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“Since you can’t stop asking for it,” he growls, snaking his hand under and around my hip. “Come for me and I’ll fill you up,micina selvatica.”He targets my clit with expert precision and starts to stroke it with his strong and skilled fingers.

“Apollo!” I scream, rocking back into him.

“Yeaaaah,” he groans. “Fuck me back just like that, love. There you go, fuck. I’m gonna come, are you ready for me?”

I respond in an incoherent moan, feeling my walls constrict around his throbbing cock. My ears feel full and fuzzy, as the pressure building finally breaks. My core clenches hard and I feel him swell up before a familiar heat floods my tender pussy.

“That’s it, take every drop. Just like that, baby.”

“Apollo,” I breathe out shakily. “It’s so good.”

Our combined pleasure washes over and through us in a blissful wave. He makes shallow thrusts to work us to the end, and when we come down, everything just feelsright. The way his skin feels against mine, the way we fit…it’s flawless.

“I’m going to do this to you for the rest of our lives.”

“Promise?”

He chuckles at my comment and slowly pulls out, some of his cum seeping out as he does. He quickly gathers the rogue liquidwith his fingers and stuffs it back in. My poor pussy is swollen and overly sensitive, but accepts his fingers readily.

“Did you just…” I trail off, swallowing down the shock. “You dirty little freak.”

“Haven’t you learned by now, love? There’s nothinglittleabout me.”

Damn, if that ain’t that the truth.

Chapter Forty-Six

Rayna

Nervousness is making my stomach churn and bubble, and I almost wish I wasn’t so stubborn that I came here alone. I could use Apollo’s steady confidence for comfort, or even Jade’s kind eyes to make me feel less anxious.

The waiting room doesn’t feel very welcoming. The chairs are small and hard, the floors are so white that they almost hurt to look at, and the sterile smell in the air makes everything feel cold. I haven’t been to the doctor’s in over a year at this point, and sneaking off to see one doesn’t feel good.

Apollo thinks I’m shopping for the kittens.

Whydid I lie to him? It was so stupid and unnecessary. We’re trying for a baby, we’ve been fucking unprotected like rabbits on crack for months. He would be happy if I’m pregnant, so I don’t understand the anxiousness I’m being flooded with. I don’t know whether I’m more afraid that I’m not pregnant and something is wrong with me, or that I’m pregnant and everything is about to change.

I want to be a mom, I really do. But it’s a lot, isn’t it?

It’s scary, and pregnancy changes you. Not just physically, but emotionally and mentally. I’ve just gotten into this good place with Apollo and part of me is terrified that I’m going to do something to ruin it.

And lying to him is probably a great way to start ruining it.

Ugh, sometimes I hate my own actions, and I don’t know how to stop making the wrong choices. I always do this with important stuff. It’s never about small things that don’t matter.

No, I screw up the things that matter most.

“Rayna?” a kind voice calls out.

The nurse who’s been bringing patients back is waiting for me at the door this time. I don’t have any more time to dwell on my poor decisions as I stand up and make my way over to her.

She wordlessly brings me back into the office, putting me into an exam room that’s just as chilly and clean as the waiting room. The preliminary vitals go by quickly. She takes my height, weight, blood pressure, temperature, and a few other things, noting them in her tablet as she goes.

Then, the questions come.

“Are you on any medications or recreational drugs?”

No.