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MANDY MOORE AND ZACHARY LEVI

H oly fuck.

Was I completely out of my gourd from that last orgasm or did Mr. I-Hate-To-Dance just ask me if he could request a song for a Sillys dance routine? It was completely out of the blue. Even more so for it being a Broadway musical song. The man continued to surprise me, both in and out of the bedroom.

The man had a gift in the bedroom. He was selfless and attentive. Each time he slept with me it was as if he unlocked another secret to my desires. He took the time to figure out what made my body tick. At this rate, he was going to know more about my sexual needs than I had in my 32 years on this planet.

Right now, his kisses were sending me right back down that path to orgasmic euphoria. It was an off day for the team. Jamie and I planned on movies and books, among other things. And the “other things” had certainly taken precedence over everything else. The man had a hunger like no other and a bounce back that rivaled a teenager who just found the Victoria’s Secret catalog .

His mouth and hands always sent off a barrage of fireworks in my brain. Thoughts and feelings were going every which way. It was chaos yet, quiet. Maybe it was more like my brain set off fireworks in celebration of how this man made me feel.

Just what did Jamie make me feel? It was something that occupied my thoughts more and more with each passing day. I never thought I’d have this conversation with myself over a fantasy that was actually tangible. Aside from the shit schedule of a ball player, the rest of him was amazing.

As much as I enjoyed the sex, it wasn’t just about the sex. Sure, those first few days it seemed like it was only that. But once we got the weeks of dancing around the searing hot sexual tension out of our system, we spent more of our time talking or hanging out, enjoying each other’s company. It was becoming common practice for me to forget that I initially thought he was the unattainable major league ball player of my fantasies. That maybe, he was someone I could spend forever with.

My breath stalled, along with my thoughts, as I felt Jamie’s hand slip between my thighs. A happy little hum of approval vibrated against my skin as his mouth and tongue lazily made their way along my collarbone. My body arched towards him, wholeheartedly inviting him in.

That was the other thing that took me by surprise with this man. Typically, my body was unimpressed with the acts of seduction by men I’d been intimate with. With them, I spent most of the intimate process mentally making a to-do list or working on what I needed from the grocery store. With Jamie, all semblance of thought dissipated. All I could focus on was what his body was doing to mine. It was like a mantra, a meditation, something that hypnotized me and made me forget about the world for a while.

His finger slipped inside me with his hearty groan just as I heard the crooning between Rapunzel and Flynn during my favorite scene of the movie. As romantic as it would be to have sex to the song, I wasn’t exactly looking for the romantic kind at this very moment. Not with the man practically growling in my ear from pure and utter need to have me all over again.

“You know,” I managed to breathlessly get the words out as Jamie’s lips moved along my collarbone. “I think we should turn the TV off. I don’t exactly want Rapunzel to watch me get railed.”

Jamie stopped his actions as his hot breath of laughter coated my bare breasts. There went my mouth, dropping word vomit like I made money off of it. He looked up at me as he withdrew his fingers. I pouted.

“Ah, smart. I definitely don’t have the voyeur kink.” Now it was my turn to laugh. Despite the superheated moment just seconds ago, we could still laugh at each other. It was nice. It made sex more fun and put less formality on it.

With another laugh, Jamie rolled over and reached for the remote on the side table. I’d tossed it there earlier since I had a bad habit of losing it in the bedding when I watched television. I was surprised that, with my terrible aim, I actually made it on the tabletop instead of the open drawer. It was still open due to our haste to get condoms earlier.

“What’s this…?” Propping myself up in bed, I glanced over to see what Jamie was referring to. Only fo r my heart to completely bottom out in my stomach. In his hand was my brightly colored vibrating wand. If he found that, then he had to have seen the entire silicone toy treasure trove. It was stuffed in the same drawer as the box of condoms that we’d been depleting at an alarming rate.

Slinking down, I avoided his eyes. Those damn toys had been my pseudo-Jamie, or whatever fictional man I’d been reading about at the time, for the past few years. I initially had hoped he’d forgotten my mumbled sultry admission about that in the throes of passion.

“Is this what you use when you think of me…?” Jamie’s gaze darkened as he stretched back out next to me. He was like a feline who had caught its prey and was content just to play with it. So much for him forgetting.

“I…yes.” I swallowed dryly as I found myself brave enough to catch his gaze. “But you don’t vibrate.” What the actual fuck was it about this man that made my mouth just say whatever my brain was thinking?

