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“No,” I said, shaking my head frantically, panic starting to take me. “I could hurt you. Worse than that, actually.”

In the next second, my power radiated out and I accidentally broke through his magical cuffs.

He cursed, then stilled with his tormenting fingers. “Breathe. Just breathe. You can do this. AndIcan withstand it.”

“No!” I cried, bucking against him.

Another curse came from him, and then he grasped my left hand and slapped it to the tile by my head, and I felt the warmth of his magic radiating out.

“Better?” he breathed at my ear.

“Yes,” I murmured. “Thank you.”

“Even with just completing a Ruminat, you’re caught too deeply in your own head, in your fears. You don’t trust yourself at all and it’s impacting so much for you.”

I gritted my teeth. “Do you want to give me a lecture, or get your rocks off?”

“Get my rocks off? Cute.” He dragged his fingers through my folds again, gathering my wetness until his fingers were basically dripping with it. And then he spread it all over the tile right in front of my face. “Lick.”

“What?” I rasped.

“Lick up your taste. Every fucking drop of it. Clean that tile, whore.”

Oh, shit.

He dropped his hand and brought it around to my ass. He forced my legs apart with his knees, and then he was rimming my ass with two fingers. Two very slippery fingers. He’d lubed them for me with his magic, while also somehow holding the other spell.

“Lick,” he repeated. “Or I’ll drag your face all over it myself.”

I darted my tongue out and tentatively licked some of the gooeyness off the shower wall.

“Fuck,” he groaned. “Yeah, don’t stop. That’s hot as hell. Next time that tongue will be all over my cock.”

He pushed his fingers inside my ass, making me choke.

“Relax. Let me in. If you can’t take my fingers, you’re gonna be screaming when it’s my cock stretching this tight little hole open.”

I gasped against the tile, tasting more of myself all over it in the process.

“Good girl,” I heard him say, as I felt myself relax. “You’re welcoming me in now. Deeper. Fucking deeper,” he rumbled as he drove in further and further, then started sawing in and out of me. “Beautiful fucking ass.”

The sensations had me beside myself, especially as he picked up his pace and started finger-fucking me like a vicious beast, pleasure and pain colliding into one hell of a mind-boggling intensity that I could barely breathe through.

I was licking the wall like a wild thing before I knew it, losing myself to it all.

I was aware of him stilling for a moment, a spark of his magic filling the air, before he slid his fingers free, then I felt something much bigger at my asshole. Warm and slick and generously lubed, so much so that it dripped down my thighs as he pushed inside.

“Ungh… oh my God,” I whimpered, as he drove in deeper and breached me, sinking inside, before abruptly stopping, while I stretched around him.

“Move… please,” I told him, the burn too uncomfortable, especially when smashing up against the building need he’d stoked in me.

“Say the words,” he taunted.

I gritted my teeth. He was a real bastard. “Kai…”

“I love hearing you choke out my name all desperate like that, but that’s not what I asked.Sayit.”

“Please.”