Page 77 of Demon Copperhead

Dori was too cold to stand in the line so we went inside and found June and Maggot.

June had used her Wonder Woman powers to get Maggot into a coat and tie, so he looked like a nice young man slash zombie.

Emmy, still AWOL. June knew everybody there to speak to, including old guys Mr. Peg had worked with in his mining days.

Men he’d hunted and fished with whenever he was younger, not yet overrun with us brats crowding out the better company.

I’d say half the county was there. Mr. Peg was a person.

I felt proud to have some claim on him, but it took me down a notch to see all these other people that had the same claim, if not better.

Dori and I got to sit in the family section of seats though.

June put us up there with the kids and grandkids, and this is stupid I know, but it swelled me up.

Similar to how I’d felt running onto the field in my jersey with all eyes on me. Like somebody of worth.

The service was so different from Mom’s.

This minister knew Mr. Peg. He told all these stories on him, and everybody was right there.

Not slamming their heart doors on the misfortunate dead, but laughing and crying over a life.

Boyhood shenanigans, like sneaking a calf into the schoolhouse, shutting it up in the principal’s office overnight.

Being ringleader of boys that fired pokeberries with their slingshots at the back side of this very church, making red splats on the white clapboards that looked like bullet holes.

Then, ringleader of boys that had to repaint the whole church.

Adult shenanigans also, like Mr. Peg and this minister’s dad turning over in a boat on Carr Fork Lake, each of them claiming ever after that he’d saved the other man from drowning.

Another time though, Mr. Peg did save a man’s life, no question, while the two of them were castrating bulls.

I never knew any of this. The person he saved was Donnamarie’s grandfather.

The whole idea of the sermon was how people connect up in various ways, seen and unseen, and that Mr. Peg had tied a lot of knots in the big minnow seine that keeps us all together.

Dead but still here, in other words. That’s what killed me the worst. At Mom’s funeral, the casket closed on her and she was just over and out.

Whatever good was still known about her, if any, was all on me, and I was too pissed off to do anything with it.

I had even made fun of her dancing. Which was probably Mom at her best.

Dori held my hand the whole time. Her hand felt like a baby bird inside my fist, something I could protect if I tried hard enough. Something turned over, telling me to start my proper manhood there and then. Here’s a knot I can tie, I was thinking. I will never let it unravel.

Normally after the burial comes dinner on the ground, meaning a church picnic.

But this was winter, and way too many people for inside the church, so they had it at the basement fellowship hall of the funeral home.

They were having a funeral upstairs that same day for somebody else I knew.

Collins, that I’d replaced as first-string tight end.

Not yet eighteen, with a girlfriend and a baby, that big strapping body: dead.

Jesus. I’d never known his first name till I saw it on the sign in the hallway to the funeral chapel. Aidan.

Downstairs, Mr. Peg’s people straggled in like a trail of ants carrying their casserole dishes, their sheet cakes, their green Jell-O rings with wrinkled Saran Wrap skin.

Nothing brings on the food like a person that’s already had his last meal.

Ruby was bossing her younger sisters over the setup, getting in a tiff with June.

Too many hens in that coop. I wasn’t keen to stay, but couldn’t leave without speaking to Mrs. Peggot.

She’d been sweet to me back whenever Mom died.

I owed her for a lot of things, but especially that.

It took me awhile to find her, sitting quiet in her rumpled white hair and a black dress with shoulders way bigger than hers.

Waving away all the people fussing over her.

She’d been looking after people every minute since she was fifteen and married Mr. Peg, with all those kids and then Maggot.

Now they were all saying she could finally get some rest, but if nobody was letting her lift a finger, she was as good as gone.

That’s how she looked to me, like the orphan of the world.

If you think a person that’s lost everything knows what to say to another one, I didn’t.

But I pulled a chair over and sat, and she gripped my hand so hard it hurt.

Not even looking at me, just holding on.

I meant to introduce her to Dori but she got whisked away, fresh cousin bait, all the younger girls asking her questions and coveting her pretty hair.

That was Dori. Magical. I spotted her across the room talking with her hands the way she did, always in motion, pointing at me to show everybody I was the one she belonged to.

If you want to discuss having Jesus up in your veins. For me, that was it.

It was a temptation to stay and eat, given all that food, so we did.

Then midway through everything, Emmy showed up.

A buzz ran through the place, plastic forks and chicken legs frozen midair.

I’d not seen her earlier at the church, but she must have been there.

She had one of those flowers they let you take off the casket.

June shot her the get-over-here look, but Emmy turned on her heel and walked off, with that long-legged rose on her shoulder like a rifle.

I ate fast, and Maggot and I went outside for a toke.

Dori was having a big time, but I’d had enough of this party, and Maggot needed a furlough from the war in his brain, with Mr. Peg now dead on his battlefield.

I’m not saying Maggot’s and my problems stacked up equal, but the same remedy applied.

Weed is versatile. We were out there having an ignorant dispute over why a funeral home would need an entire row of dumpsters lined up at the back of the building (his view: excess bodies), and out of nowhere we heard a catfight.

Major bad-bitch business, you could just about hear the fingernails sinking up to their hilts.

We walked around the corner in our friendly fog, and were shocked to see Rose Dartell with a fistful of hair, and Emmy on the other end of it.

Emmy screaming so hard, some of that pretty brunette had to be coming out.

My reflexes weren’t top notch, but I managed to get around behind Rose and pull her away.

The hair thing though, I had no skills with that.

I shifted to a choke hold while Emmy worked both hands up over her head trying to untangle herself from Rose’s fists.

Finally Emmy staggered back, bloody nose, little flouncy skirt skewed sideways, stockings shredded, little gravels stuck in her knees.

Eyes like flamethrowers. Rose twisted out of my hold with such force, I got a flash of her growing up with murder-boy Fast Forward, holding her own.

She stomped across the lot, threw herself into a pickup, and tore out with a squeal that froze the black-dressed huddle coming out the front door.

Emmy was gone in the same instant, down the alley in all her wrecked glory.

Maggot and I watched her cut between the dumpsters, stomping off towards the laundromat and points west.

“What in the everloving hell?” I asked Maggot.

More of the upstairs funeral people started coming out, barely missing the brawl.

Family of Collins, that thought about destroyed me.

I saw which one of them had to be the girlfriend, with the baby and the wrung-out face, gripping that child like her last ten cents.

Her hair was done in an old-style way, teased in the fat bump behind the headband.

I remembered her now from school, one of the countrier girls.

I knew I should go say something to her, but God alone knows what.

“Did you talk to Hammer?” Maggot asked.

“Just to tell him I was sorry. About Mr. Peg and everything.”

“He’s a sorrier fuck than that. Emmy broke up with him.”

“Already? Well, hell. That was a flashbang.”

“Thanks to you, man.”

“I never touched the girl.” I felt myself going red in the ears. “Since fourth grade.”

“Not you, asshole. Your high-flying friend. Looks like his sidekick is pissed.”

I was confused enough, he had to spell it out.

They’d been seen. Emmy and Fast Forward.

I got a squelched feeling in my chest, like a rotten apple in there.

“Demon’s friend, that Fast person,” June called him, and had been asking if this young man I’d introduced to Emmy was decent.

I told Maggot I didn’t know him well enough to say. I wished it was the truth.