Page 4 of The Devoted Game
To make matters worse, standing this close to McBride, she found it impossible not to inhale his scent—a mixture of man, heat, and his many vices. He seemed taller than the six foot one his personnel filehad listed. Definitely leaner than the 190 he’d weighed according to those stats. The instant he opened the door, he had put her off balance. Scarcely dressed ... all that naked skin culminating in the fuck-me vee exposed by his unfastened jeans.
She had arrived prepared for his bitterness and underlying anger. Like he said, the way his career ended had been ugly, and very public. But none of her preparation had readied her for his blatant sexuality. He had been handsome before, but this edgy, primitive version of that man had her scrambling to regain her usual poise.
The angles of his face were more distinct than in the photos she’d seen, as if time and living a life of debauchery since leaving the Bureau had chiseled them so. A couple of days’ beard growth accentuated those distracting changes. The whole package was very disconcerting.
“No luck tracing the IP?” he asked when he had made some headway on his second cup of coffee.
“None,” she admitted. That was one of the few things they did know already: The unsub was smart. “This one knows how to erase his cyber footprints better than most.”
“Sounds like you don’t have much considering you’re beyond the twenty-four-hour mark.” He turned his head, stared directly at her. “That’s bad, Agent.”
“That’s why I’m here.” She held his gaze, understanding on some level that he used this probing intimacy as an intimidation technique rather than as the crude invitation he would have her believe. “We need you.”
He set his cup aside. His hand shook, and he immediately fisted it to halt the visible reaction to his apparent overindulgence in self-abuse. According to his psych evaluation, he hadn’t been a drinker or a smoker during his time with the Bureau. This raw, uncut demeanor gave the definite impression that the crash of his career had taken a significant toll. His light-brown hair was longer, shaggier, as if he hadn’t visited a barber in quite some time and didn’t care. The Florida sun had streaked it with gold, making it more blond than brown. His currentoccupation, when he bothered to show up, was acting as a spotter at a local nightclub. He mingled in the crowd and watched for trouble, giving security a heads-up as necessary. From the look of things, he mingled a little too much.
Whatever McBride’s demons and addictions, the only thing she cared about was obtaining his cooperation. This was her first opportunity to play a principal part in a high-profile case. The only way she was going to get Worth’s respect, or that of any of her colleagues, was to prove herself in the field. She had to make this happen. They needed to know she could do it.Sheneeded to know she could do it.
Challenging Worth’s decision on not bringing in McBride was a step in that direction, even if it risked her career. Call it instinct, woman’s intuition, whatever, but she had a feeling that McBride was the only one who had an even remote chance of stopping this unsub even if they did finagle the clues out of him.
Now if she could only get McBride to comprehend the urgency. Time was running out for Alyssa Byrne.
When he’d downed the last of his coffee, he lit a cigarette, blew out a lungful of smoke, and finally broke his silence. “Since I was personally invited to this party, did anyone take a look at who might have a hard-on for putting a bullet in my brain?”
The scent of seared tobacco invaded her senses, the knowledge that it had come from his lips irrationally disturbing. She resisted the urge to squirm.
“We understand that’s a possibility. As you know, at the moment, our primary focus is rescuing the child.” The theory that the unsub was attempting to lure McBride out of exile was still under consideration, along with the idea that the legend himself was somehow behind the kidnapping. She was not authorized to share that part with him at this point. “Of course we’ll do all within our power to ensure you’re protected.”
McBride tossed her a look that said exactly how much stock he put in that promise, and then he started to pace. He forked the fingers of hisfree hand through his sleep-tousled hair; let the cigarette dangle from the other. “If ...” He stopped abruptly, trapped her in the crosshairs of his full attention. “IfI agree to do this, I’ll be lead on the case. I won’t be taking any orders from your SAC or any damned body else, including you. Is that clear?”
That authority wasn’t hers to give, but she couldn’t afford to let him see her hesitate. “I’m certain that can be arranged.”
He walked toward her, those blue eyes cutting straight through her like the laser-driven scope of a high-powered rifle. “You don’t have the authority to make that guarantee, do you?” He didn’t stop until he stood toe to toe with her. “Do you?”
“I’m certain,” she reiterated, not about to let him see her sweat, “that every effort will be made to accommodate you. Your cooperation isn’t optional; the unsub requires it.” Somehow she managed to hold his intimidating gaze. “I must stress again how little time we have. The sooner we get started, the better our chance of success.”
“Make the call.” He tossed the butt of his cigarette into the sink without shifting his piercing glare one centimeter. “Confirm that condition and I’ll consider your request.”
At least he hadn’t said no. She reached for the cell phone clipped to the waistband of her skirt. That he’d crowded into her personal space, pinned her against the counter, had jolted her pulse rate into a faster rhythm. As much as she needed his cooperation, she wasn’t standing for his physical intimidation tactics any longer. If she didn’t get some boundaries in place soon, this situation was only going to fly further out of control. That was a risk she couldn’t take.
“You’re crowding me, McBride.”
For a couple of seconds, then ten, she was certain he wouldn’t back off. To her immense relief he relented, if only one step, giving her room to breathe.
She put through the call. Worth had been waiting to hear from her. He let her know that up front. She bit her tongue to hold back the argument that she wouldn’t even be here were it not for AlyssaByrne’s father. When more than eighteen hours had passed without any measurable progress, Byrne had insisted on McBride’s inclusion on the case. Worth had balked, just as he had earlier when Vivian suggested the same, and Byrne had reached out to his political allies, overriding any possible excuse the special agent in charge could hope to toss out.
“He needs an assurance that he’ll be in charge of the case,” she told the SAC without preamble. She barely managed not to flinch at his bellowed answer.
“Tell him that condition is nonnegotiable,” McBride interjected as if he’d heard every single word of the response. The way Worth had yelled, it was possible he had.
“This condition is nonnegotiable,” she passed along before endeavoring to moisten her dry lips. Didn’t work, considering her throat was as parched as an Alabama creek bed in August. Worth gave her all the reasons that McBride’s proposal was completely out of the question, and then he told her what she needed to hear.Promise him whatever you have to but get his butt up here.
“Thank you, sir.” She severed the connection and tucked the phone back into its holster. “You’ll be in charge.”
McBride’s eyes tapered with suspicion. “That easy, huh?”
She refused to allow him to bully her. “You have my word.”
He laughed, one of those soft sounds that lacked any glimmer of amusement and reeked of arrogance. “I hate to tell you this, Agent Grace, but I find that less than reassuring. You see, I know a rookie when I meet one.” He reclaimed that step he had surrendered, leaned close enough to plant his hands on the counter on either side of her. “Youcan’t guarantee me shit.”