An amused smile sensually caressed across his lips. They were still swollen from the rather heated make-out session. I wanted to hide under the plushness of my bedding. But they were shoved into a crumpled mess of mountains at the foot of my bed from our earlier romp. All we were left with were my jersey sheets. Which did wonders to show off his god-like body but did nothing to hide my embarrassment.

“Show me?” Jamie’s voice dipped low and husky as he flipped the switch, bringing my best buzzing friend to life. His brows peaked on his forehead as he studied the toy. The little fucker did have quite the kickback on it. He clicked it back off. “Please? I want to see how you pleasured yourself when you thought of me.”

A red-hot fire ignited in the apples of my cheeks. He couldn’t be serious, right? The man had spent the better part of the afternoon giving me so many orgasms I lost count. There was no way that he wanted more .

His body slid in closer, and my breath hitched. My oxygen remained in purgatory as Jamie’s mouth wreaked slow and delicious havoc against my neck. It was fair to say that the man just had to look at me and I’d get on my knees. Now he wanted me to show him how I used to get myself to orgasm.

There was a subtle upthrust to his hips which tugged the precariously perched sheets down and off his cock. It was already aching for another round of attention. Holy fuck. Did the thought of me masturbating to the idea of him turn him on that much?

“O-Okay…” I managed to squeak out as I bit down on my lower lip. Oh, holy shit was I actually considering this? He did ask me nicely to demonstrate. Perhaps the thought of all of this was a bit of a turn-on for me as well. “But I need a few of its friends.”

The look on Jamie’s face was going to be ingrained in my brain forever. There was shock and awe in his handsome features. So maybe he hadn’t found the rest of the adult toy bounty in the drawer?

“Which ones?” The question was mixed with delight and curiosity as he stretched back over to peruse the choices .

“Um…the one that looks suspiciously like you.” There was a bounce to his muscular shoulders as he chuckled. The hefty and realistic flesh-colored dildo appeared in his fisted hand from over his shoulder. “Ah yep,” I said uneasily with a nod. “That’s the one. But um…also the metal one with the pink jewel.” I added sheepishly. What can I say, I liked meeting all of my needs, in every outlet . He did say he wanted to see exactly what I did when I thought of him.

Jamie rolled back over with a look of delighted curiosity as he placed the toys next to me. It was unnerving to have someone watch with such fascination. Although the visual of his body and erect cock took some of the awkwardness out of the entire situation.

“And the lube,” I added with a bite to my lip. Jamie gave me a long, appreciative look before dipping his hand back into the drawer to produce the white bottle. He handed it to me as I settled in more comfortably against the pillow, tossing the sheet away. The sharp, appreciative hiss of air Jamie sucked in through his teeth gave me the last bit of confidence I needed to get started.

Closing my eyes, I attempted to concentrate on the already overheated nature of my body. My hands did their usual slow seduction of a tease across my skin. I was already in some wild mix of desire and shyness from the situation. I never had anyone watch me before.

With every teasing pass of my fingers near the apex of my thighs, Jamie let out some muffled sort of noise or a sharp breath. This was delicious torture for him as much as it was for me. The implications of it egged me on .

A low, satisfied groan sounded the moment I swirled my fingers around my clit. The pads of my fingers brought my desire up and around the swollen bud. I let out a sigh as I attempted to focus on the feeling instead of the sexy hunk who was watching me with rapt attention.

Blindly, I reached out with my free hand to grab my trusty vibrating wand. The head of it resembled the convex tip of a cock. The shape wreaked delicious havoc on my clit. My thumb found the integrated switch. I pressed it three times to get to the max level of constant-on.

I couldn’t help the little breathy moan as the vibrating tip made contact with my already sensitive area. Between our sessions earlier, and the fact that I had the man of my literal fantasies next to me in bed, only added top-notch gasoline to my already roaring fire. The bed shifted a bit, and I cracked one eye open to see a glorious sight.

Jamie leaned in towards me, propped up on an elbow, to get a better view of the delights between my thighs. His fingers absentmindedly caressed his cock in lazy circles as he watched. Me pleasuring myself not only turned him on, but he was eager to get off on it. My hips bucked at the thought, which only made the man groan again. Dammit, I needed more. So much more.

Using my thighs to hold the wand in place, I grabbed the bottle of lube and the shiny metal torpedo-shaped butt plug. Jamie eyed it with interest as my fingers spread the drops of lube along the chilled exterior.

Adjusting my position, my body arched a bit to the side so I could reach down with one hand to slowly work the bejeweled plug into place. I took a few slow breaths as I worked magic upon my clit with the wand. The pleasure helped relax my body enough that my ass finally puckered and swallowed the toy up.

