Page 17 of The Alpha’s Sin (Forbidden Omegaverse #7)

His hot, dirty words and the way he’s looking at me with those burning, half-lidded eyes pushes me over the edge almost as much as the way he’s touching me.

I’m moaning and gasping, my hips bucking as the most intense orgasm I’ve ever hand breaks over me, drenching me in pleasure and exploding outward from deep inside.

“Oh…oh!” I moan and then Logan’s mouth is on mine and he’s swallowing my cries as he kisses me hungrily.

I put my arms around his neck and drag him even closer, wanting more of him. His mouth tastes hot and spicy and our tongues clash as he keeps working me, stroking and rubbing as my orgasm goes on and on and on…

At last, I collapse, panting. I break the kiss, turning my head to the side a little.

“No more!” I moan softly, twitching my hips. “ God , I can’t, Logan — I’m all worn out!”

At once, he’s all tenderness.

“Poor little kitten,” he rumbles. Withdrawing his fingers, he sucks them clean of my juices while I watch, wide-eyed. Wow —he really seems to like my flavor! Then he lays down beside me on the bed and draws me into his arms.

I give a little moan of satisfaction as I settle against him.

“Oh, that was exactly what I needed,” I tell him.

“Mmm, I’m glad it made you feel better.” He drops a kiss on the top of my head. “ Do you feel more relaxed now?”

“So much more relaxed.” I sigh contentedly.

“Good.” He sighs too.

We relax for a while but then I get closer and feel his hardness nudging against me. It occurs to me that I’m being selfish. I reach for him, intending to return the favor but his big hand clamps over mine, stopping me.

I look up and see a conflicted look on his face.

“No, kitten,” he rumbles.

“But…but don’t you want…” I look up at him uncertainly. “ I mean, you’re really hard.”

“I know, but we need to be careful.”

I bite my lip as guilt rushes in.

“Because I’m still married to Dirk , right?”

He nods.

“Even though he abandoned you, yes. That’s part of it, anyway.”

“What’s the other part?” I ask, frowning.

Logan sighs again and shifts against me.

“I know you don’t know much of anything about the Were world but we have two rules we all live by. We call them the Unbreakable Laws .”

“You do? What are they?” I ask.

“First one is ‘no breeding in fur form,’” he tells me. “ Meaning , you don’t breed a female while your Wolf is out.”

I think of how big his Wolf is and my eyes get wide.

“Oh my God — I can’t believe you have to have a rule about that! I mean, your Wolf is so big he’d split me in half!”

“Which is why I would never let him breed you,” he says patiently. “ I would never do anything that could hurt you, baby.”

“Thank you.” I nuzzle my face against the side of his bare chest. He smells so good—he makes me feel so safe. “ So what’s the second law?”

“No Breeding with family,” he says. “ And according to Were tradition, that means anyone even remotely associated with your clan.”

“But even though I’m married to Dirk , there are no blood ties between us,” I point out. “ You’re my brother-in-law—not my brother.”

“Doesn’t matter.” Logan shakes his head. “ Sister -in-law is the same as sister. That’s one reason I could never breed you.”

“But…who would ever know?” I ask. “ I mean, not that I want you to breed me—that would be wrong , but?—”

“Exactly—it would be wrong. Which is why we can’t go there and we need to be careful with how far we go,” he says firmly.

“ I don’t mean I didn’t enjoy massaging you—or that I regret making you come.

” He lifts my chin with one finger, looking down into my eyes.

“ I want to do everything I can to make you feel good, Poppy . I want to watch over you and the baby and protect you both and be sure you have a good, healthy pregnancy. But at the same time, we can’t go too far. Do you understand?”

I bite my lip.

“Yes, I understand,” I say in a small voice.

I was feeling so good—so safe and happy and warm and comfortable. But now I feel guilty and wrong. I don’t want to make Logan break the laws of his people. Well , I guess technically they’re my people too but it doesn’t really feel that way.

Logan seems to pick up on my mood.

“I’m sorry, kitten— I didn’t mean to make you feel bad,” he rumbles. “ We just need to be careful, that’s all.”

“I understand,” I tell him. And at the moment, I’m definitely not being careful.

I’m sprawled out naked in his arms— I need to get back to my own room.

“ I think I’d better go,” I tell him. “ I don’t think we should sleep together like this.

” I nod down at myself, blushing. I felt so free when he was massaging me but now I’m ashamed again.

“You’re probably right.” Logan reluctantly unwinds his arm from around my shoulders. “ I don’t know if I could control myself if I had you naked in my bed all night. You’re too fucking tempting, sweetheart.”

My cheeks get even hotter.

“Um…thank you. And thanks for the massage. But maybe…maybe we’d better not do it again.”

“Maybe not.” Logan rubs his face. “ God , that fucker, Dirk ! I wish I’d met you before he did.”

“I wish that too,” I say softly, sliding out of his bed. “ Goodnight , Logan .”

“Goodnight, Poppy .” His deep voice is muted, as though he’s sad. I feel the same way. His big hands feel so right when he touches me and he’s so kind and so good at giving me pleasure. I feel like I’m walking away from the perfect guy.

But I’m not really walking away, I tell myself as I slip out of his bedroom. We’re just putting a little distance between us. I don’t want to make Logan violate his beliefs. And honestly, I’m feeling guilty. I know Dirk abandoned me and stole all my money, but we’re still technically married.

I wish I could find him—not just to get my money back. I also want a divorce!

But there’s nothing I can do about that now. With a sigh, I slip into my own bed. The sheets are cold and I shiver, missing the warmth of Logan’s big body. But we have to put some distance between us. We can’t repeat the actions of tonight.

Telling myself that, I fall into a thin, exhausted sleep, wishing things were different.