Page 21 of My Alpha Stepbrother's Dirty Secret 3

I was still breathing hard‚ my hand on her waist‚ our bodies still pressed together.

"But I'm hanging on a thread here‚" I said."a very fucking thin one.I don't think I can keep that promise much longer if I keep staying close to you.It's hard...so fucking hard."

She looked at me‚ then smiled a little through her tears‚ as if something clicked in her head.

"Then we can be discreet‚" she whispered.

I blinked."What?"

"We can be discreet‚" she repeated."Mom and Dad won't know.We can keep it just between us.No one else."

I stepped back a bit‚ shaking my head‚ raking my hand through my hair."No...no.That's too risky."

She followed me‚ her eyes burning."It's not risky."

I chuckled a little bitterly."You don't know what you're saying‚ anna.You could get pregnant.Don't you see?That's what happened to Mom.They were discreet too‚ remember?And look what that turned into.She got pregnant with me and ran away.I don't want history repeating itself."

She stepped closer‚ grabbing my shirt."Then we'll use protection.I'm not a child‚ Ryan.I'm nineteen.I know what I want."

She looked up at me‚ her voice steady‚ her eyes serious.

"And if I'm going to give my virginity to anyone...I want it to be you."

CHAPTER 125

Anna's POV

It felt like I'd just opened my whole heart to the one person I wasn't supposed to.But there was no going back now.This was it.Now or never.

Ryan still looked shocked.Just staring at me like he didn't know what to say‚ like he couldn't believe I said that out loud.

I forced myself to speak.My voice was quiet but firm."So… are you in or not?"

His jaw tightened.His eyes dropped to my lips.Then he groaned softly and leaned forward‚ pressing his forehead against mine‚ like he was fighting a war inside himself.

"I'd really love to‚ anna.Fuck‚ I'd love to.But…"

"No buts‚" I whispered‚ cutting him off.

I could feel how hard he was through his pants.It was pressing right against my thigh‚ thick and hot and impossible to ignore.So I reached down‚ my hand tracing the bulge slowly‚ my eyes still locked to his.I gave him a small‚ shaky smile.

"Let me fix this for you."

He raised a brow‚ frowning just a little."You know how to?"

I laughed nervously."Watch and see."

"Okay.Let me see what you've got," He said, smirking as he got into the car while keeping his eyes on me the whole time.I followed him in and closed the door behind me, kneeling just in front of him.

My hands were shaking as I reached over and unbuckled his belt.I couldn't even look at him at first.I was nervous as hell.My heart was racing.My whole body was hot and shaky and buzzing with this electric kind of tension that made it hard to think.

I unzipped his jeans slowly‚ my fingers brushing over the hard length inside.The bulge literally doubled when I tugged the zipper down‚ like his cock had been dying to get out.I hadn't even pulled his briefs down yet and it already looked fucking huge.

Ryan chuckled.His voice came out husky."Scared?"

I shook my head."No… of course not."

I was lying.