Jamie made a noise and shifted enough to get a better view to watch the pleasure unfold. The veins on the back of his hand bulged as his fisted hand pumped his cock with purpose.

“Are you…comfortable…?” Jamie asked with some measure of concern as he took one last look. Stretching back out beside me, his questioning blue eyes found mine. I couldn’t help but let out a breathy little laugh. The bounce of laughter made the butt plug shift a bit, causing me to bite my lip.

“It's…interesting,” I admitted as I opened my thighs back up for full access with the wand. “It adds a certain something when I’m really fucking turned on. Sometimes I don’t bother. But sometimes…my body craves it.”

I let out a slow breath with the unbridled stream of admissions. There was never going to be a damn secret between us at this rate.

A soft, encouraging kiss brushed against my shoulder as Jamie’s body settled in parallel to mine. As good as the wand and butt plug felt, I was paranoid that I’d have performance anxiety. But considering how eager the man was to watch, perhaps I could pull off an orgasm lightning round.

The velvet tip of his cock grazed against the outside of my thigh and a new wave of needy heat blossomed through my body. It left the ghost of a sear against my skin. I immediately grabbed the more phallic-looking toy from the bed .

I could feel his gaze on me as I managed to aim the silicone tip of the fake cock against my cunt. It flexed in delicious anticipation as I pressed the mushroomed head inside. It offered a small bit of satisfaction to quell the incessant ache, but only for a bit as I moaned out in relief. From experience, it was going to take the entire length of the toy to quench the need.

Jamie’s muscular chest pressed against my bicep as I worked the toy the rest of the way in with ease. With all of the near-constant teasing, my body was overly slick and eager. The only hang-up was how tightly my cunt was squeezing with excitement.

There was a deep groan from the man next to me as I felt his teeth graze along the apex of my shoulder. Having a second party in this, usually a solo endeavor, was oddly delicious. Not to mention the soundtrack he was providing was almost enough to get me off.

With the silicone dick in my right hand and the vibrating wand in my left, I slowly began to thrust the toy in and out of me. Biting down on my lower lip, I felt a little self-conscious about making any noise. Once I felt Jamie’s eager hand caressing up my thigh, I couldn’t help it. Having that unexpected but reassuring touch made a huge difference.

My eyes shot open as I heard the gurgle of the lube bottle next to me. Jamie squirted some in his palm and spread it all over his rigid cock. My brain certifiably short-circuited as he threw the bottle aside and began to slowly pump his glistening fist up and down the length.

Oh, fuck fuck fuck . The man of my fantasies was getting off watching me pleasure myself .

The hand with the dildo quickened as my hips arched into the thrusting toy. I could hear the sound of his hand gliding up and down, the rhythm almost matching my own. This whole situation was quickly becoming a kink I didn’t know I had. Jamie said he didn’t have a voyeur kink, but he sure as fuck was unlocking one in me.

“Cady, you’re such a fucking vision. This is going to give me the fuel to get through those road trips knowing this is what you do when you miss me.” There was a delicious edge to his voice. I didn’t know if it was because he was close or if it was because this was just as hot for him as it was for me. “I want to watch you cum all night, but I don’t know if I could handle watching more than one.”

Jeezus hell on earth.

I guess that explained the strained tone of his voice. My breathing hitched as I felt the sparks of my delicious demise begin because of his words. Masturbation was going to have a dangerous new level if I continued to get this sort of commentary along with it.

The speed of my thrusts picked up as I chased after my orgasm. I was so fucking close. I felt the unfortunate burn in my forearm and internally groaned. Of course, it had to cramp at the most inopportune time. With a frustrated whimper, I stopped my movements and went to switch hands.

Jamie’s hand shadowed over mine as he abandoned his own pleasure to tend to me. His intense blue gaze met mine for a fleeting moment.

“Let me?”

With a subtle nod, I let his hand take over with the dildo. He distracted me with a fierce kiss as his hand adjusted its grip. Gently, he found his rhythm. He groaned at the ease with which the toy moved within me. This was the first time a partner had ever used toys on me. It was so fucking mind-blowing.

He took his time, listening for cues and watching my body language. It was difficult to figure out what angle or speed worked when you weren’t on the same receiving end as the pleasure being administered. His gaze was intense as he watched. Each little flicker of his pupil drank in the erotic sight before him. I could feel myself melting quickly from his attentions.

“Yes, yes… Jamie, right there… ”

It was too much. Between staring at Jamie devouring me with his gaze alone, to him thrusting the sex toy in and out of me, the fluster of it all bundled into one huge hot ball of desire in my abdomen. With one inhale I let out a shuddering breath as his mouth slipped over mine and joined forces with his thrusting hand to get closer to sending me over the edge.

