Page 84 of Wrapped in Red

CC nodded. “Then I think that you should let me surprise you with—”

I stopped him by covering his mouth with mine, my tongue slipping between his lips and dragging my nails over his scalp to hear him moan loudly.

“You’re crazy,” I whispered. “Crazy, but mine.”

“All yours, boo,” CC assured me before he kissed me again, his lips hot and wet against mine. “Fuck, I love you.”

I sighed happily. “I love you, too.”

CC wrapped his arms around me as he stood up and walked me into the bedroom. He pressed me into the mattress, his large frame splayed over mine, and then he slowly tugged my pajama bottoms down my hips. “This is okay?”

“Yes, yes, more than okay. You never have to ask,” I reminded him as I smiled up into CC’s face. “I love you,” I said again, just in case he forgot.

I would never let him forget. I would tell him a hundred times a day, every day, for the rest of his life.

He slanted his mouth over mine. “I love you, Ezra Quinn.”

Fuck, that shouldn’t be so hot, right?

“Mm, that’s nice,” I whispered as he wrapped his hand around my cock and squeezed. Not too hard, but enough to make me melt beneath him. He gave it a slow tug as he peppered kisses against my neck. “Carson,” I whimpered his name.

“I love you.” He dragged his tongue over my Adam’s apple and then his mouth found mine again.

I fisted his hair, my hips arching up against him, his hand still gripped around my length. CC kissed away all my doubt and fear as I writhed beneath him, silently begging him to fuck me into next week. Only, he just kept giving me steady, leisurely jerks while our tongues slicked together.

When he pulled back, I chased after his mouth, wanting more. “Don’t stop.”

He smiled as he pulled off his shirt. I couldn’t help but ogle his torso full of hard muscles.

“I love you,” I reminded him.

“I love you, too.” CC leaned down to brush his lips over mine. “Just need to get my pants off, princess. I’m not going anywhere.” He stood up to do just that, kicking them off onto the floor along with his briefs. “Let’s get you naked, too.”

I quickly shucked off my pajama pants and sat up to tug off my shirt. “Better?” I beamed up at him.

“Beautiful.” CC’s eyes roamed over my body. “So beautiful.” When he dropped to his knees and pushed my legs open, “Everything about you is everything I’ve ever dreamed about.” But I saw the hesitation in his eyes, even as he ran his palms over my thighs and pressed his nose into my groin.

I dragged a hand through his thick blond tresses. “Baby, do you need me?”

I had never asked CC how many men he had been with, not that it mattered, but now I wondered just how few it was. Was that why what I had been doing with the camboy stuff bothered him so much?

“I don’t...I want to have the confidence you have.” He looked up at me. “You’re attracted to me, right?”

What was this? “Carson.” I sat up and slipped down onto the floor to sit in front of him, my back against the bed. “Why would you ask me that?”

“I don’t know.” Liar. He ducked his head into my neck and inhaled. “You smell so good, Ez. So sweet and tantalizing. My own personal treat.”

I cupped his face and tilted his head back up. “I find you insanely attractive,” I assured him. “These?” I traced CC’s lips with my finger. “The only lips I ever want to kiss. And your hair?” I dragged my hand through his blond tresses. “Silky and sexy.” His mouth turned up into a smile. “Your arms are big and strong to hold me.” I wrapped my hands around a bicep. “They hold me tight and make me feel safe. I’m insanely jealous of your body. So, fucking hot.” I slipped the palm of my hand over his hard pecs and toned abs. “Your thighs are my favorite,” I murmured and watched CC’s eyes flash with desire. “I want to bite and lick them all over.”

CC’s mouth covered mine before I could say anything else. His hands roamed all over my body like he wasn’t sure what he wanted to touch first. He pinched my nipples, then lifted me and squeezed my ass before he laid us down so that we were on our side facing one another on the bed.

“Ezra.” He smiled at me, his dark orbs sparkling.

“Yeah, baby? What do you need?”

“Can you go get that toy you used in the video you showed me?”

I nodded. “It’s actually in the room. After you got all excited about it, I hid in the dresser so if you—”