Page 14 of Ma Belle Marguerite (Hidden Secrets #1)

“Rex, I need to forget, if only for a few minutes,” she whispers into my ear. Bella starts to kiss down my neck. “Please, just give me that, even if I can’t give you more yet.” She mutters under her breath. “Don’t let this be a mistake. You feel like home.” I don’t think she realizes I heard her.

“ Ma Belle Marguerite , you need to slow down if you don’t want me to take you right here, right now.” I don’t care how much pain I'll be in after; she is worth every single moment of suffering.

Sitting back, she bites her lip and gives me her sly smile. “Only slow down if it starts to hurt Rexy,” she purrs.

God, I’ve missed this. “You know what happens when you call me that, Ma Belle .” She had a red ass many times from spankings thanks to that little nickname she insisted on using.

“I don’t remember; maybe you should remind me, Rexy,” Bella whispers seductively.

Snarling, I grab Bella by the throat, gripping her until her eyes flutter closed.

“ Ma Belle , I won’t be able to hold back.

If you want to stop, now is your chance.

Do you remember your safe word?” I relax my hand enough so she can answer but not enough to escape my hold.

She won’t need it because of pain, but in case she changes her mind about what we are about to do. I only want her if she is willing.

Opening her eyes to look at me, she says, “Bring it on, Rexy-boo. I won’t need our word, but it is pudding.”

Bella shivers as I growl and squeeze her throat harder. “ Ma bonne fille. ” She loves it when I speak French, especially when I call her my good girl. “The things I’ve been dreaming about doing to you.” I cannot wait for my head and ribs to stop pounding so I can pound her instead.

She whimpers as I grind my erection against her pussy through our clothes. There are too many layers. “Strip down, now ,” I say as I release her. I don’t want to let go, but I want to feel her again, and I don’t want any layers between us when I do.

Rushing, Bella climbs off me carefully and pulls her pants and shirt off.

She looks like an angel standing before me in her lacy bra and thong.

“When you got dressed, were you thinking about what you wanted to do when you got here?” My voice comes out strained.

I’m not going to last long. I reach to pull her thong straps down, but she smacks my hands away. Feisty, just how I love her.

Smirking, she turns around and bends down to grab something out of her bag.

I groan while trying to resist jumping off the bed and smacking her plump ass.

As she straightens—extra slowly to torture me, I’m sure—I notice a little foil wrapper in her hand.

She knew what she was doing when she came here today. Not that I’m complaining.

Turning to me she says, “I may have wanted to be prepared, just in case. But, this is just sex. Nothing more.” She smiles as she walks back to the bed.

Ignoring her last words I take the condom from her, I grab the scissors a nurse left on my bedside table and stab through it. “We won’t be needing this; you’re mine, and I refuse to have anything between us when we’re together.” I haven’t waited this long to have a barrier.

Sighing, Bella concedes without much of a fight. “I haven’t been with anyone since Adrien; it was only him before that. I’m also on birth control.” Hearing his name makes me angry, but I don’t want to ruin this moment. He is gone, and she is all mine now.

I grab her waist gently and say, “I haven’t been with anyone in years, and you won’t be on birth control for long. I missed seeing you pregnant once, and I want to see that now.” Fuck, I want to see that belly round with our babies. As many as she wants, she will have.

Bella shivers and reaches to pull me free from my pants. Her breasts are teasing me; I swat her hand away and lean forward to kiss them. “So beautiful, Ma Belle .” I want to explore every part of her and get to know her all over again.

“Rex, I don’t know how much foreplay I can stand. It’s been too long.” She breathes out as she eagerly climbs back on the bed.

I want to feel Bella under me, but this will have to do for now. She may think this is just sex but I will prove to her this is more. I can be a patient man when needed. With her still straddling me, I reach down and rip her thong off.

Gasping, she cries, “Rex! That was my favorite pair.” She actually looks a little upset with her bottom lip sticking out.

“I will buy you as many pairs as you want, but I wouldn’t mind knowing you’re walking around bare and ready for me anytime.” I smile up at her as I guide her to move up and sit on my face. She moves quickly and without any complaints.

Finding a comfortable position, I kiss up the apex of her thigh. I bite down hard, and she moans while trying to squirm away from me. I move my hands to her hips to hold her in place.

