Page 12 of Revna’s Alpha (Safe Haven #1)

CHAPTER TWELVE

REVNA

R evna kicked her feet in the air, not wanting to get a spanking. Sure, she had been naughty but that didn’t mean she wanted him to spank her bottom.

Nope.

Definitely not.

It also wasn’t because she thought she would get turned on with each spanking.

That definitely wasn’t the reason at all.

“Stay still,” Daddy commanded.

But Revna didn’t want to. She didn’t want to take her punishment in fear she would get turned on. She had never been spanked before. What if she liked it? What if she wasn’t supposed to like it and he got her in trouble for liking it?

“No!” she yelled.

Daddy moved his right leg, trapping her legs underneath his. She wiggled, trying to get out of it. She needed to get out of it.

“Daddy! No! Please, no!”

“You should have thought about that before you stomped your foot twice, stuck your tongue out at me, called me names, and didn’t come when I told you to.”

Guilt riddled inside of her. She had done all of those things but she still didn’t want to get spanked. No way.

“Please.”

Before she could say any more, Daddy’s hand started to swat her bottom. She howled in pain as he peppered her bottom with spankings.

“Please!” she cried out.

Daddy didn’t stop though, he kept going, changing where he smacked her with every one. Her bottom was on fire, radiating pain.

“Daddy!”

“Almost done.”

Tears pooled in her eyes, spilling over and running down her cheek.

“Please,” she sobbed. “Daddy stop!”

“Not yet.”

Daddy spanked her several times on her sit spot. Screaming, she went limp across his lap as she sobbed.

“You’re okay,” Daddy whispered, pulling her up from her spot.

She winced in pain as her bottom made contact with his thighs.

“All is forgiven now.”

Revna continued to cry in Daddy’s chest, letting everything go.

“That’s it. Let it all out. You’re okay. Everything is okay. Daddy’s got you.”

His arms wrapped around her, making her feel safe and secure, like he would fight off everything that came towards her.

As her crying quieted down, Daddy pulled back. He wiped away the tears on her face.

“Such a good girl for taking your punishment like that. My good girl.”

Revna relaxed into his embrace.

“Let’s go get you dressed.”

She whined, not wanting to go meet this mysterious person. Who was it? Were they going to hurt her? She shook her head. Daddy said he wasn’t going to allow anyone to hurt her, that he would keep her safe.

“No whining.”

“I don’t wanna meet them though,” she whispered.

Daddy patted her back as he stood up. He wasn’t going to give her a choice though and she knew that.

“W-who are we meeting?”

Was it a male or a female? Were they scary? Were they going to like her? Was it his parents?

“I can’t meet your parents!” she blurted out before he could respond. “I can’t meet them now!”

Daddy chuckled and held her close. “You aren’t meeting my parents. Don’t worry.”

“Then who?”

“Let’s get you changed first.”

She didn’t like the sound of that. Why wouldn’t he just tell her who she was meeting? Was it bad? Was he going to give her up?

Nerves bubbled inside of her as she was laid down on the changing table once again. Daddy made quick work of putting a diaper on her before walking away.

“Daddy!” she raised her voice.

He peeked his head out of the closet. “Yes, Little one?”

“Please tell me.”

She needed to know or else she was going to make herself sick with worry.

“Please, Daddy. I need to know. You’re making me really nervous. I need to know.”

Daddy walked out, holding a dress in his hands. A very short dress. Where were the leggings? Why wasn’t he holding any?

Daddy placed his hand on her stomach and gently started to rub. “We’re meeting the Alpha.”

“The who?”

“The Alpha. He is the leader of the town, the pack. The one in charge.”

“Why do I have to meet him?”

“Because he meets with everyone new. It’s not a law but just something we all do. Technically he’s met you already but you were unconscious when you first arrived.”

That didn’t make her any less nervous. If anything, it made her more nervous. He already knew what she looked like and she didn’t have a clue. Did she see him yesterday when they were out?

“You’re going to do fine. There is nothing to worry about,” Daddy encouraged her.

Nothing to worry about? Was Daddy insane?

