Page 94 of My Undead Heart

“Different?”

“Yeah, I was thinking like a sexy butterfly, or ladybug. Hell, maybe even Catwoman. It’s just that I’ve never had the chance, you know, since we were always a trio.” It’s totally obvious that’s what she wants, though she’s too polite and kind to come right out and demand it.

“Oh, okay. I get it.” And I do, but it’s starting to feel as if our Halloween tradition is lacking thetradition. If we’re not going as walkers, and Rae and Jared are doing their own thing, it seems less significant for me to bail on Matt’s fights in place of the party. “You’re still having your party, though, right?”

“God, yes!” Jared laughs. “Hey, Rae, did you call your DJ friend?”

“Yes, and he’s good to go. Won’t even charge us for it. I always knew that blow job would pay off.” She smiles with satisfaction.

Jared nods and lifts his cup. “BJs are never wasted.”

Our server interrupts with plates of food and drink refills. Rae and Jared dig in and the conversation steers toward lighter territory. I join in, but a nagging feeling in my gut won’t allow me to relax until I set things right with Matt. I like him, I do, in a more-than-friends kind of way. And even though I’m not ready to take a stab at relationshipping, I might be ready to dip my toe in the waters. Pulling out my cell, I type out a short message and leave the device on my lap to wait for his reply.

Mia: Save me a ticket.

It’s no declaration of love, but it’s a huge step for me. His answer comes a few minutes later.

Matt: It’s already yours. Thank you.

That heart of mine must not be totally dead because his message warms me more than these space heaters. I pick up the phone and respond.

Mia: And find your sexiest Catwoman costume because we have a party afterward.

Matt: Done. You might need to help me with the fishnets and garters.

A giggle leaves my lips and I glance up to find Jared and Rae staring. Jared lifts his brow with a smirk. Whatever. I’m sure he’ll give me crap about this later, but I don’t care.

Mia: Rae wants you to dress up as Thor.

Matt: What do you want me to be?

You.I want Matt as he is. I’m not ready to say good night so instead of answering his question I take a dangerous step.

Mia: Come over tonight?

Matt: It’ll be really late again. That OK?

Mia: Just come over. I’ll be home.