“Oh my god, don’t stop! More…more…!” I whined as I begged against his kissing lips. My body arched off the bed as my free hand reached out to tangle in the sheets. Strangling the cotton fibers in my fierce grasp, I cried out. The orgasm came on hot and heavy. A certifiable tidal wave of delights coming from all angles.

“Oh fuck , Cady… Such a good girl. Such a fucking good girl.” The animalistic growl of his words shoved me back off the sheer cliff all over again. My body spasmed with each incredible wave as Jamie continued his thrusting of the toy. The buzzing one in my hand didn’t waver, only enhanced each jolt of my orgasm.

My screaming slowly turned to breathless whimpers. I could only see stars in my eyes as Jamie eased back on his thrusts, drawing out the lingering delights. My cunt still reflexed of its own accord every so often, even though the more intense waves had fizzled out. That was the most intense toy orgasm I had in quite some time.

My breathing slowly returned to normal as I was finally able to refocus. Thumbing the control on the vibrating wand, I held it in to turn it off. Jamie took the cue and slowed the dildo to a stop. He slid the toy out of me when I gave him the nod to do so. The whimper that escaped me was a reflex at the loss of feeling so delightfully full.

Reaching down, my fingers graced the edge of the gem of the butt plug to pull it out, but Jamie stopped me, “Leave it.” My eyes met his, finding something sultry and pleading there in the endless seas. “That is if you’re okay? I’m… curious .”

Biting on my lower lip, I gave him a nod of consent. The thought made my heart race, but I realized that I’d always wanted to try it. There was a rustle in the condom box before he turned back to me with a sinful little grin.

The talented man juggled kissing me, ripping open the condom, put on said condom, all while slipping himself between my legs. It was an exciting flip of the switch. I went directly from the old-school method to the method I’d always fantasized about. Having sex with Jamie’s actual body. With a very willing and excited Jamie.

He never made me feel silly or shamed me for what I desired. Hell, everything that turned me on turned him on even more. Sex like this was supposed to be carefree and fun. To feel comfortable enough with a partner that they would be happy to use sex toys and other fun stuff on you. With consent of course.

I welcomed back the heady feel of the weight of his body above mine. A warm cocoon covered me as he wedged his hips between my thighs. I relished in the closeness of his hips, cradled by my legs, while his arms caged me in from both sides. The glorious vision of his smile as he hovered over me was so damn delicious.

Caressing my fingers along his jawline, his lips smiled against mine. The man was the most level-headed person I’d ever met. How could he stay so calm and collected after that? He had to be ready to explode from the sheer pent-up arousal, yet he took time to be tender with me.

The moment he slipped inside me had us both moaning. Goosebumps prickled across my body from the sensation of his cock deep within me as the butt plug flexed along with my cunt. Oh, my fucking hell. How was I going to survive this session? Surely, I was going to combust. Disintegrate into a pile of hot, smoldering, ash.

I was so lost in the fluster of the new sensations that I didn’t notice Jamie adjusting his body until his forehead touched mine. My eyes flashed open and met with the most intense crisp blue. His hand lingered along the corner of my jaw, reassuring me. Holding me.

How the hell did something so utterly filthy turn into something that was so intensely intimate? It was honestly overwhelming.

I was drowning in the sensations, overheating me and yet making me feel at ease. His entire cock made its way deep inside me. He held it there, gently guiding me into this new experience. And what a delicious endeavor it was.

Not that I would shove a plug up my ass every sex session, but it was definitely worth a semi-regular rotation. Especially if the plug was joined with Jamie’s incredibly talented cock.

He was slow, but deep and deliberate, as he started to thrust in and out of me. My mouth cracked open in wonderment as breathy little noises of delight slipped forth, encouraging him on.

“You okay?”

“Fuck yes.” I huffed out with an arch of my hips up into his for emphasis. It earned me a delicious little groan from the depths of his throat.

“Good.” Jamie sighed out. “Fuck, Cady. You’re an incredible woman.”

My eyes flickered up to watch his face. His eyes were closed with his head tipped back. I could see the deep rhythm of his pulse in his neck. My god he was beautiful.

“Are you Team Butt Plug now?” I teased, leaning up to nip at the flutter of his pulse.

“Can’t say I’ve ever had a partner use toys with me before.” His hips slowed a bit as his face turned sheepish. Glancing down, he gave me a breathless kiss.

“Ever?” I asked, surprised. “Not even an ex had them or something?”

