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Zeus

CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR

"What are you doing, Zeus? Get out of the rain!" she shouts from inside the room.

I place the glass of whiskey on one of the many tables outside and turn to face her, my clothing soaked. "What do you want, Madison?"

She hesitates but then steps out into the rain too, and within seconds, the pink dress she's wearing is soaking wet, molding to her body.

"You," she says, putting her hands behind her back and unzipping her dress. Then she takes off her panties and bra.

"You want me to fuck you, is that it?" I get rid of my pants and boxers, feeling completely unstable and not at all willing to hide it. "Are you offering your body because you want mine too? Here's a secret: It's not fucking enough anymore."

The water runs down our skin, but we still don't move.

"What exactly do you expect from me, Zeus? I gave everything I could. I said that I love you."

"I don't know anything about love, other than this crazy combination of feelings and lust that you awaken in me, Madison, but about relationships, I have no doubt that there has to be trust. I made a mistake with you by not being one hundred percent honest about my life and future, and for that I ask for your forgiveness, but if you expect me to try to convince you to allow yourself to truly be with me while you continue to protect yourself, you don't know me that well."

"I'm here."

"Offering me sex, like you always do. I was the one who always tried to get to know you better. You never wanted to know about my life or family. Even on the day I began to explain my past, I had to insist that you listen to me."

"I was afraid of falling in love."

"And I wasn't? Hell, the only example I’ve had of a male/female relationship resulted in my father shooting himself in the head because he couldn't imagine living without her, even after he was sure that not only had she cheated on him but that she had left him for his best friend!"

She looks at me, scared, but I'm also terrified by the strength of my feelings.

"When I stay still and don’t touch you, I almost feel physical pain. All I want is to lay you down on this table and fuck you so hard that we both forget our own names, but I need more than your pussy, Madison. I want it all: a future for both of us."

"I don't know if I can do it," she says, and it's like being stabbed.

I gave you everything. I have nothing more to offer.

I turn my back and move away.

Seconds later, I feel her arms around my body.

"I don't know if I can trust anyone completely, but I'm going to die trying, because the other option is to be without you and be unhappy for the rest of my life."

Her mouth wanders over my skin, which, even with the freezing rain, is feverish. Her hands touch my chest, my nipples, my abdomen, and I know I should stop her, but I don't want to.

"What are you offering me, Madison?"

She starts to masturbate my cock, her teeth biting me hard, in a contrast of pleasure and pain, exactly how we are to each other.

Despite all the love we may feel, it's not easy for either of us to let our guard down and trust, but the option to turn our backs on this crazy, intense feeling is even more fucked up.

"Everything, Zeus. I will strip myself of any protection if you do the same."

I turn to face her and pick her up. Without tests or foreplay, I enter her pussy completely. "Don't you know that I did that a long time ago? You are a part of me, Madison. It's in my blood."

"Zeus..." she whispers, breathlessly, seconds before I take her mouth.

My breathing is also heavy, from a mixture of emotion that only she can extract from me: lust, anger, and love. An explosive combination, just like the two of us.

She trembles in my arms, and just like that, both of us having surrendered, discarded the armor we always wear against the world, I realize how much I've been fooling myself this whole time.

"It was always love," I say, holding her ass and making her come down hard on me. "It was never just sex. From the moment I entered your body for the first time, I knew I had arrived home."

She holds my hair tightly. "Don't play with me."

"Never."

The act is brutal, almost insane. The kisses, licks, and bites transforming from anger to passion.

Our hands want to be everywhere at once; her nails tear the flesh of my back amidst her moans of pleasure.

It's a desperate search for connection. A silent promise, an agreement made with our bodies: no matter what happens, we love each other and we will stay together.

I fuck her for minutes, maybe hours, and the rage inside me doesn't calm down. She comes two, three times, and I still don't stop.

"I love you," she repeats, moving up and down on me.

"I can no longer imagine my life without you, Madison."

"I'm giving you everything, Zeus. Don't hurt me."

