanna, letting me know everything was good.

That was fast as hell. I didn't understand why she wouldn't go into business doing what she loved.

I rushed home to see the finished product.

When I stepped foot inside my house, I was amazed at what I saw.

Zyanna and her friends did a dope ass job of transforming my living room.

They pulled the couches back and moved my coffee table.

A banner was hanging from the ceiling that read: I'm Sorry .

White and red roses were all over the floor.

My kitchen table was situated in the middle of my living room, covered with a white tablecloth.

Now, the only thing I needed to do was call Amryn up and tell her to come home.

First, I needed to put the food on the table. Tonight, we were having Italian dishes — well, hopefully, we would. It all depended on Amryn.

After I took a shower and got dressed, I sat on the edge of my bed and dialed Amryn's number. She answered on the first ring. Her voice did something to my insides. It was like a breath of fresh air washed over me. Damn, I missed the sound of her voice.

"Wassup with you?" I ran a hand down my face, trying to pull myself together. It wasn't like me to get nervous, but here I was, nervous as hell.

"I'm okay. I just finished doing my nails," she softly answered.

I had a feeling Amryn wouldn't make this easy for me. I wasn't about to go back and forth with her making small talk.

"It's time for you to come home," I stated.

She scoffed. "I don't have a home to come back to."

My heart broke all over again at her words, but it wouldn't be the final words she said to me. If she thought so, she told a lie.

"We can do this the easy way or the hard way. Either way, it goes, you coming home," I demanded. This wasn't a damn game.

"What do you want, Levi?" she snapped.

"What I want is for you to bring your ass home. You know what? You don't have to move. Stay your ass right there. I'll come get you." I jumped up from my bed. Amryn was stubborn as hell, but I knew it was my fault she acted this way.

She hung up the phone in my face. My mouth dropped as I eyed the phone. Nah, she had to be bullshitting.

I used the keycard that was given to me to enter the hotel room.

There was no telling what was about to greet me, but I was prepared for it.

I wasn't leaving unless Amryn was leaving with me, even if I had to throw her over my shoulder, kicking and screaming.

I heard the TV on in the bedroom and went toward it.

Amryn was lying across the bed, not paying the TV any attention, but was on her phone.

I went to take a seat on the edge of the bed. She didn't even acknowledge me.

"So, this is what we're doing?" I asked her. I semi-turned to look at her to see what she would do or say.

She kept looking straight ahead, ignoring me. "We aren't doing anything. I don't know what you want me to do or say. You can't demand me to come back to a place where I'm not welcome."

I pressed my lips together to keep from lashing out.

"Man, I called you up and told you to come home.

Don't try to act like you're hard or some shit.

Then you had me drive across town to get to your ass.

Don't do that, man. What the hell do you want me to do or say?

We both need to work on some things. I'm not saying I'm not wrong for the way I handled things, but don't you think you are wrong too? "

Amryn finally looked at me with a scowl on her face. "What am I wrong about?" She sat up on the bed.

My eyes widened. "Are you serious right now? You kept your ex calling you to yourself and didn't let me know. Don't you think I have that right?"

Amryn averted her eyes from me. "Yes, you do have that right, but if I told you, you'd probably go off on him. You had already hit him."

I dropped my head. "And what's your point? You are my wife, and nobody needs to be calling you but me. He's your ex and needs to know his place. When he first started to call you, you should have let me know, not tried to hide it."

"I wasn't trying to hide it," she retorted. "If you don't believe me, I don't know what to say to you."

I swiped my tongue across my lips, not at all liking the way the conversation was going. I scooted closer to Amryn and grabbed her hands in mine, needing to touch her. She looked over at me with tears in her eyes, and my heart shattered. I didn't want her to cry again. I couldn't take her tears.

"Levi, I don't want you to ever think I would keep something from you to deceive you in any way. That was never my intention when Joel was calling me. I thought he would eventually stop, but he didn't. Even when I told him to, he was still calling me."

I clenched my jaw muscles as my nose flared. "I see he won't stop until I beat his ass. When I see him, all bets are off. That's the type of man that won't leave a woman alone until he gets put in his place, which is something I'll have to do."

She sighed deeply. "See what I mean. Joel's not even worth you going to jail over for fighting him."

I stared her in the eyes and responded, "But you are worth me going to jail over.

That man knows what the hell he's doing.

He should have appreciated you when he had you.

Now that he sees that you've moved on from him, he wants to come back.

Nah, he had his turn and fucked up. Damn him. You are mine. I'll kill him," I huffed.

"No," she snapped. "It won't come to that. I'm just going to change my number. It's time for me to do so anyway."