“I don’t think so. ”

“Well, that you know of.” He gave me a huff of a breath in response. “You’ve been in that drawer how many times?”

“I was a little preoccupied every time I was digging for condoms.”

There was a tightening along the sharp line of his jaw. My breath caught as I felt him get more intense with each of his thrusts. At this rate, I was only going to get one-word responses out of him.

I was a little surprised by his admission. I’d heard all kinds of wild stories from the guys and their exploits in the bedroom. They hadn’t gone into intense detail but some of those baseball groupie girls were rather kinky. Especially the ones that read romance books.

Sexual health has always been an important aspect of my life. As much as I hated to admit it, it wasn’t until a few years ago that I took the time to discover what I wanted when it came to sex. I came to realize that I could have most of my sexual needs met without engaging in a sexual partner. It sure as hell took a lot of the desperation out of trying to find a significant other.

But Jamie?

The man was certifiably the whole package. He was wholesome. Sweet. Sexy as hell and a fucking delicious, foul-mouthed beast in bed. Jamie Rheems was everything I’d ever imagined.

Honestly, he was better .

My arms shot out to entangle around his neck. I needed him close. I needed him to never let me go.

“Cady…” His strained voice pulled me from my inner thoughts and straight back into the present. “ Fuck, Cady… ” There was a desperation there. Almost as if he was begging.

I’d been so lost in my pleasure that he took part in that I neglected the fact that the poor man still needed to get off too. He had sat back and brought me to orgasm all while keeping his release at bay.

Leaning up, I spread suckling kisses up and down his neck. It was just the sort of distraction he needed. Using my core muscles, I rolled the both of us over in one breathless maneuver.

The abrupt change in position made my ass strain with the butt plug, which drew a deliciously needy sound out of me. Jamie’s eyes flashed open in surprise to see me mounted atop him. The man had gotten me off. It was only fair that I let him sit back while I returned the favor.

Riding him with the plug was a whole host of new sensations. His hands darted out to lock onto my hips with a death grip. Meanwhile, his handsome features morphed into delicious satisfaction as I picked up the pace.

It didn’t last long. With a few swirls and sharp upticks of my hips, I felt his nails dig into my skin. My breath quickened as I watched him slowly descend into the glorious madness of his orgasm. I felt like a powerful goddess seated on the throne of the man that had caught my heart, in more ways than one. Between that thought and the subtle feel of his cock hardening to full strength, I lost myself all over again.

Our cries intermingled in the heated air as we climaxed, one after the other. I didn’t stop. I kept up the rhythm, riding him through the throes of his and my orgasms. It was intense. More intense than I thought it would be, especially after getting off only minutes before. If I hadn’t alerted the neighbors to what we were up to, I certainly did now.

“Cady… Cadence …” My eyes were still closed off to the world as my body continued its intimate rhythm. I vaguely heard my name in the warbled chaos of the aftershocks of my incredibly intense orgasm. The rocking of my hips was almost like a meditation as I slowly cascaded down from my high.

I felt Jamie shift beneath me to sit up and meet me face-to-face. His strong but gentle hands cupped my face, claiming my attention. My eyelids fluttered open. His breathless smile made my heart almost burst through my ribcage.

“ Sweetheart… ” The soft plea with a breathless smile brought me to a stop. “As fucking good as your body feels, you do have to let a man recover.” A hot blush flooded my cheeks as a sheepish smile appeared across my lips. “Especially after an orgasm like that. Holy fuck, baby.”

With back-to-back endearments and his gentle touch, I was fit to burst from the sudden influx of emotion. An embarrassed bubble of laughter shot from my lips. I muffled it with a savory kiss.

Jamie’s hands slid to my hips to gently coax me off of him. We both shared a mutual sigh at our separation before he tucked me back into bed right next to him. I was still in a bit of a daze and tried to get my bearings as he addressed the condom situation. My ass hitting the mattress reminded me that there was still the extra rider aboard.

Grabbing a tissue from my nightstand, I slowly eased the toy out with a gentle pull from my hooked fingers around the jewel end. I let out a huff of air as my body released the thing. If the thing hadn’t been just up my asshole, I would have kissed it. That orgasm was top-notch. Although maybe I should give Jamie’s cock a kiss too. Between the both of them, it was one hell of a climax that I was pretty sure I’d never forget for as long as I lived. Well, unless there were a few more of those in my future.

“I’m addicted to you, Cady, do you know that?” The words were hot and husky in my ear as Jamie drew me back against his body. Even with all the hours of fantasizing about what a moment like this would feel like, it was nothing in comparison to the real deal. It felt safe. It was warm.

It felt like home.