Page 20 of Chosen (The Registry #2)

Chapter

Fifteen

JAMIE

I ’d tried my hardest to reclaim the numb that had once wrapped itself around me in its cold embrace. That way, I didn’t have to experience the pain and misery that grips my heart.

And I blamed that damn Sector Leader.

Ever since that night we’d had sex, something inside of me changed. I’ve been overwhelmed by a plethora of emotions. Longing, wanting to feel his touch again to see if it had felt as good as I’d remember.

Loneliness, needing someone to talk to and understand everything I’ve gone through.

Sadness. It depresses me knowing that I’d departed from my family on such an abrupt note. I’d give anything right now to see them again, and tell them how sorry I am. I’d kill for another one of my mother’s hugs right now. I wouldn’t even mind Noah nagging me.

But the one emotion that keeps circling back, is fear.

It scares the fuck out of me that when this assignment is over, I’ll be reassigned somewhere even more horrible than the last place.

I think about the beatings, the starvation, being forced to perform disgusting acts for horrible people who refused to see my humanity.

It made me hate the superious and their sympathizers. Yet, here I was, thinking about the Sector Leader. I’m no better than my sister, who I’d resented. I wanted to tell her I’m sorry for the way I’d treated when I entered Sector Leader Magnus’s manor.

On a brighter note, it seems I no longer have to deal with Rhia and Sahra.

Wherever those two were I hope they weren’t in a position to treat anyone else the way they’d treated me.

I will never understand homo sapiens turning on each other.

I’d witnessed it plenty and it was enough to make anyone give up hope.

Willa was nice at least. For the past few days she’d taken care of me, rubbing that cream in my skin after my bath. And for the first time in months, my appetite had returned. The food was actually tasty even if I couldn’t eat much of it because my stomach was still adjusting to regular portions.

Still I savor every bite I can before my stomach reaches capacity.

Again my thoughts drift to the Sector Leader. Has he gone away again? I haven’t seen him for a couple days.

Just as push my plate away, my door opens. I expect to see Willa but standing in the doorway with his eyes amber instead of the usual light blue shade, he stares at me.

His usual well put together black uniform is disheveled as he had dressed in haste. His long black hair that was usually pulled back in a band was wild and unkempt. His broad chest heaved as if he just exerted himself.

His gaze locks with mine and I’m held paralyzed by his hungry gaze. No words are spoken as he strides towards me with hurried steps.

He grabs me, pulling me out of my chair and into his arms. I have no time to even gasp before his mouth covers mine in a kiss hat robs me of oxygen. I’d missed this.

And much to my shame, I find myself melting into him, with complete surrender. I give in to the passion he’s awakened within me. I wrap my arms around his neck as he carries me to my bed, dropping me down unceremoniously.

He wastes no time removing his clothing, giving me no time to admire his magnificent body.

He grips the floral dress I’d chosen among the items Willa had brought me and rips it down the front.

I gasp because it was one of the nicest items of clothing I’d ever owned but I don’t have a chance to mourn the loss of the outfit because he does the same to my bra and panties, tearing them away without a single ounce of patience.

He's suddenly on top of me, raining kisses over my face, neck and torso.

That familiar flame returns, burning a path of pure delight through my body.

I wiggle and writhe beneath him, revealing in the sensation of his heavy body on mine.

I place my hands on his shoulders, wanting to feel his skin beneath my fingertips, but he captures my wrists in both hand and pulls them over my head.

“Want to touch you,” I plead.

Did I really say that? Am I actually begging for this?

He raises his head and looks down on me. “No. Might…lose control,” he speaks through gritted teeth. He winces, almost as if he’s in pain. I don’t understand what he’s fighting against but I don’t have a chance to dwell on that notion for long because he nudges my thighs apart with his knee.

He then guides his cock against my slit. A burst of pure ecstasy shoots its way along every single nerve in my body. My pussy pulses, ready for him.

“You’re already so wet. So hot and welcoming.