I grunt from the jolt of pain in my ribs. “Don’t move, Marguerite. I’ll stop, and you don’t want to hurt me.” I’m just loud enough that I know she can hear me. She stills over me. “Good girl.” I feel her body shudder at my words.

I can’t wait any longer as I spread Bella’s thighs open to give me better access. “I’ve missed this almost as much as I’ve missed you,” I say into her pussy. Let’s hope I haven’t lost my touch. I need to show her that we still have a connection.

“Stop teasing me, Rex,” Bella whines, still as impatient as ever.

I give her clit a rough little nibble, and she gasps. I soothe the pain with my tongue, which draws a sexy-as-fuck mewl out of her. I can feel my cock pushing against my pants, just as eager to get into Bella as I am. This is heaven.

“Keep quiet, or everyone at the nurse's station will know what is happening in here. While I don’t mind, you have to work with them,” I remind her, right before I start licking her clit, making her squirm and squeal.

Bella starts trying to ride my face, wanting more.

So I oblige, adding two fingers and slowly fucking her with them.

The moans and cries she makes have my cock leaking.

I can feel her tightening around me. I wiggle my digits inside of her, trying to hit that sweet spot that always sent her over the edge.

“Rex, wait, what about you?” Bella pants.

Growling, I don’t let up on her clit or g-spot, and I feel her clench hard on my fingers. I look up to watch her fall apart while not stopping my assault on her clit. Nothing is more beautiful than this sight right here.

As she starts to come down off her high, I reach to untie my sweats and slide them down enough to pull out my cock despite the sharp pain in my side.

Bella purrs, “Let me take care of you now, Rex.” She gently slides backwards, trying to avoid my chest.

Taking my cock in her hand, she slowly strokes up and down while straddling my legs. More precum leaks out with each stroke.

Groaning, my head falls back onto the pillow. It has been so long since someone has touched me. If I keep looking at her, I may come too fast. As if she knows this, her hands speed up, and I feel her tongue licking around the head of my cock.

I’m about to lose it, so I grab her hair and make her look at me. “Slow down. I don’t want this to be over too fast. I want to be inside you when I come.”

Bella gets that gleam in her eyes, which always means trouble. “Never mind, Rexy, I’ll do what I want.”

I won’t let her play games. I push her head down on my cock until she gags. I hold her there for a moment before I let her go. Time to remind her who the real boss is in the bedroom.

Bella smirks as she looks at me, tears running down her cheeks.

“ Ma Belle , did you do that on purpose? You want me to choke you on my cock?” I ask her, hoping the answer is yes.

Bella nods as best she can while I hold her hair, and that’s all the answer I need. I push her head back down onto my cock. She moans as I fuck her mouth, making her choke. God, her mouth feels amazing.

As I feel my release building, I pull her off. Bella looks so beautiful with tears streaming down her face. I wish I could take a picture of her like this.

Letting go of her hair, I whisper, “Come here, Ma Belle , ride me. I want to come buried deep inside you. I need to make up for lost years.”

“Are you sure it won’t hurt your ribs?” She looks conflicted.

Growling, I pull her face towards mine, ignoring the pain. “I’ll be fine; now sit on me like a good girl.”

Enthusiastically, she climbs up on me and places herself in the right position to ride me.

Before I get the chance to say anything, I feel her push down onto me, taking all of me in one swift movement.

Bella has always loved a little pain with her pleasure.

Fuckkkkkk. This feels so incredible. I’m going to come like a teenage boy.

I try to move under her despite the pain it causes, but she has other plans. Her movements start slow and smooth but become faster and more erratic as she gets closer to her own climax.

“Touch yourself while you ride me,” I command. She listens so well, and her head falls backwards. “I can feel you squeezing my cock, baby. You feel more amazing than I remember,” I moan.

I grab her throat with one hand while my other squeezes her hip. “Come with me so I can fill you.” I don’t think I can last much longer. It is faster than I wanted, but we have time to explore more later.

My words seem to set her off as she screams my name while biting her fist, “Rex, oh my God, yes!” Feeling her squeeze my cock causes me to come so hard that I almost black out. I forgot how mind blowing sex is with her.

