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The trooper came to my window with an attitude, and I gave it right back to him. A few seconds later, I was sprawled on the hood of the car, and the cop was about to cuff me.
I reminded myself of the statistics: About a thousand civilians were killed by cops every year in this country, a lot of them after traffic stops. And many of them had my skin tone. I didn’t want to become one of those statistics.
I silently counted to ten, then swallowed my pride and reasoned, pleaded, and apologized. It worked. I got off with a warning.
And a fear of it happening again.
Tonight’s cop is a stocky guy, probably mid-twenties. He’s a local, not a statie. He hitches up his utility belt as he walks toward my window.
Garrett swivels in his seat and looks. “Don’t worry,” he says. “Where’s your bag? I’ll get your ID.”
“Back seat.” I’m frozen in place, hands at the nine and three positions on the steering wheel.
“On it,” says Garrett. He reaches for my bag. I check my mirror. The cop is getting closer. Garrett turns around with my wallet, pulls out my Connecticut driver’s license, and hands it to me.
“Garrett,” I mutter. “Get your registration!”
“Looking!” he says. He pops the glove compartment and bends his head down to look inside.
I see the cop touching the rear hatch of the car. He’s leaving his prints just in case our interaction turns violent.
“Garrett, stop! Sit up and put your hands on the dashboard!” The last thing we need is for the cop to think that he’s reaching for a weapon.
Keep cool,I think.Keep cool.
The cop raps his knuckles on my window.
I move my hand slowly to the button and lower it.
He peers into the car. “License and registration, please.”
The police officer stands at an angle to the car. Bladed, they call it. To present a smaller target. His right hand rests on the butt of his pistol. A nine-millimeter Glock.
I give him my driver’s license, then return my hands to the steering wheel. I’m working hard to keep it all under control.
Garrett reaches over me. “Here is the registration, Officer. It was under the owner’s manual.”
The officer looks at it and grunts. “You Garrett Wilson?”
“I am.” Garrett passes over his own driver’s license.
“Don’t move,” says the cop. He takes our IDs and heads back to his car. I close my eyes, trying to manage my breathing.
I open my eyes. The cop comes back and hands over our licenses and Garrett’s registration. And a citation.
“What’s this?” I ask.
“You failed to come to a complete stop when you exited the highway.”
I give him a polite smile. “I don’t think that’s correct.”
“Then I guess it’s your thoughts against my dashcam,” the cop says, and he leans down and smiles. “You two have a good night.”
I watch him leave in my rearview mirror. I take a deep breath.
Still not a statistic.
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