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Chapter eighteen

Flyn

S tepping into my apartment is a bit of a downer. It looks so small and dingy compared to Jade’s home. But Jade is here with me, and he doesn’t seem to mind at all. Besides, he has seen it before. He has even stayed the night, and that didn’t scare him off.

Tonight, he asked to come here. And I really, really hope it is so he can kiss me some more. In privacy this time.

I chuck my keys in the bowl on the side table. I turn towards Jade. He closes the distance between us, cups my face and smashes our lips together. A moan escapes me. The kiss seems to shoot straight down to my cock. Arousal, lust, desire, it all ignites. Suddenly, I am a raging inferno.

I kiss Jade back with all the passion in my soul, all the hunger in my heart. We stagger, still kissing, into the living room.

Jade pulls away, just a fraction. His forehead rests on mine.

“I want to fuck you,” he pants.

“Yes please!” I blurt.

He chuckles, then he is kissing me again. My hands move of their own accord. They start tearing Jade’s clothes off. He starts ripping mine off. We are working with no grace at all. Just fervor and need. It’s like our clothes are suddenly on fire and we need to get them off before we die.

Kissing while undressing is tricky business.

But we are getting there, and oh my lord, seeing Jade’s body being revealed is throwing me into a swoon.

His body is perfection. Gorgeous. A work of art.

The type of body that is a travesty to cover up.

Dimming such beauty behind cloth is surely sacrilege.

“Did you bring those condoms?” I gasp.

Jade blushes and nods before attacking my lips again.

Thank heavens for that, because I don’t think I have any condoms in my apartment. Well, perhaps some long expired ones. In my defense, I’ve been single forever, and I got tired of the hookup scene a long time ago.

I’ve got lube, though. It’s essential for solo self-care time, in my honest opinion, and now I’m going to get to use it for something a whole heap more fun. Having sex with Jade.

My head spins at that thought. I can barely believe that this is happening. Surely it is too good to be true?

Dimly, I’m aware we have made it to the bedroom. We are both naked. Things are looking really good.

I topple us onto the bed. Our limbs entwine. This must be what heaven feels like. My hands roam over Jade. His hands explore my body, and everywhere he touches me lights up as if he is leaving fire in his wake.

His lips leave mine and I nearly whimper in dismay.

“I… I want to top,” he all but whispers. His eyes are wide and dark. Cheeks flushed.

I grin. “I know, baby. I want you to top too.”

His eyes widen even more. I swear I can see stars in them. He looks utterly adorable.

Reluctantly, I roll out of bed. “How about you pour us some wine and light some candles while I go shower and get ready?”

Jade stares up at me. Seemingly transfixed. I watch his throat bob as he swallows. He gives me a nod, and I force myself to hurry away. I need to be quick. Jade is fighting a battle with his nerves and I really, really don’t want them to win.

I dive into the shower. What if apprehension gets the better of Jade? I know he wants this, every bit as much as I do, but I also know that overthinking can be a right bitch. As well as a hell of a mood killer.

Damn it! I’m going to have to do the quickest prep in the history of mankind.

A short while later, I fly out of the bathroom with a towel slung around my waist. I haven’t dried properly from the shower, but I’ve already been gone too long.

I burst into the bedroom. Jade is sitting up in my bed, sheets pooling around his waist. His chest is bare and I think all of him is still naked.

He has found the candles and lit them. His pale skin looks exquisite in the soft candlelight.

It’s an effort to tear my gaze away. When I finally do, I see the open bottle of red wine on the bedside table.

Along with two glasses. And my bottle of lube.

And the condoms his friend slipped under the door.

The sight of it all makes me grin. I’m impressed he found everything. And the candlelight and condoms combo is strangely romantic.

I walk over to the bedside table and pour the wine. I hand him his glass and clink it softly with mine.

“Cheers!”

He smiles. A smile that lights up his face and flashes in his green eyes. “Cheers,” he smirks back at me.

I take a couple of sips of the wine, then I place it down. Jade is watching me intently. Observing my every movement.

I smile at him and let my towel fall. Revealing my rather impressive erection. Impressive for its firmness, that is. I’m not under any delusions about the size of my cock.

Jade’s gaze drops down, straight to my manhood. His eyes darken and he licks his lips. It makes me want to puff out my chest with pride.

I move towards the bed and Jade hastily puts his glass down before moving over to make room for me .

I slide in next to him, and just like that, we are kissing again. As if our lips cannot bear to be apart. Like we need to breathe each other’s oxygen in order to survive.

He is moaning now. Soft, breathless little sounds that are driving me wild.

The urge to reach down between us and play with his cock is strong.

He’d make really pretty noises then. But as wonderful as that would be, I’m selfish.

I want him inside me. So I can’t risk him blowing his load before that happens.