My ribs are screaming at me, but seeing her on top of me right now is worth it. “Lay with me?” I’m not ready to let her go just yet.

“Rex, I told you this is just sex, remember. We still need to figure things out. I figured maybe getting rid of some of the sexual tension would help.” Bella won’t look me in the eyes. Almost like she’s regretting what just happened.

I said I would do whatever she wanted, but not holding her after what we shared is hard for me.

My heart feels like it is being stabbed through with a knife.

“I know we do, Ma Belle . Can we just lie here for a minute and enjoy what happened? I won’t touch you if that is what you want.

” I hope for any little scrap of her that she will give me.

Sighing as she gets up and starts getting dressed, she says, “I need to get cleaned up for work. If I have time to have lunch, we can talk then. If you aren’t discharged, that is. I overheard the nurses talking on my way in.” And there is the topic change I’ve been expecting.

Possibly being discharged is news to me. “If they do, I will stop by and see you on my way out. Can we exchange numbers?” It’s all I can do not to reach out and pull her to me. I want to tie her to the bed and never let her leave.

Bella reaches into her bag, unlocks her phone, and passes it to me. “Put your number in, and I’ll text you later when I have time.”

Taking her phone, I save my number and text myself quickly so I have her number in case she decides not to text me later. I know her too well. She will make me wait too long. I could just have Josh get her number, but this way will probably be less overwhelming for her.

“There you go. Call or text me any time of the day or night if you need anything. I’m always here for you, no matter what.” I need her to understand that, as stubborn as she is, I’m not going anywhere. We may have never said the vows ‘till death do us part,’ but I feel this in my heart.

Putting her phone back in her bag, she leans and kisses me quickly before walking to the door. Just as I think she will leave without a word, she turns and says, “I’ll see you later. Thank you.” Then she rushes through the door before I can answer.

I feel like I’ve been used. I don’t know if that was her intention as a sort of payback for all the time she thought I left her or not, but it still hurts.

I have waited years for her, and I know this is all so confusing, but does she not love me at all anymore?

Hopefully, it will be longer and in my bed where she belongs next time, where I can show her how much I missed her and love her.

There’s a knock at my door. “One minute,” I yell. I’m still lying here naked. I quickly pull the blankets over me. “Come in.”

The door opens, and I see the doctor peeking around looking nervous. “Is it okay to come in? I have good news.”

“Make it quick.” Taking my frustration out on him is easier than trying to process all these feelings. Besides, he isn’t my Bella, so I don’t want to see him.

Cautiously, he steps into the room and stays close to the door. Smart man. “You have been doing well and not needing any pain medication. So we will send you home as long as you promise to have your family doctor follow up.”

“Done. How soon can I leave?” If I wasn’t naked, I’d already be getting out of this bed.

Clearing his throat, he says, “We can process the discharge papers now. Shouldn’t take more than half an hour.”

“Make it fifteen. You can go.” I look for my phone to text D or Josh to come and get me as the doctor scurries out the door. I can’t get out of here fast enough. I want my own bed, preferably with Bella in it. I know that won’t be right away, but I don't care.

Just as I pick up my phone to send a message, it rings. “D, everything okay?” Please say nothing else has gone wrong in the last twelve hours. I don’t know how much more I can handle.

“Yes, boss, I’m just calling to say that I’m on my way to get you.

The hospital just notified me that you’re being released.

The sooner the better they said. Is there anything you need on my way in?

” D is always on top of things. My father tried to poach him from me, but he is loyal and stayed by my side.

I think for a moment, “Actually, grab me a change of clothes, please. I don’t want to leave here in sweats.” While at home, I love lounging around, but in public I prefer to be dressed for the position–suit and tie as uncomfortable as they are.

D says, “I already have your go bag in your truck. You have a change of clothes in there. Is there anything else?” I can hear the revving of the truck's engine in the background.

“No, I’m good. Just come straight to me when you get here,” I tell him. I have business to take care of so I can spend time showing Bella why she needs to come back to me.

“Got it, boss, see you in ten.” D hangs up.

I’m anxious to get home and figure out who discovered my secret stash of weapons and stole them, but I have enjoyed my visits from Ma Belle Marguerite. Bittersweet.