Page 55 of Fragile Lives

“No.” I press my lips tight. “I can’t get off without pain.”

Her eyes assess me as she observes me carefully like I’m a frog she’s dissecting—a good way to bring my wood down. But then she surprises me by saying, “I’ll do it.”

And just like that, my dick jumps again.

“No, Lei, I don’t want you anywhere near that shit.” And I don’t mean my straining cock.

“How did you think this would unfold?” She points between us, referring to what just happened.

“I didn’t think,” I answer with a chuckle.

“Let’s do it. I want to see how far you go.”

“No—”

“Yes,” she cuts me off. Her hand sneaks into my pants and squeezes my hard cock. My head instantly falls back, and I moan.

“It feels so fucking good,” I say, stretching my arms out on the back of the loveseat. “So good.”

Her hand moves up and down my dick as she pulls me out of my pants. She squeezes it at the base, lets go a little in the middle, and squeezes again at the top.

It feels so good.

But not enough.

“Dig your nails into my shoulders.”

She places her free hand on my shoulder and digs her fingers into my skin. Not deep enough. Just grazing the top.

“Harder.”

She presses them in deeper. Still not deep enough.

“Harder, Leila.”

Her nostrils flare, and she puts a tiny bit more force behind it.

But it’s not fucking enough.

“Break the skin,” I breathe out as the sensation in my cock intensifies.

“What?”

“Break the fuckin’ skin, Lei. Make me bleed.”

She drops my dick and jumps back. I open my eyes, realizing I’m fucked. Everything is fucked. I should have never opened my big mouth. I should have pushed harder when she said she wanted to try, but as I said, my blood wasn’t in my brain.

Her burning eyes are focused on my chest.

“Those,” she points at my scars, “are from those who liked to hurt you?”

“Don’t talk about other women now. Don’t.”

“I don’t give a fuck about other women right now, Stephan.” To my utter surprise, I relax a little. “What I give a fuck about is you and your fucked brain.” She points at her head.

I chuckle angrily. “Yeah, everyone is aware of that. I’m fucked up.”

My dick is deflating, and I put it back inside my pants. She gets even angrier and jumps closer to me.