Without the same amount of preparation as the last time, he pushes his way into me with one powerful thrust.

“Draken!” I scream, forgetting my resolve to call him by his formal title. He stretches my walls until they cry out for mercy. His huge size aches but it’s the kind of pain that leads to pleasure.

He stills, giving my body the chance to adjust to him.

Draken’s mouth covers mine, swallowing my moans. His tongue pushes past my lips in a punishing kiss. He’s seeking something but I don’t know what but I push my tongue forward to meet his, tasting the tangy maleness of him.

His lips are brutal, almost punishes but my body is fully awakened.

I move my hips, unable to remain still a second longer as the flames continue to lick all my erogenous zones. Every part of me is on fire. I feel the heat in my face, my ears, my stomach, my inner thighs, and especially in my pussy.

With his hand still holding my wrists captured, he hooks his free arm beneath my knee and raises my leg high enough for him to go even deeper.

I moan into his mouth as he hits a sensitive spot inside of me. Once he starts to move, in and out of me, each stroke becomes harder and faster.

The first time, we’d come together, he had been gentle and tender, making me feel things I’d never experienced before. But now, it was different. Wilder, more savage. And I loved every second of it.

What the hell was wrong with me. I barely knew this man and yet, my body had become his willing slave.

I remember him telling me that my body was made especially for him, and as he pushes me closer to my climax, I fear he’s correct.

He raises his head and reveals his lengthened canines, giving him a sinister appearance.

Before I realize what he’s about to do, he lowers his hand again and sinks his into the skin just above my collarbone.

I cry out in surprise and pain, but he licks my punctured skin almost like an apology as he continues to move inside of me.

I clinch my muscles around his dick, pulling him as deep inside of me as I can. I’ve become completely shameless where this man is concern. Perhaps I’ll regret it once we’re finished, but for now all I want it to reach my climax with him over and over again.

I raise my hips to meet his thrusts until my body seized up and something akin to an explosion happens inside of me. I scream out as my orgasm take over me, making me shake all over.

“So, fucking good,” he growls. “All mine.” He declares as he continues to thrust.

Draken just keeps going and going as if nothing will stop him. He’s absolutely relentless.

He raises his head to stare down at me with wild animal eyes and it frightens and excites me at the same time. My pussy is his to claim and once again, I’m hurtling over the edge of another powerful orgasm.

And still he keeps going. I don’t know how much more I can take, He’s a superious and I’m still a homo sapien. I don’t have his stamina so when I reach my peak yet again, everything goes black.

I feel something cold and wet between my legs. A moan escapes my lips and I open my eyes. To my surprise, I see Draken rubbing a damp sponge over my inner thighs and pussy.

I try to scoot away but he places his hands on my belly holding me in place.

I lick my lips which feel dry and chapped from his aggressive kisses. “What…what are you doing Sector Leader?” It was one thing to address him informally while we were having sex, but quite another when we aren’t.

“Draken,” he corrects me, apparently disagreeing with my thought process.

“What are you doing?”

“Cleaning you off. I made quite a mess down here. Besides, you’re probably very tender between here. No?”

He wasn’t kidding. At the mention of it I note how my nether region is throbbing from his dominate takeover of my body.

The coolness of the water did soothe the soreness a bit but it was embarrassing for him to do this for me. Experiencing this level of intimacy with him was something completely unexpected.

I lick my lips again, ignoring the pleasure that threatened to ignite once again. I don’t think my body was ready for another round. I hold my breath trying not to give in to the sensation of bliss as he continues to clean me.

“I must apologize,” He says when he finishes and tosses the sponge aside.

I quickly close my legs. “W-what are you apologizing for?”

“For being so rough with you? I shouldn’t have lost control like that. There’s a lot going on right now and I took it out on you.”

“I see,” I say, but I don’t really. I’m sure being Sector Leader is a stressful position to hold but I would have thought that if anyone could handle it, it would be this beast of a man.

I don’t know what prompts me to say it but I say the first thing that pops in my mind.

