Page 46 of Beyond Repair, Part One (Damaged Duet #1)
Nina
J ust as I did to them, they hold back some details as they tell me about their lives. I could tell they were worried about how I would react when they told me about their college experience.
A sad little voice in my head kept reminding me how much I missed out on, but I shoved it away as much as possible so I could feel happiness for the lives they've lived without me.
Unfortunately, in the dim lighting and their soft snores surrounding me, the sadness comes for me. I hide my shuddering breaths in the quietness of the night and try to memorize Henry's sharp features.
The slope of his nose, plump lips and curly black hair. He's so pretty . It's hard to imagine he's never been with a woman—only Kai. As for the other three, those are stories I definitely don't need details of. I never want to hear about the women Kai, Trevor, and Ridge have been with.
Apparently, the only relationship that happened is the one between Kai and Henry. The other two steered clear of commitment. I'll be honest, that scared me until they admitted they couldn't move on from me. Sex was sex, Ridge claimed, then proceeded to declare his love for me.
When I learned of the falling out he and Trevor had with their families, I was relieved, but also felt terrible. Those people were never around, and they sure as heck didn't deserve my two incredible men. Especially after they said those awful things about Ridge's mental health struggles.
The four of them have held onto me and my memory all these years. Ridge has his tattoo, Kai is obsessed with the scent of roses, Henry has a big rock collection, and Trev wears my ring.
It's past one in the morning, and my mind is racing, which is normal, but for once I'm not alone. Having them within touching distance is making me ache not only in my heart but between my legs.
There's something about being surrounded by masculine men that I trust on a pile of blankets and pillows that makes me want to do something I've never done; take a risk. Slipping my left arm out from beneath the covers, I suck in a gulp of air.
I can do this .
My middle finger touches Henry's smooth jaw first, then my ring finger and pointer. Nerves swirl around in my belly, and I have to shift my thighs around to relieve some of the pressure.
Gosh . I've never felt this kind of throbbing before rubbing myself, and the only thing I've touched so far is Henry. Ever so gently, I trace my fingers from his earlobe to his chin, then I press my skin to his lips.
Henry hums, the exhale from his nose tickling my knuckles. I hold my breath in response and pull away slightly. What am I doing? As if pulled by a magnet, I caress the corner of his mouth with my thumb.
I'm so entranced by the plumpness of his lips that I don't notice Henry's eyes opening until he turns his head and looks directly at me. The small light in the kitchen makes his eyes look dark, or maybe he's feeling the same thing I am.
Wiggling again, I force myself to hold his heated gaze. When I pull away, his hand shoots up and captures my wrist. The breath I was holding whooshes out in pleasure at his cool touch.
"Henry," I whisper-moan. Touch me , I want to beg, but fear shoves it down.
With a firm grip, he pulls me back and places a kiss on my middle finger, then my pointer and so on. When he reaches my pinky, his teeth come out to play. A gentle nip has me quietly crying out. "Henry," I repeat more urgently this time.
The tension between us is like a live wire attached to my clit. I shuffle closer to him, hoping like heck that he won't make me say the words.
"What, Nina?" he rumbles, watching me intently. I have no time to react before he's sucking my smallest digit into his warm mouth.
I choke on my drool and shuffle until I'm pressed against his side.
Movement on Henry's other side has me stiffening and still he twirls his tongue around my pinky. "Stop teasing her, baby," Kai rumbles and props himself up on his elbow. Looming over both of us, he dips to kiss Henry's bare chest.
Heat blooms from the top of my head to the tips of my tingling toes. Is this really happening right now?!
Kai's attention snaps to me. "Roll over and face the other way, Nina. We're going to make you feel good. I promise."
My eyes widen, and I hesitate. "But you two?—"
"Are in love with each other and with you," Kai cuts me off. "And if I'm not mistaken, you reached out to Henry just now."
That's true . I nod sheepishly.
Kai licks Henry's nipple and smiles at me. "Are you ready for us, Nina? Want to help me teach our man how to make you feel good?"
"Yesss," I whoosh out. My panties have never been so wet.
The time for questions is over, and Kai makes it known with his next demand. "Then roll over and press that tight ass against Henry's rock solid cock."
I don't dare kick the blankets off of my over-heated body as I twist and scoot back. The extra shield is needed to keep me sane. Although, is there really anything sane about this right now?
Henry's hands might be cold, but as his body curls around my back, we become a raging fire. The blanket isn't going to last long.
"Find her waistband," Kai murmurs. Chills race across my belly when Henry's fingers trace the top of Ridge's boxers that he let me borrow for the night. "Good. Now explore."
With one hand under my head and my leg lifting to accommodate Henry's wandering touch, I begin to sink into the sensations. My sharp gasp mingles with his groan when he finds out just how wet I really am for him.
"Fuck, she's soaked." Henry sounds shocked and...hungry.
Ever so gently, he dips a finger between my folds. Squeezing my eyes shut, I tip my head back under his jaw and breathe out. There's more mumbling behind me, but I'm lost in the teasing pleasure burning me from the inside out.
Pressure against my clit instead of a soft tickle has me bucking my hips to get more of that. My eyes shoot open and a moan slips free when I see Ridge watching us with an expression so intense my toes curl.
"Please!" I gasp out, needing Henry to rub me.
"Here," Kai says, "like this." Then my waistband is pulled tighter and two fingers swirl around the spot I need them the most.
"Oh, she likes that," Ridge pants and it's his scratchy tone that makes me notice the movement beneath his blanket. He sees my attention drift. "Is this okay? Can I come with you, Nina?"
My first sexual experience and I'm learning I can't deny them anything. Kai says roll, I roll. Ridge wants to masturbate while his friends bring me to the edge? "Okay," I whisper as hands shift between my spread pussy. "Oh god..."
"Yep, right there, my love," Kai coaches his fiancé. "You're both doing so good. Keep rubbing her wet little clit, Henry."
Kill me dead. I could listen to Kai talk dirty all night long .
My hips rock faster and when something grazes my nipple over my loose sleep shirt, I cry out in ecstasy. "Yes!"
"Keep grinding on me like that and I'm going to come in my pants." Henry's voice is tense, but I don't take his words as a warning. Instead, I increase the pressure against his penis. "Fuck, fuck, fuck."
His fingers flick me faster and Kai's fingers pluck my nipple just as Ridge tosses the blanket off of him and comes with a shout. My clit throbs and my thighs tighten.
"Henry!" I screech. My grip on the pillow beneath my head tightens just as my core does. Seeing Ridge with his head thrown back and cum rolling down his thigh sends me crashing over the edge. Stars burst across my vision and my body skyrockets and zaps with thick pleasure.
Muttered curses and heavy panting slowly bring me back to earth. Darkness reminds me that my eyes are squeezed shut, but I'm too exhausted to open them. Even hearing Trevor's rough praise about how pretty I am when I come doesn't rouse me.
There's shuffling, something wiping my vagina, then another body tugging me onto a chest. Burrowing my nose into the soft fabric of his shirt, I catch a whiff of rose. Kai.
"Sleep now, flora. We love you."
A tough day was just the thing we needed to grow closer.