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My entire body was on fire.

I was hard.

Harder than I'd ever been in my damn life‚ and I hadn't even touched her properly.

"Fuck‚ fuck‚ fuck‚" I whispered under my breath‚ closing my eyes tightly‚ willing myself to stay still.

But she didn't let go.

and I didn't push her off.

I couldn't.

"Ryan…" she whispered‚ looking up at me with those tear-filled eyes.God‚ those eyes."Why have you been avoiding me?"

God.

Don't ask me that.Don't look at me with those damn eyes.

"I missed you so much‚" she whispered again‚ still holding me.

"anna…" I said‚ trying to sound normal‚ but it came out so low‚ so wrecked‚ so helpless.

"Don't you miss me too?"

My heart was thundering so loudly I couldn't hear myself think.I wanted to tell her everything.That I missed her so fucking much.That I wanted her in ways I wasn't supposed to.That I was scared that one day she'd walk in looking exactly like this‚ and I wouldn't have the strength to look away.

"Huh‚ Ryan?"

Her lips were so close to mine.

I was losing it.

I couldn't even think anymore.

One second, her lips were moving, and the next, I'd crushed my mouth to hers in a rough, hungry kiss.

Everything I'd buried for years exploded in that one kiss.

and I was gone.

Completely fucking gone.

CHAPTER 116

Ryan's POV

I was kissing her.

Not the way a brother should‚ not with hesitation or guilt or even a shred of decency‚ no‚ I was kissing her with everything I had inside of me‚ with all the fucking hunger and need I had buried for years and was now exploding to the surface so fast I couldn't think or breathe or stop myself.My hand was roaming all over her soft warm body‚ trembling as it moved across the swell of her breasts and the soft curve of her ass‚ and fuck‚ the way she let out that soft moan when I squeezed her made my cock throb so hard I could barely keep myself from tearing my trousers apart right then and there.

I pressed her harder against the wall‚ holding her there like I was scared she'd vanish if I let go‚ and her legs wrapped around my waist without hesitation‚ dragging my body closer until my cock was grinding up against the sweet heat between her thighs‚ and I could feel it‚ even through the fucking fabric‚ how wet she was‚ how ready she was for me.It made my head spin‚ made my blood boil‚ made every part of me scream for more.

"Fuck…" I groaned‚ my mouth still pressed against hers‚ my tongue deep in her mouth‚ kissing her like I'd never be allowed to again‚ because I knew this was wrong‚ I knew this was fucked up‚ but God help me‚ I couldn't stop‚ not when she tasted this good‚ not when her soft little body was shaking under me‚ clinging to me‚ responding to every single thing I did like she needed me as much as I needed her.

I dragged my lips down her neck‚ sucking and kissing along the skin while she gasped‚ her nails digging into my shoulders‚ her body trembling with every breath.Her nightdress was already sliding off her shoulder and I didn't stop myself‚ I couldn't‚ I just slipped the strap lower until her breast spilled free‚ full and beautiful and soft and everything I had dreamed about for so long it made my chest ache.

I buried my face in her chest like a starving man‚ kissing and sucking and licking the soft skin while she whimpered my name‚ her hands gripping my hair tighter‚ making me lose control completely.My lips found her nipple and I groaned as I sucked it into my mouth‚ gently biting down and pulling at it while my hips rocked into her‚ my cock rubbing against her soaked pussy through my pants.I could feel everything.Everything.