I could make her promises, because as sure as the sun will rise tomorrow, I will fulfill each one of them, but right now, I don't have the necessary words, so I let my body show her.

She's completely given herself over to me to do whatever I want with her, and I've never felt her be mine more than I do now.

I enter the house without leaving her body and go to my room.

I lay her back on the bed and lift her legs onto my shoulders. "Open your eyes."

She does, and the surrender I see in those green depths reassures me that Madison is and will always be the one for me.

I finger her clit as my cock moves in and out of her tight pussy. The position drives me crazy because I can go very deep, and she moans loudly with each thrust.

My thumb attacks her pleasure point without respite, and with the other hand, I caress the only part of her body that I have left to touch. "I'm going to fuck your ass. I need to be in every piece of you. Fill you everywhere."

She moans, and her pussy contracts.

"Do you feel horny imagining me here?" I insert my thumb lightly, widening it for me.

"I want you, no matter what. Anywhere. I'm yours, Zeus."

I pull out of her and place her on her hands and knees. I bite her hard ass and suck her honey-soaked sex. She rolls onto her face, and I collect some of her arousal, spreading it across her untouched opening.

I fit myself between her legs and slowly fuck her again, going deep, but without rushing, and at the same time I put a finger in her virgin hole.

She squeezes me with her pussy and ass but doesn't ask me to stop.

I attack her from all sides, now taking her with my cock and two fingers, while my other hand reaches her hard clit.

She moves around, and I need to concentrate very hard not to spill myself in her body.

When she comes again, I lie on my side and take her with me. I pull out of her pussy and position the head of my cock in her ass.

I bite her neck and ear, and she purrs like a cat, but when I start to push inside, her breathing quickens.

"I'm going to make it delicious, Madison. I'm going to get you addicted to taking my dick here. You're still going to ride me with that beautiful ass."

I lift her free thigh, trapping her on my forearm, and masturbate her clit. I continue to insert myself centimeter by centimeter. She whimpers but pushes back.

"You drive me crazy, woman," I say, licking her earlobe.

When I feel like she's relaxed enough, I push all the way in, up to my balls. One of my arms is underneath her body, and she bites it hard.

"I'm all the way inside you, hottie."

She moans as my hand on her clit continues to work to find the balance between pleasure and pain.

"What a delicious ass, love."

"Show me more. I can handle it."

I pinch her clit at the same time I start lightly pushing back and forth.

We both moan loudly when she starts to squeeze me, but her moans contain a hint of pain.

"Focus on my hand on your pussy. The more you fight it, the more it will hurt."

She starts to lick the arm that she was biting before, and I enlarge myself even more inside her body.

"If you want me to stop, now is the time, love."

She doesn't say anything but takes my hand, puts it to her lips and starts sucking my thumb, the same way she sucks my dick.

"Madison . . ."

"Make me all yours."

My jaw is clenched, such is the determination with which I force myself to go slowly, in a very slow fuck for my standards.

I try to pull out in one go and return with a little more intensity.

She cries out but raises her body to welcome me.

"I need to fuck you harder now. I want to come inside you."

"Oh my God."

When I start to move at an increasingly accelerated cadence, I feel her relax as I asked her to, and I almost go crazy when I see her pulling her own nipples, telling me how good it feels to be all mine.

The feeling of being trapped within her walls, of breaking down the final barrier between us, hurls me out of orbit.

I feel every muscle in her tighten on me, milking my cock as I fuck her without pause.

"I'm going to come," she says, and I pinch her clit between my thumb and forefinger.

There's no more taking it easy, not even if I wanted to, so lifting her leg almost to the limit, I fuck her without pity.

I can only hold back long enough to feel her come, and then I release myself in an intense orgasm, flooding her with my sperm.

I slowly pull out and lay her on her back, fitting myself between her legs. "I'm crazy about you, Madison. Love doesn't even come close to explaining it."

"I'm crazy about you too, and I'm not afraid anymore. I want everything."