Page 8 of Revna’s Alpha (Safe Haven #1)

CHAPTER EIGHT

REVNA

N erves ran through Revna as Daddy carried her out of the house. They were on their way to meet some of the other Littles. Was she ready for this? Probably not.

“You’re okay,” he whispered as they got closer.

She could hear people talking, making her cling onto Daddy even tighter. Her leg was fully healed but Daddy insisted on carrying her. Maybe he knew she would likely run if he hadn’t been carrying her.

It was tempting, very tempting.

“I don’t know,” she whispered. “Can we go back home?”

Daddy stilled and smiled at her.

“I love hearing you call it home, but we can’t. Try and talk to them for at least five minutes. Then if you don’t like it, I’ll take you home.”

Revna shook her head. She didn’t want to go over there and interact with them. What if they didn’t like her? What if they made fun of her? What if some of them were extremely rude and turned everyone against her?

There were too many possibilities and she didn’t want to be in any one of them.

“Daddy.”

“You’re okay. I’ll be in your line of sight the whole time.”

“You’re leaving me?” Her eyes went wide.

Revna tightened her hold on Daddy’s neck. They weren’t even there yet but she didn’t want to get caught off guard. What if he sat her down and just left?

“I’m not going to leave you, Little one. Daddy is going to be a couple feet away but I’m not leaving you.”

That didn’t make her feel any better. While she didn’t know him well, she felt comfortable around him and didn’t want to be separated.

“We’re here.”

She buried her head into his neck, not wanting to look at everyone. All conversation stopped as Daddy stood in his place.

“Nooooo,” she whined as Daddy sat her on the ground.

Revna immediately wrapped her arms around him, burying her face in his body.

“You’re okay, Revna. Everything is going to be alright.”

She clung onto him as Daddy tried to pry her off.

“No!” She screamed. “Stop!”

Daddy stopped and let her hold onto him. Why couldn’t he understand she didn’t want to meet them now.

“Hi!” a girly voice yelled. “I’m Tina!”

Revna didn’t pull her head from Daddy’s side, no matter how curious she was about who the person could be.

“Revna. It’s not nice to ignore people,” Daddy scolded her.

“Daddy, I don’t wanna,” she whined, briefly looking at him before putting her face back into his body.

Daddy pulled her arms off of him and knelt down in front of her.

“What did Daddy say before?”

Revna didn’t know. He had said countless things leading up to them coming here. How was she supposed to remember all of them?

“Try for at least five minutes. If you really don’t like it, then you can come to me and we’ll leave. But try for at least five minutes. You might surprise yourself and love hanging out with them.”

“I highly doubt that,” she whispered.

“Try.”

Revna figited on her feet. She had never been good at meeting new people. She had never been good at getting on stage and dancing in front of thousands of people. Normally she took medicine to help her nerves but she didn’t have any with her.

“I’m nervous.” Tears formed in her eyes once again. “I. What if you leave? I don’t want you to leave.”

Daddy cupped her face with his hands. “I’m going to be in your line of sight the whole time. If you move spots, I’ll move mine so you can always see me. I’m not going to leave you,” he gently said. “If you get nervous or don’t want to do anything, you can come to me. But after you try for at least five minutes. Actually try and not fake it.”

Revna scrunched up her nose. She didn’t like that answer. She just wanted Daddy to tell her she could stay with him or they could go home. That sounded a lot better.

“They are waiting patiently to meet you,” Daddy whispered. “They are so excited. Can you be brave for Daddy?”

She shook her head. Being brave took a lot out of her.

“I bet they can answer some of the questions you have in your head. They’ve all gone through the same thing you are currently going through. Daddy can always answer questions you have, but sometimes it’s nice to talk to someone who gets you.”

Daddy did have a good point and she hated that. There were several questions going through her head. Maybe she should talk to them and ask them questions. But would Daddy be able to hear her conversation?

He said something about heightened hearing. She didn’t know how far that extended, but if he was going to be in eyesight of her, he was going to hear what she asked.

