Page 61 of The Silent Waters (Elements 3)

“Jessica had no one. She shut us all out. But Maggie? She has friends. Maggie has you.”

“Thanks, Mrs. Boone.”

“You’re welcome. Now stop blaming yourself, all right?”

I smiled. “Same to you.”

She nodded. “Yes, yes, I know. Deep inside of me I know it wasn’t my fault, but sometimes when sitting by your lonesome, your thoughts wander to places they shouldn’t. Sometimes we are our own worst enemies. One must learn to be discerning with one’s own thoughts. We must be able to decipher the truth versus the lies of our minds. Otherwise, we become enslaved to the shackles of struggle we place on our own ankles.”

I hadn’t spoken to him in five days, and it had felt like the longest five days of my life.

“What are you reading now?” Mrs. Boone asked me, sitting across from me at the dining room table. When I’d asked Daddy to pass on the word to Mrs. Boone that I wasn’t feeling well, she’d called me a ridiculous child who needed some tea. She also blamed my fake illness on me always leaving my hair wet after a shower.

I held my book to my chest and shrugged my shoulders, then I flipped it over for her to see the title.

“Hmm. Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver. What is it about?”

I narrowed my eyes at her. She always did that. She always asked me questions she knew I couldn’t answer. Seeing as how she never allowed me to write on paper, it felt like nothing less than pressure, and pressure was the last thing I needed.

I placed the book down on the table and sipped at my disgusting tea, grimacing.

“So today is a day where you hate tea again, huh?” she stated.

I shrugged again.

“Where’s your boyfriend?”

I shrugged once more.

She rolled her eyes. “One more shrug and your shoulders are going to get stuck midair. So childish. He’s worried about you, you know. Pushing him away isn’t going to help anyone. It’s actually pretty rude. He’s a nice boy.”

A nice boy? Never in my life had I heard Mrs. Boone say anything kind about anyone.

“Brooks, you can come in now,” Mrs. Boone called toward the kitchen.

Brooks stepped out from behind the kitchen door, held his hand up, and waved shyly.

What is he doing here?

“I invited him,” Mrs. Boone said, once again reading my thoughts. “Sit, Brooks.”

He did as he was told.

“Now, this is the point where I talk and you both listen. You’re both idiots.” That sounded more like the Mrs. Boone I loved to hate. “You two like each other, right? So allow that to be enough. Stop overthinking everything all the time. Just be happy. Maggie, stop acting like you’re not worthy of happiness. If only people with perfect pasts were supposed to be happy, then no love would ever exist. Now, kiss and make up, you idiots.”

“What’s going on here?” Mama asked, entering the dining room. She looked tired, as if she hadn’t slept in days, her hair wild and untamed. Her eyes shot to Brooks, and a smudge of disappointment and shock flew across her face. “You’re not supposed to be here.”

Mrs. Boone sat up straight. “Now, Katie, before you yell at the kids, I want you to know this was my doing.”

“You? You told him to come over here?”

“Yes. The kids were sad, so I thought—”

“I need you to leave,” Mama said.

“Oh, come on, that’s ridiculous. Let the boy—”

“No, I mean you, Mrs. Boone. I need you to leave. You crossed the line today, and you’re not welcome back into my house.”