Page 50 of Cursed Lifeline (Eternal Love)

Forty Nine

Felix

song: scream my name | Thomas LaRosa

As I lay Esme back gently against the cool, virginal sheets, tears fill her eyes. Memories of the events that followed the last time I held her this way wreak havoc on her mind. I frown as a few tears fall down her flushed cheeks and then brush a stray strand of ebony hair out of her eyes. Leaning over her, she tries to avert her stare, but I gently force her eyes back to mine.

More tears fall, and I lean closer, kissing them away gently, “For over two centuries, I’ve dreamt of all the pretty noises you’d make. Fuck, holding out has been the sweetest agony. But tonight, I’m finally going to be buried inside of you when I make you cum and scream my name.”

She starts to scoot her body up to the top of the bed, and my kisses fall against her neck, her chest, her heaving breasts as I slowly follow her up to the headboard. Grabbing the hem of her shirt, I pull it over her head and waste no time sucking her left nipple into my mouth. Her hands gently weave themselves through my hair and hold me against her cool, porcelain skin as my rough palm molds her perfect tits in between my lips.

Ripping her skirt and panties from her body, I grab the back of my shirt and pull it over my head. Discarding it in the growing pile on the floor, Esme and my eyes lock as I rise, stand next to the edge of the bed, and unbutton my jeans. Sliding them down my thighs, I kick them off with my socks and shoes, then quickly lose my briefs. Climbing back onto the bed, I take her other nipple in my mouth, and suck down gently.

“Before we do this,” she sighs, “I need to know you’ll do everything in your power to ensure we win in this life.”

Releasing her, I contemplate the slight ultimatum she’s just given me. I’ve always promised her safety. It’s the curse that’s stolen my ability to protect her.

“Esme, everything that happened before, it...”

“I know, it was out of your control,” she whispers, as her hands gently guide my face to meet her stare. “But when it comes to the end this time, I need to know your will is the same as mine; that way, we can finally stop the madness that keeps us on a perverted loop over and over again.”

Your will is the same as mine. The words turn over in my mind and beg me to pay closer attention to their meaning. As they grab hold of my heart, her hands shake as they hold the sides of my face. Sitting up, I take them in mine and look sternly into her eyes. After a moment of silence, she breathes out a heavy sigh.

“If we fail, we fail together,” I whisper. She studies me fearfully as the severity of what I’m saying settles between us. “Understand?”

She bites her bottom lip. After a moment, she nods her head and I smile. My forehead falls gently against hers and I lightly kiss her lips.

“Good,” I whisper. “Now spread your legs like a good girl.”

Her thighs part and I quickly descend her frame.

“God, Felix,” she purrs, as her hips rise anticipating my touch. “I’ve dreamt of you between my legs more times than I’ll ever admit.”

Kissing the inside of her thighs, they tremble under my lips as her perfumed desire draws me closer. Her wetness pools onto the white sheets. In a lustful haze, she looks down at me and watches as I lick a slow line up her slit. Her clit pulses underneath my tongue as I roll lazy circles around it and her pussy clenches, anticipating my touch.

She’d come undone for me so easily if I wanted.

But we’ve dreamt of, hungered for, and craved this moment for too long to let it be over so quickly.

Tenderly, I use the tip of my finger to spread her open, lean forward, and gently begin to savor the glistening wetness that’s coating her cunt. Her back arches, her fingers weave desperately through my hair. She moans my name before begging me never to stop. Pressing my tongue inside her, my cock thickens as her ecstasy builds and I roll my fingertips across her clit.

“Did any of your dreams feel as good as this?” I murmur against her soft skin.

She releases a purr of pleasure. “Never.”

Smiling, I gently place two fingers at her opening, lift my gaze to meet hers, and slowly press inside her. Her mouth falls open as her center clenches tightly around my touch. Her thighs tense.

“God,” I groan. “You’re so tight, baby.”

Pain fills her eyes.

“Open up for me, Esme,” I beg.

Worry etches a panicked path across her beautiful face.

“I’m trying,” she pants.

“I’ve hungered for the chance to make love to you for far too long to come this far and not fulfill your wishes.” Gently placing a third finger in her pussy, I stretch her to the max as she grips the sheets harshly at her side. “You want me to make all your dreams come true, don’t you baby?”

“Yes,” she pants, as I pull my fingers in and out of her wet core. “But…”

Sucking her clit in between my lips, her words are soon lost as pleasure replaces pain. Her hips rise and grind against my face. Cupping her ass with my free hand, I yank her closer and quench an insatiable thirst that hasn’t been extinguished in over a century.

Just before she crashes over the edge, I pull away.

“Don’t do that,” she pouts, gripping my hair harshly and desperately attempting to pull me up her frame. “You’ve edged me long enough. Give me what I want, Felix, or so help me…”

My cock breaches her entrance and she stops rambling.

“Fuck, baby,” my head falls to her shoulder and I bite her gently, careful not to break the skin and sink my teeth in too far.

