Page 33 of The Guardians of Dreamdark (Windwitch #1)

Magpie stared at her, trying to take it in.

Despite what Bellatrix said, she couldn’t shake the sense of unreality that began to overwhelm her.

She was someone else’s dream! Well, she reminded herself, didn’t everything come from the Djinns’ dreams in some way or other?

But this dream had been a trick. Her life was a trick.

“Magpie,” said Bellatrix. “Listen. I know this is hard to understand. I’d thought to wait until you were grown, but the Tapestry is failing faster than I ever imagined. I just couldn’t wait any longer.”

Magpie stared at her hands and turned them over slowly, thinking how her very skin and bones were spun from a dragon’s bedtime story.

“Just know you’re real , and you’re yourself , and no one— no one , not me and not even the Magruwen—holds any kind of puppet strings. What you do now will be your choice, but you have more choice than anyone, because you—alone of all faeries, Magpie—you can weave the Tapestry. Like the Djinn.”

Magpie shook her head, laughing a high thin laugh. “That’s blither! How could I...I’m just—”

Bellatrix took one of Magpie’s hands, opened it, and traced her fingertips over Magpie’s palm.

“There’s power in you, child, and I know you feel it.

I know it’s begun to find its own way out.

You’ll see, you’ll learn. And I’m sorry to say, you’ll need to learn fast if you’re going to stop the Blackbringer. ”

That jolted Magpie out of thoughts of her own reality. “I can stop it? The Magruwen said it couldn’t be caught.”

“He thinks the strength of faeries is gone from the world. Four thousand years’ worth of dreams have sifted through his long sleep, Magpie. It’s likely he doesn’t realize yet who you are or how he’s been deceived.”

“Won’t he be angry?”

“Aye, I imagine he will be. I only hope there is in him still the fiery spirit that drove him to create, that won’t be able to watch a devil destroy his world!”

“Could he destroy the world? What is he, Lady? The stories of the Blackbringer are just nursery tales now. No one even thinks he was real!”

“He was real,” said Bellatrix in a hard voice. Then she gently touched Magpie’s wings. “He did this to you?”

“Aye. But my friends weren’t so lucky...Lady Bellatrix, please, what is he? He’s not like any devil I ever saw.”

“Nay, he was like no other. He was the worst of them all. He was a plague. All through the wars he eluded us, like a phantom, a shadow. How do you capture the dark? He hunted and fed, even in Dreamdark, and night became a horror. All the faeries and imps kept to Never Nigh. Even he couldn’t breach it. It was like a siege town.”

“Was it you who captured him?”

“Aye, at last, with the Magruwen and the Vritra at our side. It took all the Djinns’ champions, and not all survived.” Her voice dropped to a husky whisper. “Kipay...”

“Kipepeo?” asked Magpie. “The Ithuriel’s champion?”

“You’ve heard of him?” Bellatrix’s eyes lit up.

“I know his name from the ballads of the wars,” said Magpie.

“I’m glad he is not forgotten.”

“Did...did the Blackbringer get him?”

Bellatrix nodded and squeezed her eyes shut. When she opened them again, they were filled with such sadness and longing that Magpie asked hesitantly, “Did you love him?”

“He was my husband.”

After a long pause Magpie said, “I never knew you were married.”

“No one did. We had eloped. We were married only three days when we met the Blackbringer in battle. After, those of us who remained went back to our home forests with word that the devils were vanquished. I never told anyone I was a widow. They hadn’t even known I was a wife!

And I didn’t want them to try to stop me. ”

“Stop you?”

Bellatrix smiled, but her smile was bleak.

“It wasn’t my time. I knew that. But all I’d done for two hundred years was hunt devils, and now they were gone, and Kipay was, too.

There was nothing left for me. I just wanted to find my husband.

It was wrong; it was too soon. But I went where no one would find me, and I spoke the ancient words, and. ..came here.”

“And Kipepeo wasn’t here,” Magpie said, and Bellatrix shook her head.

So that was what had become of her. That was how she had slipped out of history.

She had come in mourning to the Moonlit Gardens, unnaturally early.

Magpie imagined what it must have been like when she realized Kipepeo wasn’t waiting for her at the riverbank, wasn’t anywhere here, and she couldn’t change her mind and go back to find him in the world.

She was trapped. “How terrible, Lady...” she whispered.

Her own feeling of helplessness was nothing next to that.

