Page 27 of Boyfriend From Hell

The bed rocked gently as I woke—a raspy moan made its way to my ears.

My tired brain fought to clear the confusion that had taken residence there.

I felt hollow inside—as if some part of me was missing, or I had forgotten something important.

It felt like when you leave the house in a rush and can’t remember if you unplugged your hair straightener, or shut off the oven.

A grunt beside me followed by heavy panting convinced me to lift my head from the bundle of covers I had burrowed beneath.

Raios sat beside me, sweat kissing his skin. He appeared almost pearlescent now, his skin a soft shade of gray I hadn’t noticed before. Maybe it was the lighting from the fireplaces. I watched as his arm began moving erratically by his side, almost as if he was—

“Are you seriously jacking off next to me while I sleep?”

I all but screamed at him, slamming my hand down on the puff of blanket blocking my view. As angry as I pretended to be, my curiosity still got the best of me. Fuck it—if he was bold enough to stroke himself next to me, then of course I was going to take a peek.

Can’t say I minded that I did.

My eyes locked on his cock as his fist pumped hard around it. I could confidently say I’d never seen a gray cock before—darker than his skin, slick and smooth, like it would feel like silk against my tongue.

“Deer,” he moaned as he slowed his strokes.

Something about the way he said my name made my pussy throb—I suddenly craved to hear my name fall from those hellish lips as I rode him.

“Do you want me to stop?” he asked.

I shook my head, unable to peel my eyes away.

“Come here,” he whispered, as he switched hands—opening his side to me.

Something about this felt strange, not quite wrong—but also not quite right.

Less than twenty-four hours ago, he showed up knocking on my door, locked out of his house. Then, he stole me away, and now…well, now I was laying in his bed, watching him touch himself.

I crawled up to his side, my dress beyond disheveled and wrinkled from the night. He turned his head toward me and kissed my cheek, his lips lingering as he spoke huskily, “You’re devastating."

“So you’ve said.” I rolled my eyes, and he chuckled against my skin.

“Do you like watching me touch myself to you?” His lips brushed my skin, and I nodded wordlessly.

“Say it, sweet one.”

“I like it,” my voice felt small, and he chuckled again.

“Would you like to feel how my cock feels inside of you?” He smiled against my neck, and I gulped, nodding again.

“So shy, little love. No need for that.” He let go of his cock, and it bounced in the air, throbbing.

He gently pushed my side, inviting me to crawl on top of him. Slowly, I climbed onto him, bundling my dress at my hips as I hovered above him. The heat radiating from his center sent a shiver through my body.

Raios’ hands slipped under the cut of my dress and found the sides of my underwear. With a quick tug, they tore from my body. I stared at him baffled.

“Hey!”

“Don’t worry, we’ll get you stocked up on clothing later today, sweet one.”

His lower lip pulled between his teeth, his lust-laden eyes were hypnotizing. I could hardly make sense of anything he was saying, the only thing on my mind was what that heat would feel like inside me.

“You don’t have to do this, if you don’t want to,” he said, squeezing my hips reassuringly. “You will not offend me if you crawl off of me.”

No.

I lowered myself on him, my pussy gently brushing the heat of his cock. I half expected it to sizzle. The feeling was divine; unlike anything I’d ever felt. He growled, and the sound vibrated through my core. I needed more of that delicious sound.

I placed my hands on his shoulders as I slid my wetness along the length of his shaft—all the way to the tip and back. I continued to do so until the sound of his growls filled the room.

“Little nightmare,” he ground out, as his head fell back from pleasure. “I have to tell you—”

I reached between our bodies and fisted his cock before sliding the tip of it along my slit. His hips bucked in response.

“Deer,” he moaned—that sound was enough to shatter my resolve, making me lower myself fully onto him. I sent up a silent prayer that he wouldn’t rip me open.

“Yes, Raios, what did you need to tell me?” I purred sweetly.

His grip tightened on my waist as he went completely still. Oh, maybe he wasn’t as into this, or me, as I thought.

“No! Don’t think that,” he managed to pant out. “Don’t think that, even for one second.” His eyes met mine, worry lacing his crimson irises.

“It’s just… I have never, you know…” he trailed off as he glanced down to where our bodies connected.

Confusion knitted my brows as I struggled to fill in the blanks. He sighed, forcing his eyes closed and tilting his head back.

“Deer, I haven’t ever been with anyone. Not like this, at least.” The words rushed out of him and I couldn’t hide my surprise.

“Seriously?”

The moment the question left my mouth; regret slammed into me. That is not something you ask when someone tells you they are a virgin.

“Yes,” he admitted, eyes glued to a mystery spot on the ceiling. “I understand if that makes you not want to uh—not want to continue. I get it and I will not be offended.”