Revna needed to weigh the pros and cons. She desperately wanted to now talk to them about how they coped with everything but did she want Daddy to hear?

“Okay,” she sighed.

Daddy kissed her forehead. “Such a good girl. I’ll be right in your line of sight. If anything happens, I’ll be right there and if you get overwhelmed, you come to Daddy.”

Nodding her head, she turned around and stopped in her spot. Several pairs of eyes were on her.

“You’re okay. Go on and say hi,” Daddy encouraged her.

“Hi,” she whispered, waving her hand.

“Come sit with us!” a girl raised her voice. “I saved you a spot right next to me!”

Daddy gave her an encouraged pat on the bottom when she looked back at him. Taking a hesitant step towards them, all their faces brightened.

“I’m Tina. That’s Joey, Michael, and Rose.”

“Hi. I’m Revna.”

“That’s such an interesting name!” Rose leaned forward.

All of them were wearing some form of pullup or diaper. Did everyone in the town wear one?

Revna shrugged. “My parents were weird with names.”

She never had a good explanation because her parents never gave one. They just told her they wanted her to be different and she was going to be different. And she was in some ways.

Growing up homeschooled, all of her free time went into ballet. They wanted her to be amazing and she was.

“So, when did you arrive?” Rose asked.

“She’s the one that arrived yesterday!” Joey pointed out. “Remember. We heard her scream and everyone ran to see what was happening.”

“I don’t remember that,” Joey mumbled.

“That’s because you were probably taking your nap. It was around that time,” Tina explained. “You also had to be kind of close to hear it with our ears. I’m pretty sure everyone in the town who is a werewolf heard her scream.”

Guilt festered inside of Revna. She didn’t mean to scream and gain everyone's attention. She had been in pain and everything was coming crashing down on her.

“Anyways, do you have any questions for us?” Tina asked. “I’ve been here the longest out of everyone here.”

She was proud of that? Revna didn’t understand.

“I don’t know,” she whispered, all of her questions completely disappearing from her mind.

Revna looked over at Daddy, making sure he was still in eye distance. He smiled and blew her a kiss. Her whole body relaxed and got turned on as he wiggled his eyebrows at her.

“Well, the transition period. I’m pretty sure we’ve all asked this question at some point,” Michael said. “We could talk about that.”

“Good idea!” Rose exclaimed.

Revna relaxed as she continued to look at Daddy. He was right there and he wasn’t going anywhere.

“Revna?” Tina called out.

“Hmm?” she looked over at the group of people. “Sorry, I was lost in thought.”

“About your Daddy,” Rose wiggled her eyebrows. “I get those too. It’s kind of hard not to when our Daddies or Mommies look so good.”

Her cheeks flushed. “Umm, that’s not what I was thinking.”

But she couldn’t deny her Daddy did look incredibly handsome. She hadn’t really taken the time to appreciate how well he looked. With his short dark hair, hazel eyes, tan skin, and a muscular body. She could come right there just thinking about him.

“Sure you weren’t,” Rose chuckled. “Anyways, would you like to know about the transition period?”

“Yes, please.”

“Well, it’s not really a time period that is set in stone. For me, it only took a couple of days,” Tina explained.

“It took me a month,” Joey mumbled.

“Don’t feel bad! I almost took a month as well. Everyone is different and their circumstances,” Rose patted his back.

“I took like a week I think to get used to everything,” Michael replied.

“It might seem a little weird, especially since it normally is so fast. You’re getting so much thrown at you, the bottles, diapers, wearing clothes or not wearing clothes, their super hearing, marking and other things but you’ll get used to it and you’ll actually love it,” Tina explained.

“I think all of us are so much happier now than we were before. This is a good life. One you don’t have to worry about because your Daddy is going to take care of you. He is going to treasure you and make sure you have everything you need and want,” Michael started to pick at the grass. “I know I am. I thought my life was good before I magically walked into this town, but it really wasn’t. Here, I am so free and cherished.”

