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After I got home again, I'm now sitting in the corner of my room and am currently crying... After I've recognized the man in the woods was my mate, my thoughts and feelings simply overwhelmed me and I panicked.

?It's all YOUR fault. Because of YOU, our mate thinks we rejected him!

?, Snjógola is shouting at me. ?I know.

..?, is all I can whisper in pain... ?He could have been with us, but YOU decided to run away.

He could've already marked us, we could've been pregnant with his babies, but YOU. ..?

?SHUT UP!?, I cry out loud. ?I want to be alone...?, I whisper silently...

?Pft. As you wish, little brat!?, my wolf snorts and is crawling back to his space in my mind.

Now... all alone... I'm embracing my legs and hide my face in my knees. Why life is such a bitch... Yes... I wanted to have a mate... but he is an elder... he doesn't want a little and immature teen wolf as his mate... Then I've attacked him, because he followed me... and I kind of rejected him...

He must hate me now...

And again there is one person, who I have to hide from... Hide my secrets... and my true self...

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After a couple of hours, I get up to grab a few blankets and pillows from the sofa, which I place in my corner for some comfort... but still not enough...

I go to the small bath and grab a few towels from the little cabinet, under the tap, when realization hits me... ?No... not now...?, I grab my ass and have to feel the well known annoying wetness.

?How... I'd my heat just two weeks ago...?, I have a serious problem now... ?That is YOUR own fault...?, Snjógola is grunting. Why is this my fault?! ?YOU rejected our mate... so nature and Liúnja wants to bring both of you together. So YOUR own fault...?, Snjó barks at me.

I didn't mean to do that. I was just scared. You are always so mean to me... I... I... n-need your help... please...I let out a slight moan... shit...

?Okay... I'm sorry, for yelling... I'm going to help you.

.. You're weak at the moment, so let me in charge and I stretch it as much as I can.

.. Alright??, Snjó tries to do me a favour.

Thank you so much... please... just make sure we do not jump any wolf to get us pregnant please.

.. I do not want to lose my virginity at the moment.

.. and with that I drift back in our mind to rest a bit.

Why I always have such bad luck...