“What if he doesn’t like me? What if he doesn’t think I’m good enough for you? What if he decides he isn’t okay with me being here? Has that happened?”

Her breathing picked up as she thought about those questions.

“Why aren’t you answering? Is one of those questions going to come true?”

Daddy quickly unbuckled her and picked her up, holding her close to him. Her bare chest was across his, making her slightly relax as they had skin to skin contact.

“None of those questions are true. He is going to like you and he isn’t going to take you away. I promise. He just wanted to meet you properly and welcome you to the town.”

That didn’t ease her worries at all.

“Little one. Trust Daddy. He wouldn’t lie to you. I promise Tobi isn’t going to hate you. He is excited to meet you officially.”

“Promise?” She whispered.

“I promise, Little one. He just wants to meet you and welcome you into the town.”

She sighed and snuggled into Daddy’s embrace. He continued to hold her for several seconds, rocking her back and forth.

“I still don’t want to go,” she mumbled.

“We’re going, Little one. He’s expecting us.”

“You won’t leave me?”

She wouldn’t be able to do it without him. Revna was pretty sure if Daddy left her with the Alpha that she would break down and cry, maybe even scream as well until Daddy came back.

Daddy kissed her temple. “I’m not going to leave you. I’ll be right next to you the whole time.”

“Holding me?”

“Do you want Daddy to hold you?”

She nodded her head. Revna knew if Daddy wasn’t holding her she would make a run for it before they even got there. She didn’t want to disappoint Daddy, not when this person meant a lot to him.

“Then Daddy will hold you.”

He kissed her temple once again, holding her closer.

“Daddy is so proud of you for letting me know what you needed. So proud.”

She smiled and snuggled back into his embrace. She never wanted to leave. Any time she wasn’t touching him, she felt lost and not safe but the moment she touched him, it all went away.

Was that going to be like that for the rest of her life or was it going to get better over time?

“Little one?”

She hummed.

“What are you thinking so hard about?”

Did she want to tell him? Would he view her as weak after she did?

“You’re okay. You can tell Daddy anything. I’m not going to judge you.”

Revna took a deep breath. “Is it going to get better?”

“Is what?”

“Feeling lost and not safe whenever I’m not touching you. Is that ever going to get better?”

“Yes, Little one. It’s going to get better. Right now everything is so new but as the days go by, it’ll get better.”

She sighed and nodded. Hopefully it didn’t take too long because she didn’t like the feeling.

“Let's get you dressed.”

Daddy sat her down on the changing table. She whined and winced as pain shot across her bottom.

“Arms up.”

She lifted her arms and Daddy helped put her dress on. It barely covered her thighs.

“Leggings?” she asked.

“Not this time, Little one.”

“But–”

“No buts.”

Daddy helped her down from the changing table and she looked down. It barely covered her bottom.

“You can see my diaper,” she whispered.

“You can, Little one.”

Daddy walked around behind her. Before she knew it, Daddy cupped the exposed part of her bottom and squeezed it.

“Ouchie! Daddy! Stop it!”

Revna pulled away and glared at him.

“Did Daddy say you could move?”

“My bottom is sore and I don’t want you touching it.”

“Daddy was checking to see if people could see your red bottom and thighs.”

She gasped and tried to look back at her legs but couldn’t see anything.

“Daddy, no! I want leggings,” she demanded.

Revna didn’t want other people to know she had gotten spanked. That would be embarrassing. Would the Alpha say anything?

“You aren’t getting leggings. Daddy already told you that.”

“But Daddy! I want leggings.”

“Demand it again and you’ll land yourself another spanking. Daddy said you weren’t wearing leggings this time.”

Pushing her bottom lip out, she whined.

“No whining either.”

“But–”

“Do you want another spanking?”

“No,” she whispered.

She really didn’t. Her bottom already ached with her last spanking a couple of minutes ago. Was he really going to spank her again?

Revna didn’t like that as they were going to walk to the person’s house, everyone could see she was wearing a diaper. She knew some people did, like the people she met the other day, but what about the other people who didn’t wear them. Would they make fun of her? Would people whisper and point at her? Would they tell her she is too young to play with them?

