Page 19 of Perfect Rhythm
NYX
What the hell have I gotten myself into ?
I kept my hands still and my eyes forward, trying not to let the nerves show as I sat beside Shade in the back of his Range. He hadn’t said a word since we left his penthouse, and the heat radiating off of him said more than enough. This wasn’t the Shade I was used to.
“Are you sure this is a good idea?” I asked. “Maybe you should just call Jassi and tell her to leave.”
He didn’t speak. Instead, he took a deep breath and looked at his phone. I couldn’t make out what he was looking at, but I was pretty sure it was more footage from the party.
“I just don’t want you to embarrass your sister. I know she’s going to be pissed if you just come in there and start acting crazy in front of everyone.”
Slowly, he turned my way. “Do I look like I give a fuck about her being pissed off?”
My head shot back. “Stop the car,” I shouted.
“What?”
“I said stop the fucking car!”
Shade looked at Antone. “Keep driving.”
“No, stop the car.”
“He’s not stopping the car. We’re in the middle of nowhere.”
“I don’t give a fuck. I’ll walk home,” I spat. “For starters, I don’t even know why I’m out here. Second, I’m not going to allow you to talk to me any kind of way just because you’re mad. I get enough bullshit from the man I’m sleeping with. I don’t need it from you.”
Shade’s eyes darkened, something dangerous flickering behind them. “When’s the last time you fucked him?”
“What?”
“You heard me.”
Oh, I’d heard him. I just couldn’t believe the audacity.
“And why do you feel like that’s any of your business?”
“Just answer the question. When’s the last time you gave that weak ass nigga some pussy?”
Laughing, I turned away from him, but he quickly moved my face back in his direction. “You’re laughing, but I don’t find shit funny. Answer the question or we’re going to be driving in circles all damn night.”
“Oh, I seriously doubt that. I see the fury in your eyes when it comes to Enzo. You wouldn’t dare miss out on a chance to check his ass just because you’re interested in my sex life.
And before you say some more crazy shit, don’t forget, I’m in a whole relationship with the man I have a sex life with. ”
His jaw tightened. “You’re with a nigga that doesn’t respect you or what you do.”
He was right, but I refused to tell him that.
We parked in front of the brick building, and I reached for the door handle. Shade pulled me back, forcing my head to rest against his shoulder.
I felt his hand curl around my neck, tender but tense. “Nyx, baby, I’m being as patient with you as I know how in this situation, but if you don’t answer me soon, we’re going to have a serious problem.”
I gasped, unsure of the different emotions that were flooding through me.
Suddenly, the seat of my panties was soaked, and again I was met with the feeling I’d had when he showed up at my door. I was so fucking turned on, and if it weren’t two other men in the car, I would’ve turned around and climbed on his dick.
Wait...what the fuck am I saying ?
Shaking my head to clear my thoughts, I took a deep breath. “Let me go.”
“Answer the question.”
“No.”
“Then I’m not letting you go.”
The crazy thing was, I didn’t want him to let me go. But we couldn’t stay here all night.
“Fine, it’s been weeks,” I lied.
But why the fuck did I lie? Shade wasn’t my man, and what I did with Eli wasn’t his business.
“Good. Let’s keep it that way.” He slipped his hand from around my neck, and I turned towards him, shoving him in the chest.
“You can’t tell me who I can and can’t fuck. You haven’t even done it yet.”
“Yet?” he said with a smirk before licking his lips. “Obviously, you’re planning on letting me. I’m glad we’re finally getting on the same page.”
I huffed, pissed that I’d allowed that one word to slip out. But somehow, that had become my usual mistake with Shade. I was always letting shit just slip out, which made it easier and easier for him to slip right in.
“Whatever.” I rolled my eyes. “We need to be clear about a few things.”
“What’s that?”
“One, don’t ever talk to me like that again. Two, don’t ever put your hands on me like that again. Three?—”
“Nah, you can stop right there,” he interrupted.
“I can make good on never speaking to you like that again. I allowed my anger to get the best of me, and I shouldn’t have.
You’re too beautiful to be talked to like that, so I’m sorry about that shit.
But as far as not touching you like that again, that’s something I’ll never agree to. ”
“And why not?”
“Because when I fuck, I fuck rough, and it requires my hands around your neck.”
I slammed my thighs together as my breath hitched in my throat.
Taking notice of my obvious pleasure, he slipped his hand between my thighs and opened them slowly. Smiling, he lowered his head until I could feel his breath brushing against the thick fabric of my sweats.
Fuck, what is he about to do ?
The question didn’t go unanswered for long.
His hands gripped the waistband of my sweats, pulling them down until they were below my knees. My eyes shot to the front, but Trace and Antone were focused straight ahead. They didn’t care that their boss was about to eat my pussy right behind their heads.
“Get out of the car,” he demanded over his shoulder.
For a second, I thought he was talking to me, but then Trace and Antone hopped out.
I sighed in relief, thankful that I would get to keep some of my dignity.
“Shade, we can’t do this here.”
“Relax, baby, you’re not doing anything. Just lay back.”
I opened my mouth to respond, but all words escaped me once I felt his tongue dip between my folds. “Oh, fuck!” My head fell back, and my hand slammed against the seat. “This can’t be happening again.”
“It definitely is,” he whispered.
My eyes widened. Shit, I wasn’t supposed to say that out loud.
“Relax your body, Nyx. My mouth wants to fuck you.”
But his mouth wasn’t the only thing that wanted to get the job done. I could feel his fingers sliding in and out of me in perfect sync. I couldn’t stop myself from giving in to every heated emotion he’d caused to surge throughout my body.
My hips moved vigorously, matching his voracious energy.
I swear, I would’ve mistaken his tongue for his dick just from the way he was moving it.
The only thing that reminded me otherwise was the size.
Without experiencing it, I already knew what Shade was working with.
My ass had grinded against it enough to know that his inches weren’t something to play around with.
“Oh my God,” I whispered. “I think I’m about to cum.”
“Do it, baby. Do it all over this fucking car.”
I could feel my thighs shaking, and my pelvis pressing against his face as he slid his tongue deeper into my opening. My hands made it to the top of his head, forcing him not to move. “Right there! Right fucking there!”
“Mmhmm,” he whispered. “Mmhmm.”
I fucking loved the way he moaned. It reassured me of how good my pussy was to him.
Even though I could feel myself about to lose it, I didn’t want the moment to end. I wanted to hold on until there was nothing left for me to hold on to.
I needed everything Shade was giving me.
The sound of him sucking on my pussy made me grind harder, and without hesitation, he kept up with my rhythm, proving that he was ready to move in whatever way I wanted to.
I sighed. “Damn, I might fall in love with that tongue.”
“As you should,” he mumbled. “It’s all yours, baby.”
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
My body went into overdrive, and before I knew it, I was exploding in his mouth.
He squeezed my ass, forcing my juices to glide down his throat. He didn’t stop sucking until he was convinced that there was nothing left to receive, and even then, he let his tongue linger inside of me.
Still trying to catch my breath, I pressed my hand against his cheek. “Shade, there’s nothing left. You licked your plate clean, baby.”
I could feel his smile against my flesh before he moved his mouth away from me. He turned and rested his head on my thigh.
This was insane. Another man was nestled comfortably between my legs, and I...I wanted him there.
“Shade—”
There was a heavy knock on the window before Trace opened the passenger side door. “Hey, boss, you might want to get inside if you want to catch this fool.”
Shade lifted his head, and I hurried to pull my sweats back up.
“I’ll wait here,” I told him
“Nah, you’re coming with me.” Before I could object, he snatched my hand and yanked me out of the car.