Her head was spinning with all the information.

“Do you guys work? What is this marking you are talking about?” Revna asked. “Does everyone wear a diaper?”

“Not everyone wears a diaper. I normally don’t. Right now I have a pullup on but I normally wear big boy boxers.”

“Then why are you?”

“Cause we are out here and my Mommy didn’t want me to hold it in or have to leave in the middle of it while I’m having fun.”

“And working is a whole different situation. I think most caregivers prefer their Littles to not work. I don’t think I’ve seen any Little work, but I could be wrong,” Rose chimed in. “I’ll let Tina answer the marking part.”

“It’s kind of like marriage. He’ll bite your neck and after a couple of days, it’ll turn into this beautiful mark. I can’t say what yours is going to look like since every one is different.”

Revna’s eyes went huge and she shook her head. There is no way she is going to let Daddy bite her neck. No way in hell.

“It hurts for like five seconds and then it’s all pleasure,” Tina said.

“So much pleasure,” Michael emphasized. “Like it’s absolutely amazing.”

“I don’t know,” she whispered.

“You’ll be scared but he’ll calm down your nerves,” Rose said.

“This is all so much. I don’t think I can do this.”

“You can. Your Daddy will help you the whole way. You don’t need to worry. It might be hard at some points, but you’re going to love it,” Tina grabbed her hand and gave it a squeeze.

Revna looked over at Daddy, only to see him already looking at her. He could hear everything she was saying and the other people were saying. Was he mad at her for not knowing if she can do this?

“I want to try, but it’s a lot. So much is happening in a short amount of time. Sometimes I just want to cry because it’s so overwhelming,” She looked away from him.

“So then do. You’re Daddy will hold you and make sure everything is okay,” Joey replied. “That’s what my Mommy did.”

All of the sudden Revna felt something inside of her come to life. Desire flooded her system as she looked over at Daddy. His eyes were trained on her. Wiggling in her spot, she so badly wanted to reach down and start to pleasure herself.

“Ah, I know that look,” Tina chuckled. “My Daddy did it to me as well. So many times.”

“Did what?” Revna asked through her clenched jaw.

Everything in her wanted to moan and beg Daddy to pleasure her.

“Exactly what he’s doing to you. He’s pulling on the mate bond, making your desires even more,” Tina explained.

“He can feel your emotions through the mate bond,” Joey shrugged as if it was no big deal.

“No,” Revna whispered.

“Yeah, so when you’re feeling sad he can feel it. Happy, he can also feel it. Even when you are turned on. Sometimes it sucks, especially when you are getting punished and can’t have a release. But most of the time it’s actually quite nice,” Rose giggled.

“Is there a way to block it?” Revna asked.

“I don’t think so. I haven’t figured it out and I haven’t heard of any other Little who has either.”

Revna looked at Daddy and whined. She could still feel the tug, the desire running through her body.

“I do have to say the sex is mindblowing,” Michael said. “Go get him.”

She didn’t want to. Okay, that was a complete lie. She wanted to but then everyone would know what they were about to do. Her eyes went wide. Every werewolf has better hearing. Can they hear when people have sex?

“Houses are soundproof,” Tina spoke. “I had the same look when I had that thought. No one else can hear unless you leave a door or window open that leads to outside. Besides that, no one will be able to hear.”

That still didn’t help her one bit. If she went to Daddy right now, everyone would know what they were going to do. Did she really want that?

“Well, I’m going to go be with Mommy. I want some special time,” Joey got up.

“Special time is his way of saying sex. He just doesn’t like to say the word.”

Revna’s eyes went even wider. They were talking about sex like it wasn't a big deal.

“Go get him,” Rose encouraged her. “He’s just going to continue to pull on the mate bond.”

Which Revna wasn’t going to be able to withstand. She carefully got up and walked towards Daddy.

“Yes, Little one?”

“Daddy,” she whimpered.

“Yes?”

“I need you.”