“You have the easy job right? You get to boss your subordinates around and ignore the needs of the homo sapiens under your rule.” I can’t keep the bitterness from my voice and the moment it leave my mouth, I realize I’d fucked up.

I flinch away from him and squeeze my eyes shut, bracing myself for my punishment. I remember all the times when I spoke my mind only to face physical retribution.

When no such punishment comes, I open one eye first and see him staring back at me with now bright blue eyes. And then I open the other.

He’s face is expressionless but something flickers in his eyes that seems familiar. Was it sadness?

It couldn’t be. What did this man have to be sad about? He is on top of the food chain, one of the strongest Sector Leaders in the world. With his kind of power he can live however he wants.

“I’m sorry for speaking out of turn,” I lower my head.

“You don’t have a high opinion of superious do you?”

I keep my thoughts to myself. I’m not going to fall for this trap. Instead I say, “It’s not my place to say one way or the other.”

“I give you leave to speak freely, Jamie. Despite what you may think of me, I never wished for you to be afraid of me.”

I’m not sure I could trust his words. It wouldn’t be the first time I was tricked by a superious . “My Lord, I?—”

“Draken,” he interrupts.

I release a heavy sigh. Maybe it’s silly to be uncomfortable addressing him so informally considering we had been intimate only moments before, but calling him by his first name put us on a different level. It humanized him in a way that I don’t want to consider. ‘I’d rather not…Draken.”

“You have my word, Jamie. I wish to hear your thoughts.”

“My thoughts are that the Registry is absolutely ridiculous.” I can’t look him in the eyes because then I may not be able to finish my thoughts.

When he remains silent, I continue. “Imagine what it’s like to have your life decided for you without any regards to your wants and needs. And when you’re assigned a place to work you can never leave that assignment unless you’re reassigned by that same system.”

“It’s basically slavery. It doesn’t matter that we’re given wages. It’s barely enough to survive on for homo sapiens, while most superious live in luxury and in excess at the expense of the homo sapiens. As I said, you’re at the top, so you don’t understand what it’s like to struggle and suffer.”

Tears well in my eyes as the memories come flooding back to my time as a companion.

“Yes, my family lived off grid illegally to escape the Registry. But my parents did that for me and my sister so we could have a better life and not live on the whims of a master who may or may not treat us well. I’m fully aware there are men and women who enjoy their positions as companion because it often comes with perks not granted to the average homo sapien.

But what about us who don’t want it? We should have a say in those types of assignments. ”

To my surprise he reaches out to me and strokes me cheek. “Your previous assignment was companion. Judging by from your back, you had a difficult time of it,” he say more as a statement than a question.

I snort at his oversimplification. “That’s putting it lightly.

It was a real nightmare. If we didn’t perform to the master’s liking, we couldn’t eat.

There were a few companions who vied for his attention so they would do whatever they could to undermine the women which would result in us being punished.

If I spoke up for myself, I’d get beat, if I looked at the Master in a way he didn’t like, I’d get beat.

If I didn’t perform to his liking I would get beat.

Every little offense would result in a beating.

The Master was a vile sadistic man, who would make us do stuff not only with him but with each other.

And sometimes, when he entertained guests, we have to do stuff with them as well. ”

Nausea roils my stomach as the memories of the sick things I’d been forced to do came back to me.

“As for how my back got this way is there was a new companion, she was freshly entered into the Registry. She was frail and delicate. The Master wanted her to perform a certain act in front of the guests at a party he was throwing. She was terrified so I tried to protect her by speaking up. It angered the Master to the point where I was stripped and then caned to within an inch of my life. I thought I was going to die. I wanted to die. But every day I woke up and I cursed not only my existence but every single superious out there.”

I wipe away another fallen tear. I’ve probably said to much and yet Draken doesn’t yell or get physical just as he promised.

“So is that why you murdered a superious ?” comes his retort.

He could have asked me any number of question but that was the last one I’d expected.