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What’s worse is knowing it’ll never happen again but that I really want it to.
As if to add insult to injury, my phone pings with the fourth text message Noah has sent me today.I groan outwardly, snatching my phone off the counter to stare laser beams into his contact name, hoping it explodes or something. I should really just block his number at this point, so that’s exactly what I do.
I set my phone face down on the counter, busying myself with organizing Chelsea’s mug collection. It’s nothing more than a hoarder's paradise of mismatched ceramics with holiday characters, funny sayings, and my personal favourite a mug with nothing but a picture of her ex-boyfriend’s cat. She dumped him and stole the mug, almost took the cat too.
My mind betrays me, leaving me to wonder if the fur sometimes stuck to Rafael’s clothing is from a cat or a dog.Definitely a dog,I decide. He could never pass for a cat daddy.
Why am I even thinking about him at all?
I just hope that practice on Monday isn’ttooawkward. It would be my own fault if it were, and like Rafael said, it was a moment of weakness. A brief lapse in judgement.
The awkwardness of it all will pass as we both forget about what happened, and then we can move on with our lives.
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
FRIDAY, MAY 2
I can’t seemto move on with my fucking life.
IthoughtI was joking when I said Elise came straight from hell, but with every passing day, that seems more and more like the truth. She’s like a succubus, invading my every waking thought, and I can’t rid my brain of her no matter how much I try.
My dick is rubbed raw, and I’m pretty sure I’ve got new calluses forming on my palms from the absurd number of times I’ve fucked my own hand to the thought of her dripping cunt, and god,that mouth.
My jaw is clenched shut as the team unloads from the bus, piling into the hotel after an excruciating game that ended with us winning, but only by one goal.
Us.Because these women and this team have becomeminein every sense. I root for them the same way I do my teammates, celebrating their wins as my own because theyare.
And that’s the only explanation for why Elise’s behaviour at the end of the game struck me as odd. She was unusually frustrated, kicking a rubbish bin as she stormed off into the locker room.
My godforsaken brain wouldn’t drop the thought that maybe she’s got as much pent-up energy over what never happened as I do.
No, I don’t want that.I can’t, I remind myself, following after the team into the brightly lit lobby.
Elise is already leaning over the concierge desk as he hands her the room keys, passing them out according to the sleeping chart we set up this week. We try to rotate who stays with one another on these trips to keep everything fair, even if they all wind up swapping as soon as I head to my own room.
She saunters over to me as the rest of the ladies make their way up the stairs or take the elevators, hauling their duffel bags over their shoulders.
I swallow thickly, taking in the sway of her rounded hips and the way her quads flex with each step. Her dark hair is wrapped up in a bun, and tendrils of those silken strands frame her face. Her dark features are a massive contrast to her icy-blue eyes and light sun-kissed complexion.
“Hey, Coach,” she says, sticking out a hand wrapped tightly around my room key. I try to take it from her, but she doesn’t budge when my hand swallows hers. She glances down at it, one corner of her lips curving. “I see you sprung for the suite, huh?” she asks, her eyes glittering with mischief.
“Yep,” I croak.
She smirks, loosening her grip, and drops her hand to her side, leaving me in the middle of this massive, limestone-walled lobby with cathedral ceilings, and a hard-on that would rival Big Ben.
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
FRIDAY, MAY 2
Ruby’s seatedon the edge of her mattress, chewing nervously on her nail as she eyes me warily.
“So,” she starts, shifting to face me. “I, uh?—”
I roll my eyes at her, flopping back against the pillows with my arms tucked under my head.
“We already know you and Meg are shagging,” I tell her, rolling my eyes. “It’s fine, go have fun.”At least one of us should,butI don’t utter that last part.
She blows out a breath, her shoulders sagging with relief. “Thank fuck.” She stands, grabbing her bag. “I’ll be back in the morning before we head downstairs for the bus,” she assures me.