“You’ve been a good girl waiting patiently all these years for me to fuck you,” I growl, slowly inching my cock deeper inside her.Her nails dig into my back. Her thighs shake as she tries to hold them open and take me like we’ve desperately craved.

“God,” I groan, as her pussy tears, she cries out, and a bloody warmth coats my cock.

“Tell me,” I hiss, as I become seated fully inside her. “Was it worth the wait?”

A gentle sob rattles her chest. Rising onto my elbows, her eyes find mine in the moonlight.

“I love you,” she softly cries.

My heart stops.

“I never got the chance to tell you before, but I love you, Felix Caldwell. Always have. Always will. No matter how this life ends, I needed to tell you, I love you and…”

“I love you, too,” I whisper, cutting her off and closing the distance between our lips.“But you already knew that. Forty thousand, remember? Never doubt that I love.”

I kiss her softly. Attempting to make up for the pain I’m inflicting. After a moment, she hungrily starts to rock her hips against mine. Grabbing her wrists, I hold them hostage above her head. “I’ve waited damn near three centuries to make love to you. Lay still. Let me take my time. Let me savor every second of our bodies becoming one for the first time.”

Biting her bottom lip, she does as I say and remains frozen.

Leaning back, I slowly pull out, keep her hands suspended above her head and watch as my cock slowly slips deeper inside her. Her virgin walls tear more. A soft cry falls from her lips. Glancing up, she starts to shake her head no, telling me she’s not sure she can take any more pain. But we’re too far now. There is no going back.

Tears fill her eyes, and when she opens her mouth to speak, I grip her throat and growl, “I. Choose. You. remember?”

Drawing my hips back, I slam into her. She tries to scream but can’t draw breath. More tears fall from her eyes as I rear back and tear inside her a second time. Her hips buck. Pain fills her expression. I release my grip on her hands above her head and she claws desperately at my palm wrapped tightly around her neck. Pulling out of her pussy, I look down and see blood coating my cock. A feral growl claws its way up from my damned soul and echoes hauntingly around the room as I thrust back inside her and release her throat.

Sucking in a desperate breath, Esme screams, “Don’t fucking stop.”

“Fuck,” I grit out. “Alright, baby. But only because I love it when you fucking bleed for me.”

My jaw ticks as I pull out and thrash forward deeper than before. She screams louder. My name falls from her lips. Her hips rise and she selfishly meets me thrust for pounding thrust as I claim her for the first time.

Pulling back, I watch as her pussy, now stained crimson and coated with her cum, sucks me back inside her. Her thighs part wider than before and pleasure builds where the pain once was as I rub her clit in vigorous circles.

Glancing back up into her eyes, I demand, “Watch your body take me, baby.”

She struggles at first, but leans up and looks down. Her cunt clenches. Her wetness grows. I rub her clit harder, and she purrs. Her head falls back, and her eyes close momentarily before she forces them back open, and just like me, finds it hard to tear her gaze away from where we are joined. Her hips rock, wanting more friction now that the searing pain from a few minutes ago has started to lift.

Grabbing her tightly around her hips, I lean forward and begin to chase our release. Esme grips my shoulders for leverage and takes each thrust like a fucking Goddess, eager for the next painful plunge of my cock inside her soaking wet pussy.

“Good girl,” I growl, “That’s it, use my cock, baby. Make that filthy pussy cum until it’s dripping down my fucking balls.”

“Felix,” she warns as she stops breathing and tries to hold back her orgasm.

“Now, Esme,” I grit out through rushed breaths. “Cum with me. Right. Fucking. Now.”

“Oh, God!”

Her screams match the roar that tears from my lungs and quickly echoes around the room. As I burst inside her, my world instantly fades to black. She claws at my back and her teeth sink into my shoulder. Fuck, it feels good. She pulls back quickly, shocked by what she’s done. I kiss her lips, tasting blood as she rides out her high. Slowly emptying the last of myself inside her, I wait until her climax is exhausted and my breathing is almost steady before pulling back and looking into her eyes. Smiling, I kiss her lips and gently roll her over until she’s straddling my hips.

With my cock still positioned deep inside her core, her hips begin to rock forward.

“I can stay hard for you for hours, baby,” I groan as her head falls back in ecstasy and I rotate my hips up, grinding my cock deep inside her.

I run two fingers around the swollen lips of her pussy, gathering our cum, her blood, and spreading it over her throbbing clit. She moans, her head falls back forward and she watches me build her back up to the brink.

“God, your pussy is fucking greedy, isn’t she?” She rocks her hips faster, already climbing her way to another set of breathtaking stars. “Fuck, that’s it. Good girl, ride me just like that. God, you have no idea how breathtaking it is watching you fucking come undone for me, baby.”

She locks eyes with me in the moonlight.

“Mine,” she whispers.

“Mine,” I grit out, as I thrust up inside her.

We stay like this all night. I claim her, tear her apart, mend us back together, and promise her this time, I will not fucking fail her.