Page 46 of You Rock My World
DORIAN
Josie tenses against me.
It’s small—the slightest stiffening of her spine, a hesitation in the way her fingers grip my shoulders. But the movement sends a ripple of awareness through the haze of the kiss.
Then understanding rushes in all at once. The absence of music. The unnatural hush from the crowd. And the sudden brightness of the stage lights above us.
We’re not hidden, protected in the darkness under the stage anymore.
My stomach turns to stone as my eyes snap open, my pulse hammering for reasons that suddenly have nothing to do with the kiss.
Fuck.
I wrap my arms around Josie, shielding her face, pressing her into my chest to block out the thousands of eyes staring at us.
“We messed up,” I whisper against her hair, calm despite the static running through my veins. “But it’s gonna be fine. I’ve got you.”
Josie gives a small nod against my chest.
I keep one arm locked around her while I lift my other, signaling the techs to lower us. It takes a second—an eternity—but then, with a mechanical groan, the cage descends.
Josie stays tucked against me, her breath shallow, until we’re under the stage again. The moment we’re swallowed into the lower level, Josie pulls back, her breath coming in quick, uneven bursts.
“Oh my gosh,” she whispers, her hands gripping the front of my leather jacket. “Everyone saw. They all—Dorian, we’re—” Her voice hitches, panic widening her eyes. “Everyone knows.”
I cup her face, my thumbs skimming along the edges of her cheekbones, grounding her. “No, they don’t.” My tone is calm—because one of us has to be. “They saw me, not you.”
Her brows knit together, unconvinced.
I tilt my head toward the ceiling, where the blinding stage lights had been. “Your face was in my chest the second I realized. I covered you. No one saw you.”
Behind us, the backstage is a battlefield. Crew members bark orders, radios hiss with frantic voices, while upstairs, the lead of Velour is making jokes, keeping the audience entertained. And then Grant comes shoving through the chaos with murder in his eyes.
“What the fuck was that?” My tour manager has aged a decade in half an hour. His eyes flick between us, recognition sparking when he sees Josie, then lock onto me with renewed fury. “First, you almost get your head taken off?—”
“Arguably not my fault.”
“—and then you make out with your PR rep in front of a sold-out arena like a horny teenager?” He looks like he’s two seconds from quitting.
I shift, keeping Josie behind me. “Relax, Grant.”
“Relax? Dorian, where the hell was your earpiece? We told you we were about to lift the damn cage, and you gave us a grunt we thought meant go. We didn’t know your tongue was halfway down someone’s throat!”
I blink. My earpiece?
Instinctively, I reach for it, only to find the cable hanging loose on my shoulder.
Huh. That explains why I didn’t hear them.
Grant follows my movements, sees the earplug, and mutters something foul under his breath. “Unbelievable,” he grits out. “We had this tour locked down tight for a hundred fucking shows. No glitches, no screw-ups. And now, on the last night?—”
“It’s not a big deal.” I cut him off. “I’m going to handle it.”
“You’d better dial up the charm before my career flushes down the drain,” Grant barks. “You’re up in five. Side fucking entrance, using your own legs.”
And with that, he spins on his heels and goes yelling at someone else.
I turn to Josie. She’s still tense, clutching her hands in front of her chest. She looks small in the chaos, her dress rumpled, her hair mussed.
I don’t want to leave her like this.
But I have to.
“I have to go finish the concert,” I say apologetically.
She nods. But her eyes are still wide and worried.
I tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. “Hey. It’s gonna be okay.”
She nods again, surer this time. “Go. I’ll be fine.”
I squeeze her hand before stepping away. Readying myself for my fans.
The stadium is still buzzing, the energy electric, not from shock anymore but from anticipation.
They’re waiting. For me.
I give them what they want. I step on stage, microphone already in my hand. The second they see me, a sound wave crashes through the arena, a deafening mix of cheers and screams. I bring the mic to my lips and let the roar ride out before speaking.
“Well.” I glance around with a grin. “A lot of excitement tonight.” The crowd erupts again, feeding off my energy. “We’re going out with a bang LA or what?”
The responding roar is deafening. Good. I need to keep them with me.
I touch the spot on my eyebrow where the cut is already stinging. “First, I get my head knocked in,” I joke, “which, don’t worry, is still attached.”
A fresh wave of screams.
“But as you may have noticed…” I let my grin turn a little sheepish, rubbing the back of my neck, “…there’s someone new in my life.”
The arena explodes.
It’s not just screaming—it’s full-body, losing-their-minds chaos. People are jumping, hugging, crying. It’s a level of hysteria I haven’t seen since the first few appearances Billie and I made as a new couple.
I hold up a hand to silence them, smiling despite myself. “Listen, she got worried about the head bump and she wanted to kiss it better.” More screams. “And, uh, she did a pretty damn good job.”
More shrieking.
I wait, then add, “I get that you’re curious, but we’re not ready to go public. Not yet. So I’m asking you to please respect our privacy.”
I hold my breath, waiting. Then stare, stunned, as a wave starts in the far section of the stadium—fans rising, hands lifted high, before dropping back down in perfect sync.
The wave moves, gaining speed, circling the arena like a living, breathing force of support.
The message is clear. They accept my explanation. They accept us .
“Alright, alright. You guys are wild tonight.” I glance behind me, where the band opening for me is still standing, watching me with open amusement. “Hey, Velour! What do you say we do a song together?”
The lead singer grins, stepping forward.
And just like that, we’re back on track.
We give the fans an extra song. Then Velour leave, and I finish the concert like any other. Without any other surprises or interruptions.
And when the lights go dark on the last show of my world tour, a familiar ache settles in, the high of the performance dissolving into silence.
But nothing about this moment feels like an ending.
Because no encore, no standing ovation, no moment on stage will ever compare to what happened underneath it. Because tonight, Josie kissed me.