At least she could go back and find out what had become of the Blackbringer’s victims.

She looked up at Bellatrix. “I’ll find out what happened to them,” she declared.

“Aye,” Bellatrix said, and it dawned on Magpie that this was the real reason she’d been dreamed into being, so a mourning widow could learn her husband’s fate at last.

She was meant to do this.

She chewed her lip and pondered it as Bellatrix silently braided her hair. She decided finally that it’s not so bad to find out you have a destiny when it’s something you were going to do anyway.

Bellatrix tucked night-blooming blossoms into the intricate seven-strand braid. “There, perfect! Your foxlick, though...” She laughed as the tuft freed itself from the braid. “It won’t be tamed!”

“Don’t I know!” said Magpie. She inhaled. “Those flowers...” It was the fragrance she had already come to associate with the Moonlit Gardens. “What are they called?”

“Nightspink. They grow everywhere here.”

“They’re so delicate.”

“Aye, delicate!” agreed Bellatrix with a sigh. “What I wouldn’t give for a big brash rose now and then, a scent you can drown in! All this tranquility! Give me a thunderstorm! A stampede, an avalanche, a wild red sunset...”

“Sunsets would be something here,” said Magpie, going to the edge and looking out over the dragons’ immense canyon.

“I miss sunrise even more. The green scent of dawn in the forest, the color blushing back into the world, different every day?”

Magpie remembered a long winter of night she’d once spent in the northern icelands and how desperately she’d craved daylight. “Why did the Djinn make it like this? Always night?”

“Ah, well, it suits the seraphim.”

“Who?”

“Well, they’re us , really. What we become?

There are two parts to a creature, Magpie, the spark and the skin.

The longer we’re in the Gardens, the closer we are to our spark, and the more we relinquish our skin and all the drama and fleshly stuff of being alive.

Love and anger and jealousy? Our hungers and longings.

We couldn’t go on like that for eternity. We’d go mad.”

“But haven’t you been here twenty-five thousand years?”

Bellatrix smiled. “I? But I am mad! The Magruwen always said I was the most obstinate faerie who ever lived. Sure he never thought he’d have such proof as this, me clinging to my skin all these thousands of years!

This isn’t what it’s meant to be like, child.

Everyone I ever knew—except Kipay, of course—they’ve come and become. And I’ve stayed just the same.”

“And the dragons?” asked Magpie, looking up at them.

“Ah, bless the Djinn for giving the dragons the temperament for immortality. They’ve no need to become.

They’re perfect just as they are. They’ve been good companions to me these past five thousand years, especially Fade.

I visit the seraphim sometimes, too, up in the high planes.

But I admit I prefer the riverbank, the faeries fresh from life in all their beautiful skins, bursting with gossip of the world!

And then there’s you, best of all.” She reached for Magpie’s hand and squeezed it. “Glorious with life!”

Magpie blushed. Glorious with life. Bellatrix’s words chased away any fancy she still harbored about the darkness, and she felt herself, for the first time since falling through the Blackbringer, settle solidly in her own skin.

She hadn’t left any piece of herself behind there, and it was a lucky thing.

She knew absolutely that there would have been no hope of defeating the devil if she had.

“You’ve a world to go home to now, and much to do. I wish I could come with you.”

“I wish you could, too,” Magpie admitted, feeling a thrill of fear.

Where was she to begin? She snuck a look at her hands, wiggling her fingers, thinking of what Bellatrix had said about the magic that was finding its own way out.

Indeed. It was like rescuing a stolen artifact from a plunder monkey’s stash and not knowing what magic lay dormant in it.

But it was stranger by far when the mysterious power lurked inside her own skin!

“I’m not ready yet,” she said. “I don’t understand what I’m to do—”

A riffle played suddenly through the air, and the hairs on Magpie’s arms stood on end. She had just time to look aside at Bellatrix before that urgent feeling of onslaught invaded her senses. Again, something was hurtling toward her fast, and the air crackled like a storm surge.

Dragon .

Her first instinct was to take to her wings.

Her wings hung crushed from her shoulders.

A single heartbeat passed between her sense’s warning scream and the shuddering of the cliff as a dragon caromed into it, hooking hold with his great claws.

If Magpie’s wings had been whole, that heartbeat would have been enough time to leap clear.

As it was, her instinct to leap into the air simply plunged her right over the edge of the cliff, and she fell.