“Daddy,” she whispered. “I.”

Would Daddy listen to her worries? Was he going to tell her she was just going to have to deal with it?

Worry churned in her stomach. She didn’t want to just deal with it. If she did, she wouldn’t leave the house…ever.

“What’s wrong, Little one?” Daddy asked.

She shook her head. Revna didn’t want to take the chance he would agree with them. What if he did? How heart broken would she be?

This is why she should have waited to get marked. Should have waited to fully commit until she knew the answer to these questions but she didn’t. She committed and now she couldn’t go back.

Not that she wanted to, but it made things more difficult if she needed to.

“Revna, what is it? You can tell Daddy anything.”

Could she though? Would he judge her for her thoughts? For her worries? Would he make fun of her and tell her to go sit in the corner because he couldn’t deal with it?

Daddy picked her up and walked to the chair, sitting down with her on his lap.

“Tell Daddy what’s wrong.”

“We have to go meet with the Alpha.” she wiggled on his lap, trying to get off. “We’re going to be late.”

Revna had a feeling they were already late with everything she had caused. Why did she have to be naughty? Why couldn’t she have just kept her mouth shut and gone along with it even if she didn’t want to?

“Right now Daddy needs to take care of his Little one. I’ve already mind linked the Alpha to let him know we were going to be running a little late. He said it was perfectly fine.”

She really couldn’t get out of it now. Should she make something up so it didn’t take long? Would he be able to tell if she lied?

“I can see you thinking really hard. I don’t want you to lie. If we need to postpone meeting with the Alpha so you can talk to me about whatever, we can. He’ll understand.”

She shook her head. There was no reason to postpone it. Her worries would only grow if they did.

“Then tell Daddy what’s going on.”

She sighed and looked down at her hands. She was going to have to tell him.

“What’s got you thinking so hard? What are you so worried about?”

“Everything.” She couldn’t stop herself from saying.

It wasn’t everything but it was easier to say than the specifics. Maybe he would give up because there was a lot to talk about.

“Start with one of them and we’ll make our way through them.”

She shook her head, still not looking up at him.

“We don’t have to talk about this,” she whispered. “It’s a lot and I know you wanted me to meet with the Alpha.”

“We can postpone it.”

“I don’t want to.”

“Revna. Look at Daddy.”

She didn’t though.

“Now.”

Slowly lifting her head, she made eye contact with him. Worry was the only thing she saw.

“Daddy wants to know what's going on. I can’t read minds, but I can feel your emotions through the mate bond. You are scared and nervous. Talk to Daddy.”

“You can see my diaper,” she whispered, looking away.

“Look back at Daddy. I want to see your eyes at all times while we talk.”

She didn’t want that though. She felt like she couldn’t lie to him if she did. Maybe that was the whole point, he could see when she was lying.

“Revna.”

Sighing, she looked back at Daddy.

“Good girl. Now, explain.”

“What if other people make fun of me for wearing a diaper? What if they point and whisper at me because my dress doesn’t cover everything? What if you agree with them?”

She took a breath and opened her mouth again, but Daddy gently placed his finger over her mouth.

“First off, Daddy would not agree with them. I put you in the dress because I think it’s cute. If they have a problem with it, they can take it up with me. I won’t tolerate them making fun of you,” he explained. “But I can tell you they won’t. There are so many different types of dynamics here. Some Littles wear diapers, pullups, and some are middles and are older. No one judges the other person for what they wear or choose not to wear.”

Silence filled the room as she took in what he just said.

“If it really bothers you, I can put leggings on you. But at some point you are going to have to walk around with just the dress and diaper.”

If she was going to have to do it eventually, should she just do it now? Revna knew no matter what she was going to be nervous the first several times, those questions plaguing her mind.

“You promise?”

“I promise they won’t make fun of you. If they do, they’re going to have to deal with me and their mate. We take making fun of people very seriously. It is not acceptable in this town and never will be.”

“Okay.”

She placed her head on his chest and snuggled in. Daddy was going to carry her so she might as well get comfortable.

“Are you ready to meet the Alpha?”

“Not really, but sure.”