I nodded, liking that idea. "Yeah, you need to go ahead and do that, but on the real, I apologize for the way I handled things.

I want us to start over and, this time, get it right.

I was wrong for saying the only thing between us was the contract.

I mean, it is, but this between us that we're building is much deeper than that.

You matter a whole lot to me. Hell, even more than that. I love you, Amryn."

She squeezed my hand in hers as tears clouded her eyes yet again. "I love you too, Levi. I want us to get this right as well. You cut me deeply when you brought up the contract. Just when I thought that was behind us, it was like a reminder of it when you said that."

"If I could, I would beat my own ass for saying that to you. Something like that will never ever leave my mouth ever again. If it does, I give you permission to slap the hell out of me."

"Deal." She was quick to say, and I laughed.

"Yeah, you would like to do that, huh?"

She only chuckled with a nod.

"Will you come back home with me? The house and I miss you a lot. It's time for you to sleep back in my arms." I unwrapped my hands from hers and pulled her onto my lap. I began getting an erection the minute her ass made contact with my dick. "Yeah, he missed you, too."

Amryn dropped her head, trying to hide a blush.

"Trust and believe I missed all of you, too."

I stared deeply into Amryn's eyes as I covered her body with mine.

She gnawed that bottom lip of hers and had me lowering my head to her lips to peck them with mine.

Damn, I missed her being beneath me. I was eager to please her.

My dick was twitching, ready to be buried deep inside of her.

I didn't know why I was prolonging it. She lifted her bottom half, and her flesh touched mine, causing me to hiss.

"Please, Levi. Why does it feel like you are torturing me?" she whined, causing me to smile.

"I'm not, baby. I'm just loving the feeling of your body against mine. Your softness against my hardness. You were made for me. Damn, I'm happy to have you back with me." That was the honest truth. Since we made up, I planned to do everything in my power to make sure we stayed that way.

When we made it back to the house, Amryn gasped when she saw the living room had been transformed, and she loved it.

We shared a meal and laughed about different things about our childhood.

It was a good night. Now, I was going to end it with her screaming my name.

It was long overdue. I figured she had enough of my torture for one night.

It was time I stopped and gave her what she wanted.

I reached between us to take hold of my dick and placed it at her opening.

With her eagerness, he slid right on home where he belonged.

Amryn moaned as I groaned loudly. Damn, she felt good as hell.

This was a feeling I was used to, but every time I got a taste of it, it felt like something new.

I moved slowly in and out of her, trying to savor the feeling of her wrapped around me.

It was almost like she was suffocating me, but damn, I'd die happy as hell.

I spread her legs wider, getting more comfortable in her heat, and sank myself deeper and deeper inside of her body.

She purred loudly, wrapping her legs around my waist. I buried my face in the crook of her neck and gave her long strokes, loving the way she whimpered in my ear.

"Levi, please."

I didn't know what she was begging for, so I picked up my pace. She moaned loudly and moved with me. She knew what I liked. As we moved together, the pressure built. Sweat glistened our bodies as our skin smacked together. Our sounds of pleasure filled the room, causing my dick to swell even more.

"Damn," I groaned. I wasn't going to last in this position.

I flipped us. She panted and grabbed my chest as soon as she landed fully on top of me. With a wicked smile on her face, she gnawed at that bottom lip of hers, sitting on top of me, looking like a honeycomb goddess. I wanted to eat her alive with her sexy ass.

"You know you look good as hell, right?" I swiped my tongue across my bottom lip.

She beamed. "Thank you. You know I always aim to please you." With that, she circled her hips and moved up and down on me.

I gritted my teeth together as I narrowed my eyes. "Stop playing with me."

Amryn giggled. "Hmm. I don't think so. Remember when you were torturing me? Well, now it's my turn."

And torture me, she did. By the time she was done with me, I was ready to bust. Nah, it couldn't end like this, but I had nothing left to give. Amryn continued to move on top of me, crying out my name.

"Fuck!" I growled as I spilled my seed deep inside of her. She groaned deeply, wiggling her hips, still moving up and down on me before she threw her head back and shouted my name. Her head dropped against my shoulder as she breathed heavily.

"I love you so much." I kissed her forehead and rubbed her sweaty hair.

She panted in my ear and snuggled deeper as if she was trying to get in my skin.

"I love you too," she mumbled sleepily.

I didn't know which one of us was going to get up and hit the lights, but as of now, I was content with where I was. That was with my dick locked deep inside of her as we snuggled together. I got my girl back, and I was happy as hell. Life was good as hell.