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Bill and Katarina ate together, holding hands under the table, giving each other furtive looks. Despite the pain they felt around them, they were in their own little bubble of happiness. Bill was home and they were together. What exactly that meant, they weren’t sure yet. But it felt good and it felt right.

Kevin and Nerit sat down together and ate in silence. As the dinner continued and people began to relax and laughter could be heard breaking out. Tears came to Kevin’s eyes. Overwhelmed, he put down his fork and began to cry. His wide shoulders shuddered as he openly wept. All he had worked so hard to accomplish had failed in the end. So many had died.

And yet, some still lived. They were safe, so perhaps he had not entirely failed. He wept because his soul was tired and he felt crushed by the remains of the burden that was no longer his.

Nerit reached out and touched his shoulder. Then another man reached out and touched him. Slowly, people began to move around his table, reaching out to him, touching him, whispers of “Thank you”“You did well”“Good job” filled his ears. He looked up to see people smiling at him and he stood up on shaky legs.

“I wish I had done more. I wish everyone had made it. I’m so sorry,” he whispered.

Someone took his hand and hugged him, then another person and another. Soon, he was being pulled and guided gently through the room, people embracing him, kissing his cheek, thanking him, crying with him.

In the end, Nerit was there, her hand held out to him. He took it and she helped him from the room. She took him to her room and he lay down on her bed that smelled of lavender and sage.

“Sleep,” she told him.

He covered his face, feeling like a child.

“Your job is done. Now you can sleep,” she repeated.

Nodding, he closed his eyes and he felt her cool fingers rest on his forehead. He was certain he would never be able to sleep. But he did.

He did not wake up for two days.

* * * * * Katie slipped into Juan’s room and found his mother and Guadalupe in the room with him. A strangely familiar teenager sat in a chair looking bored.

“Katie,” Juan said emotionally. He reached out to her and she took his hand quickly. She let herself be drawn down into a tight hug. Juan’s scraggly beard scratched her cheek when he kissed it.

“Juan, I came as soon as I could,” she said as she sat next to him.

“I know. I know. Have you met my grandma yet?”

Katie smiled at Guadalupe and reached out to the older woman. “We met. ”

Guadalupe returned her smile. “We hung out at the mall together, right chica?”

“We certainly did,” Katie answered, and looked back at Juan. She could feel tears threatening her already. “Juan, about Jenni…”

“I already know,” Juan said quickly.

“Who…”

“Jenni. She came to me,” Juan answered.

Rosie dabbed at her eyes. “He told me about his dream, but I thought maybe it was just a nightmare, but now…”

“She came to you in a dream?” Katie blinked.

“I don’t think it was a dream. I saw her. I felt her. She was wet and her hand was hurt. At first I thought she was just home, but then I realized…”

Juan faltered and his voice grew hoarse as he continued. “I realized she was telling me goodbye. ”

Fresh tears filled Katie’s eyes as she clung to Juan’s hand. “She fell into water. But away from where they could get to her. They didn’t touch her.

And she’s not one of them. ”

Juan sighed with relief and covered his eyes, trying to compose himself.

“Did you, Katie? You. . you…did. . it?”