Page 9 of My Alpha Stepbrother's Dirty Secret 3

and she wasn't wearing panties.

That single realization almost ended me.

She was bare‚ dripping‚ her heat rubbing right up against the hard length of my cock through my pants‚ and I couldn't fucking think.I just kept grinding into her‚ groaning‚ panting‚ holding her tighter‚ whispering things to her body without even realizing I was speaking…

"You're so fucking perfect… God‚ anna‚ your body's driving me insane… so soft‚ so wet‚ so sweet‚ fuck‚ I need you‚ I need you so bad…"

My brain was yelling at me‚ screaming at me to stop‚ reminding me that this was wrong‚ that she was my little sister‚ the one Mom brought home and raised like a daughter‚ the one I was supposed to protect‚ not touch like this‚ not kiss‚ not press up against the wall while I ground my cock into her soaking pussy.

But I couldn't stop.

I didn't know how to stop.

Not when she moaned again‚ louder this time‚ her body rocking against mine like she was about to come just from the friction.Her lips were by my ear‚ her voice shaking‚ breathless‚ desperate.

"Oh God‚ Ryan… please… please take me… I want you… please take me."

Everything stopped in that second.

My hands froze on her waist‚ my breath hitched‚ my heart slammed into my ribs so hard it felt like it broke something inside me.Her voice.Her words.That desperate plea‚ it snapped me out of whatever madness I'd been drowning in.

"Fuck!"I growled loudly‚ the sound coming from deep inside my chest as I suddenly ripped myself away from her.

This was anna.

My ‘supposed' little sister.

and I was two seconds away from pushing my cock inside her and fucking her like she wasn't the one person in the world I wasn't supposed to touch.

Her body slid down the wall and landed on the floor softly‚ and I backed away like she had burned me.My chest was rising and falling too fast‚ my cock still hard and aching‚ my lips swollen‚ my eyes wide with fear‚ with panic‚ with lust that still hadn't left me.

I stared at her as she looked up at me‚ dazed‚ her hair messy‚ her breast still exposed‚ her thighs trembling‚ her lips swollen and parted like she still couldn't believe I pulled away.

and I couldn't breathe.

Because what the fuck had I just done?

CHAPTER 117

Ryan's POV

"Ryan."

Her voice broke the silence‚ but I couldn't even look at her.My hands were already trembling‚ my chest was burning like I'd just committed the most unforgivable sin‚ and maybe I had.

"I'm so sorry‚ Anna.Fuck… I'm so fucking sorry.I shouldn't have."

I was pacing like a lunatic‚ dragging my hand through my hair while my other hand curled into a fist.I couldn't fucking breathe.My heart was pounding too fast‚ like it was trying to break through my chest just to escape what I'd done.I looked up once and saw her adjusting the strap of her nightdress‚ and fuck‚ that visual alone nearly broke me.The way her breast dipped into the silky fabric again‚ the curve‚ the bounce‚ the fucking hardened nipple poking through the thin lace… fuck.I was going to lose it again if I didn't leave right that second.

So I did.

I groaned and rushed out of the kitchen‚ slamming the door behind me before I ended up pinning her to that kitchen wall and fucking her right there like some deranged monster.I couldn't even look at her again.Not after what just happened.Not after I tasted her like that‚ touched her‚ felt her cunt soaking wet against me‚ heard her moan my name and beg me to take her like she didn't care about anything else.

I stormed into my room and slammed the door shut‚ locking it behind me and yanking the key out of the knob.I flung it across the room‚ didn't even care where it landed.I didn't want to know.I didn't want a way back out.My cock was still painfully hard‚ throbbing in my pants‚ my boxers soaked from how fucking turned on I still was.I was a mess.My dick was dripping‚ swollen‚ so fucking ready to explode and yet I couldn't touch her.

"F—uuuuck!"

I grabbed the remote from my nightstand‚ slammed my thumb on the secret button and watched as the door slid open to my hidden room.The one place I went to when I couldn't take it anymore‚ when the thoughts of Anna drove me completely fucking insane.This was the one place I allowed myself to let go‚ to be the version of myself I couldn't show anyone else.