My guilt worsened.

“No,” I grabbed his face between my hands and pulled gently so that he had to look at me. “I’m sorry, I was just surprised, is all. I figured, with you know, how you look and how good you are at everything, how much you asked for my consent—” I shrugged.

I began to pull away from him, the feeling that I’d completely spoiled the mood settling in.

“You did no such thing. I want this, if you want this. I want you, all of you, in every sense of the words.”

“Are you sure you want to lose your virginity, to me? I’m just a human, not even the hottest human.” I laughed, trying to make light of the awkward situation.

“You are not just a human. You are my mate. I chose you, and I will forever choose you. I hope someday you’ll feel the same for me.”

The intense look in his eyes was so genuine and so serious it made me want to look away, but I didn’t.

I’d been love bombed before. Granted this sort of felt like that, but it also felt very different. Everything about this situation felt different.

“I only want to do this if you do, sweet one,” he whispered.

I nodded and did the only thing that felt right in the moment—I leaned forward and kissed him.

His lips were soft against mine, as he kissed me softly and slowly.

His hands pressed gently on my hips and I reached between our bodies to grab his cock again.

This time as I rubbed his tip along my slit, I lowered myself ever so slightly, so that he entered me further with each pass.

“Deer,” he moaned into my mouth.

The sultry sound of my name slipping from his mouth made me shiver, and I lowered myself until he filled me completely.

My body took a moment to adjust to his size, as the ungodly heat from his cock radiated through me.

I began rocking my hips slowly, wanting to savor every second of this feeling, I couldn’t help but moan at the movement.

His cock felt too good. I gripped his shoulders as his grip on my hips grew tighter while he guided me to a pace that suited his needs.

“Little nightmare,” he growled, biting down on his lower lip.

“Is this, okay?” I panted.

I lowered my head beside his and his breath filled my ear.

“Perfect, you’re such a good girl,” he breathed, pulling me along him faster as my breath hitched. “You are perfect for me. Do you feel how hard I am? That’s all because of you, every inch of me is yours.”

I moaned and dug my fingers into his shoulders.

“That’s it little love, ride your mates’ cock. I want to feel that cunt of yours tighten around my cock as you cum. I want to hear you cry out my name. Look at me, love.”

His hand left my hip and pulled my face gently in front of his. I tried to avert my gaze but his growl told me I should do otherwise. His eyes were rimmed with emotion and lust, and so red it was like looking into the heart of a flame.

“I want you to look at me while you cum.”

His pace quickened as he pulled me down onto him by my hips. He felt so good—almost too good. This was the kind of sex I had always craved. Intimate and hot.

Pressure began to build in the pit of my stomach and my skin began to tingle as I could feel my climax building.

“Please, cum for me, Deer.”

He pressed our foreheads together, eyes never leaving mine. It felt strange being eye to eye with someone like this, but it was also the hottest thing I had ever experienced.

“That’s it love, don’t stop.”

My movements became erratic as I ground my pussy against his body, his cock filling me with the most delicious friction and pressure imaginable. I moaned and closed my eyes as another growl escaped him, causing me to snap them back open.

“Eyes on me,” he commanded. “Cum for me, like you love me.”

Before his command registered, the world around me shattered. The strongest orgasm of my life rocked through me. My legs quivered as I bucked against him, my pussy begged for a break, Raios would not allow me that.

He moaned so softly that it rekindled the fire within me as I watched the devil beneath me melt and groan.

“Deer,” he moaned my name—the sound sweeter than the darkest honey.

He removed his hand from my face and placed it directly onto my chest between my breasts, right above my heart as his eyes found mine.

I mustered up the last few ounces of energy, trying to ignore how sensitive I was, and rode him hard.

Each thrust caused the wooden posts of his bed to grate against the stone floor.

He freed my hip to grab my hand off his shoulder and press my palm to his chest, mimicking his—my hand sat directly over the devil’s heart and I could feel the thunderous beat it produced.

I watched him and felt his heartbeat as he came undone. His eyes never left mine even as they softened and squinted while he came deep inside of me. His cum felt like fire swirling inside me—it was alarming for a moment, but was also strangely sexy and pleasant.

“I will never discard you, Deer. I will never turn my back on you and make you wonder why you were not enough. I will fulfill every wish you have and rebuild your heart piece by piece if I have to. I will show you what love truly is like. And, if the day ever came when you are somehow no longer in my grasp, I would tear through the fabric of time and reality to find you. You are mine, and I am yours.”

I blinked at his words, speechless from the proclamation, and it was as though I could feel a piece of my broken heart snapping back into place.

He may have been a devil, but he fucked like a god.