I mean, he’s a young healthy man, I’m sure he will be able to get it up again, but I don’t want to wait that long.

“I want to eat your ass!” Jade suddenly blurts.

My toes curl before my mind has even fully registered what he has just said.

“Best day ever!” I exclaim, the words escaping my feeble attempt to stop them.

Jade lets out a snort laugh, green eyes flashing. My heart thumps in response. Then I move before Jade changes his mind. I roll onto my front, draw my knees up, and stick my ass up in the air. I want him to have full and easy access to everything he needs.

The mattress wobbles as he moves down the bed. My breath hitches as he positions himself between my legs. He hesitates for a moment. Then I’m crying out as his warm, soft, wet tongue licks tentatively over me.

My reaction seems to be all the encouragement he needs, because he goes wild. Devouring my ass like a starving man.

My hands curl in the sheets, clutching them for dear life. I’m wailing and whimpering. My back is bowing and I’m shamelessly pushing my ass out. His tongue and lips are everywhere. Sucking, flicking, probing, lapping, swirling.

Sensation is pooling, growing. Hot as well as shivery. Intense and all-consuming. I’m drowning in it all. And I want more.

“Give me your fingers, baby!” I plead.

He shifts position. One slender finger eases gently into me. I cry out and very nearly cum .

“So good, baby. You feel so good.”

One finger becomes two and I’m seeing stars. I’m drifting amongst them and leaving reality and time far, far behind.

I can feel the slickness of the lube. I can feel him sliding in and out. I can feel him carefully stretching me. It all feels so damn good. I’m burning with lust. My hard cock is leaking profusely. My balls are already drawing up. I’m on the edge and it is bliss.

“I need you, baby,” I gasp. “I’m ready. Give me that gorgeous cock of yours.”

Jade makes a soft noise. Almost strangled. I can hear his hunger and it speaks to my own.

His fingers disappear. The bed jiggles. The sound of a condom packet ripping open fills the air.

Jade swears, and I bite back my chuckle. Condoms are tricky things, especially when eagerness makes you fumble.

His hands take a hold of my hips and I groan. Seems like he’s managed to get the condom on. Any minute now, he is going to be rearranging my guts.

The moment stretches. And stretches. Nothing happens.

“I… I don’t want to hurt you,” Jade croaks softly.

My heart leaps right up my throat. My stomach twists. My poor angel.

“You won’t hurt me, sweetheart. You’ve opened me up so well, and I want you so much. You are going to make me feel so good.”

Jade’s swallow is audible. “I’ve never…”

“I know,” I say calmly.

Silence settles over us. Strangely, I don’t feel awkward at all, on my knees with my ass in the air. I don’t think I could ever feel awkward with Jade.

“Do you want to stop?” I ask.

“Hell no!” he replies immediately, with great feeling.

I burst out laughing. I can’t help it. A heart beat later and Jade is chuckling too. Then he swats me on the ass. Not very hard, but enough to sting, enough to make me moan and arch .

And just like that, everything goes supernova. All the lust, desire, and arousal, comes rushing back with force. Burning brightly. Igniting everything into a ball of desperate carnal need.

Jade grabs my hips again. Firmer this time. Confident.

His cock nudges against my entrance. Hot, silken and firm. I grunt in anticipation. I need this. I need him. I need him to be inside of me. It feels as if my life depends on it.

Slowly, slowly, he sinks into me. My flesh opens up for him. The slight burn and sting is delicious. He continues his agonizingly slow pace while I wail and shake beneath him.

Finally, finally, I am full. Jade is inside me. Hot and potent and everything I have ever wanted.

He groans with the effort of holding still, of giving my body time to adjust.

Then suddenly, he snaps. His need to fuck is unleashed. His hips move and he begins fucking the life out of me. Fast, deep thrusts. Pounding into me. Giving me the best fuck of my life. It’s incredible.

All I can do is try not to keel over as he pumps intense pleasure into me.

But it’s too much. Too much when I was already so very aroused.

My orgasm explodes. It races through every cell of my body and pours out of my throat in a scream.

My muscles are convulsing. My hole is clamping down on him.

My cock is pulsing and spurting onto the sheets beneath me.

He fucks me through it all, and I hear him grunt through his own orgasm.

I can’t breathe. I can’t see. My head is spinning. I’m panting and sweating.

Jade falls still behind me. His head rests on my shoulder. His softening cock is still inside me.

“Wow,” he breathes in a sound of pure awe and reverence.

My heart could burst with pride and satisfaction. I’m so very happy that his first time topping was good. He deserves no less.

“Can we do that again?” he asks earnestly .

A laugh bubbles out of me, hard enough to shake us both. “Yes please! As soon as you have recovered.”

Jade huffs. “I’ve never had a problem with that.”

“Well then, baby, this is going to be the best night of our lives.”

And I’m pretty sure that I’ve never spoken truer words.