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Warriorville County?

Reading Warriorville County knocks the air from my lungs, and freezes up the critical organ behind my ribs.Veiledis set to run a certain way, so I assumed she was indeed in the same county as me.

But I’ve gone so long without meeting someone compatible. Someone who shares all the same interests as me. The idea that this woman, this perfect woman, is somewhere within a couple hours around me?

I have to get to my feet and get a beer from the fridge. I pop the top off on the side of the counter and take a long drink, letting the hops soothe my frayed edges. I’m suddenly nervous. Another drink of beer and I realize, maybe it’s not nerves I feel. Maybe this unspooling tingling in my stomach, the rush of urgency in my veins, the need consuming me starting from my bones and working its way out, maybe this is what it feels like to fall in love?

Sounds ridiculous. You can’t fall in love with someone if you don’t know their name. If you can't find their face in a crowd or recognize their voice from a bunch.

I finish my beer and return to my computer, reading the message that waits for me.

DaddysGirl

I work at a school.

My fingers move faster than my brain.

Suede0989

Warriorville County here, too. And I also work in a school.

A high school.

DaddysGirl

The school I work at is also a high school.

Blood rushes through my ears, leaving a resounding echo in my brain. I swallow, but my throat is dry. Beneath thelaptop, my groin strains to grow erect, thickening against the underside of my computer.

There are onlythreehigh schools in Warriorville County.

Staff meetings. Teacher development days. District drink mixers.

Every single event in the last five years comes rushing back, a slurry of memories looping behind my eyes. So many smiles, so many handshakes, business card swaps, war stories shared—I could’ve already metDaddysGirlat some school function and I don’t even know it.

I adjust my cock, and wonder if she’s wondering the same things.

Suede0989

It’s so hard to stop there

But then again, it’s always that way with you

You make me want so much more

I’m sorry, now I’m making it awkward

I can’t believe I just said that but then again, not saying it would have felt wrong. Not tellingDaddysGirljust how I feel about her feels like a mistake I don’t want to make. Not doing everything in my power to make her mine feels like the worst mistake I could make.

DaddysGirl

I feel the same way about you, Daddy

I want to be your good girl, and do everything slowly and right for you. But it’s so hard when I just want to climb into your lap and get lost in you, too.

With the information we shared today, I decide to build usboth a fantasy to sink into. A place for us to meet within the ether, until we can meet in real life. A place for us to lose ourselves in one another, in our dreams and the dreams we share for our future, in all the things we haven’t said but know somehow we want to share. I make us a fantasy to escape to until we are ready to take the next step, together.