Page 105 of Russian Roulette

He’s close, too. His thrusts grow faster, and then he groans. He buries his face against my shoulder while his body comes in release. We don’t move a muscle for a long time. I stand there shaken to the core with his arms wrapped under my breasts and his breath hot on my neck. After what seems like forever, he gently pulls out of me. Instead of stepping back and moving away, his muscular arms tighten around my waist. He folds me into the warmth of his body like a heavy weighted blanket and I never want to move.

“For God’s sake, Jade,” he murmurs hoarsely. “Say something.”

I feel his heart hammering wildly against my back. I turn around slowly in his arms and reach up to cup his face in my hands. Our eyes meet and my heart shatters. The twinkle in his beautiful blue eyes is gone. All that’s left is a deep anguish that I put there. I’m devastated by the raw emotion in his eyes.

What am I doing to this man?

“Listen to me,” I say, holding his face so he can’t look away. “I won’t run away again. Don’t give up on me because I’ll always come back to you, I swear.”

“Why should I believe you?” he asks doubtfully, his face taut with tension. His eyes tell me he doesn’t believe me yet, but he wants to. He stands there quietly, gazing at me while his mind tries to work out whether to believe me. I hold my breath and wait, almost afraid to push him too far. This is something he needs to decide for himself. I can’t make him trust me. Conflicting emotions flash across his face.

“Well, for one thing, we didn’t use a condom,” I tell him. “I’m on the pill, so we don’t have to worry, but if I trust you with my health, then you need to trust me, too.”

“Oh my God, I’m so sorry,” he says, a horrified expression on his face when he realizes our recklessness. “I swear to you I’m clean. Honestly, I never date anyway. I lost my mind when I caught you trying to go out the window and there’s no excuse for that. I don’t know what came over me to be so irresponsible. Can you forgive me?”

“Come with me,” I say, taking his hand and pulling him toward the bedroom. “It’s time for us to forgive each other.”

53

KIT

Reaching down at her invitation, I slide one arm around her legs and the other around her shoulders. Picking her up easily, I go to the bedroom with her clinging tightly to my neck. I’m kissing her hungrily before we make it to the bed. My cock is telling me to fuck her every way possible and then do it all over again.

I place her on the bed and cover her with my body. Her hands curl tightly in my hair and she parts her soft lips, opening her mouth to draw me in. My brain fogs over and I’m almost frozen by indecision. Now that she’s given me permission, I can’t decide where to touch her first.

Too many choices.

Before this night is over, I will touch and taste it all. As many times as she’ll let me. I slide my hand up her side to cup her full breast. I apply more pressure with my fingers until they sink into the soft, luscious tit. She gazes at me, her eyes clouded with desire, and I sense in a flash what she needs.

Jade doesn’t want it slow and careful. She’s as hungry as I am. She wants it raw, hot, and fast.

“You have no idea how crazy you make me,” I whisper in her ear. Her sweet scent is intoxicating, and I can’t resist trailing my lips along her neck. “I’ve dreamed of touching you this way.”

She glides her hands down my back and tugs my shirt out of my jeans. “You’re not the only one who has dreams,” she says. “Why do you still have clothes on? Help me take your shirt off.”

I sit up and tug my shirt off. Her hands immediately reach for me to drag me back on top of her. She slides the palms of her hands eagerly up my chest and over my pecs.

“I’ve been dreaming of touching your muscles since the first day I met you,” she says. “You’re the most unbelievable, gorgeous man I’ve ever seen in my life. The women at Platinum were soaking their panties when you walked in there and carried me out.”

She laughs, and I stare at her in mesmerized wonder. Her exposed body is gorgeous, with breasts that are full, soft, and real with oversized nipples. I want to lick their thickness and explore them with my tongue. Leaning closer, I swoop lower to seize one thimble-sized nipple in my mouth. Immediately, the responsive tip hardens between my lips.

My cock is already hard and throbbing again. I tug her nipple a little roughly with my teeth, pulling the tip. There’s no way I’ll be able to keep it together enough to slow this down. I need to savor every moment, yet I’m dying to slide inside her again and feel her tight pussy clenching around me. Luckily, I have plenty of stamina and if she’s willing, we can go as slow as she wants the second and third time around. Trying to slow down right now is fucking impossible. But I know every moment with her has to count.

Every kiss, every touch.

Jade’s fingers grip my shoulders as I alternate breasts, sucking and teasing the nipples. Her heartbeat is racing fast underneath my lips and her breath hitches as I trail my lips along the valley between her swollen breasts. If I thought I was in deep shit before where she was concerned, it’s nothing compared to now.

I’ve experienced heaven between her legs and I’m never going back. No way. Any other woman would be settling, and I’m not doing thateveragain.

I move back to her lips and lower my body so that her soft breasts press directly against my chest. The intense skin-to-skin contact throws me off balance. Jade murmurs my name and strains her body against mine as our kiss deepens.

Jade is opening up to me and giving me everything I desperately want to take. No holding back. My blood is pumping, rushing to my cock and making me wonder if she is going mad the same way I am.

Only one way to find out.

I slide my hand down her stomach. She sucks in a breath as I skim over her waxed mound. So sexy and smooth.Perfection.So much for my self-control. A split-second later, my hand is back between her thighs.

“You’re burning hot. Spread your legs wider for me.”