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“What the—?”
I didn’t give her time to complete that thought before I flipped her over to all fours, lining my cock up with her drenched pussy. “I’m going to fuck you now. Do I need a condom?” The last shred of my sanity nudged me right then, reminding me I hadn’t brought one. I had no idea this would happen.
“No...” She breathed, shaking her head and peering at me over her shoulder. “I have an IUD, and I’m clean if you are.”
“As a whistle. Kade requires regular health exams.”
“Okay.” She practically whined, rotating her hips at me, silently begging. “Justin...”
Her utter and complete trust in me and her total surrender were enough to make me come undone. I rammed home without another word, and nearly blacked out with how tight and perfect she felt.
She cried out and her fists clenched the comforter. “Oh God!”
“Did I hurt you?” I ran a hand along her back.
“In the best possible way.” She moved backward, pushing me deeper. “Please don’t be gentle. I need this.”
I think I needed it more, but instead of saying that, I told her to hold on and wrapped her hair around my hand so I could pound into her like a wild man. She grunted and groaned and went a bit crazy beneath me like it was the first time she’d been taken from behind and it opened up nirvana for her. When I reached around and found her clit, it sent her over the edge, and then she did scream out my name as she climaxed, loud and long and sexy as hell.
I rose up and grabbed both of her hips in a violent grip and thrust into her as hard as I could a half dozen more times before I came with a growl, sweat pouring down my temples onto her back.
I collapsed onto her, then rolled us so we were facing each other. Something in my chest cracked wide open when she tucked her little feet between my shins.
“That was... I don’t even have words.” She glanced up at me with something that looked like hope shining in her eyes.
“It was.”
I was in it now, so I tugged her into my chest, and she cuddled in like she was made from my flesh.
She wrapped her arms around my waist, and I began to stroke my fingertips up and down her spine. I had no idea what would come of all this—what could come of it—I only knew holding her like this was the best I’d felt in years. Maybe ever.
The room was silent but for our breathing and the occasional gust of wind outside. And my racing thoughts. I knew tonight was going to change everything, for better or for worse.
“He proposed to me,” she said quietly after several minutes, her breath fanning across my chest before she lifted her face to look at me in the dark. “Elizabeth’s father.”
“You were engaged?”
“Yes. Though I’m not really sure why. Everything about him changed after I told him I was pregnant. I was so stupid... I still thought we were going to have the perfect life.”
Ice filled my chest. Why the hell was she bringing this up now, after we just had sex?
Then it dawned on me.
She’d given me her body. Now she was giving me her trust.
I brushed the hair back from her face and tried to keep my voice calm. “What do you mean, everything changed?”
“He wouldn’t touch me anymore. He definitely wasn’t interested in sex anymore.” Her gaze flitted down. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what I’m doing. This is a terrible time.”
“No. Tell me.”
Her fingers unconsciously rubbed along my flank as she remembered. “He barely looked at me or spoke more than a few words to me after I told him about the baby. It was like he shut down completely. I’m honestly not sure why he proposed. I was shocked, but happy.” She sighed. “For a while.”
“What happened?”
“Then my world collapsed.”
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