Page 91 of Into the Blue

I’m all nerves and feeling.

The breeze blowing softly around us is a sentient thing crawling over my over heated skin. Lighting me up and stealing my concentration on anything else.

Maybe it's just his elevated energy pulsing around me like my throbbing clit and clenching center.

None of it could bring me to my body like the feeling of his stiff length rubbing through my folds. With his fingers still inside me, he uses his other hand to coat his dick in my wetness that’s flowing just for him.

Blue’s voice is infuriatingly calm. He’s got all his control in place while mine is crazed right next to my pride at his feet. “Deep breaths. Gonna slide my fingers out. Last chance to tell me something real. Tell me this one thing. You know I’ve got you. You know I’m keepin’ you safe. You’re cared for. Have I given you any reason not to trust that?”

Damn him.

Damn him for making me want to give in. For making me want to compromise my mission.

He. Is. A. Mark.

I’m just the distraction.

I’m keeping him distracted.

I believe in my plan.

If I say it enough times, maybe I’ll stop being weak for him.

Maybe I’ll stop falling. “But th-the gators–”

It's at this moment that he notches the fat head at my puckered hole. It’s startling, but not unwelcome from how he’s already started prepping me.

It’s gonna hurt.

It’s going to be too much.

I’m going to take it anyway.

Goddamnit. I want to take it.

“Deep breaths, Racquelle.”How is he so patient?Why do his words feel less like the foreboding they should be and more like the concern of a passionate partner?

I have to relax. I have to lean into the feelings that I’m fighting for him or this is going to be so much worse.

On my second inhale, he eases himself inside.

If I was whimpering before, then the sounds coming from me now are far more feral. They rip from me as his flared head gets past the ring of muscles that suck him in.

His grunt in my ear only heightens the intense surge of sensation from being filled this way.

“Racquelle,” he groans. “You’re gonna make me bust right here. Right now. Are you gonna take this nut on the deck? You’re loud enough to draw a crowd. Everyone can see how deep you take this dick in your ass from the windows. Everyone can see how you belong to me and only me. You think I want everyone to see how well you take this dick?”

“N-no,” I manage, unable to lower my tone or the urgent keening starting from his slow strokes inside me.

“You tell me what I want and I won’t have to leave you leakin’ my cum at the table while we eat this last course.” Blue smacks my ass. It stings and the pain intensifies the bliss of his next stroke.Did he ask me something?

“But that’s what you want, isn’t it?” His teeth sink into my neck and he continues pumping into me at a pace that makes me meet him thrust for thrust.

It was too much.

Then it wasn’t.

Then it was heaven.