Page 84 of How to Break My Heart 1

As I pull away, she watches me with lustful eyes as I lead us into my bedroom. I push the door open to the dimly lit room. Outside, darkness has fallen, and frost has blanketed the floor-to-ceiling windows on this cold night. There are drapes that I could pull shut, but the windows are tinted so no one can see inside.

Just like before, she looks around the room with a smile playing on her lips. “This is such a bachelor pad,” she teases.

I want to tell her I’m done being a bachelor, and all I needis her naked in my bed, but I refrain, knowing the sheer lust of this moment is fucking with my thoughts.

We stand at the foot of the bed as my finger runs across her collarbone. Her gaze falls on my lips, hungry and impatient, while her chest rises and falls. I see the slight fear in her eyes, but fuck it,I’m getting off on her being scared of me.

I open my mouth to speak but shut it again, conflicted by all the emotions fighting for attention at this moment. Instead, I sit on the edge of the bed as she leans down and crashes her lips back onto mine with urgency. My hands come around to grip her ass, squeezing her cheeks in my hands with a need to smack her and make her yelp.

Then, I slowly pull away because I can’t take it anymore.

I need all of her.

“I want you to undress for me.” My eyes are commanding.

Taking a step away, she moves her hand to the back of her dress and begins unzipping. At an agonizingly slow pace, I watch her reach for the straps of her dress until they glide down her arms and fall to her waist. She’s wearing only her white lace bra, so I lick my lips in anticipation, waiting for her to push the dress past her waist and to the floor.

The moment she does, I ache to be inside her. My eyes wander all over her perfect body standing before me in her lace underwear. She steps forward, running her hands through my hair while I teasingly kiss her stomach.

I can’t take it anymore, needing to see her mouth take in my cock. My hand wraps around her wrist as I seat her on the edge of the bed. I’m standing before her with this need to control her mouth. It’s all I can think about.

Everleigh’s amber eyes watch me so innocently. No matter how hard I try to ignore them, they pull me in like a force I have zero power over.

This won’t end well.

The moment you touch her, you’ll never want to stop.

I’m distracted as she toys with the button of my pants, eagerly trying to remove them. I reach to wrap my hand around the back of her neck, desperate to push down and have her take me all in.

But I stand and watch, reining in my patience to observe just how beautiful she looks in my bed. She manages to pull down my pants as I unbutton and remove my shirt, leaving me only in my silk boxers.

Unknowingly, she’s biting on her bottom lip while tugging on my boxers until I spring free. Her eyes, wide with curiosity, find me, andas our gazes lock, she opens her mouth to take me in.

I buckle when her mouth wraps around me, the uncontrollable groan escaping my lips while the rush of pleasure floods my entire body. My eyes close when all of my body tenses from the sheer gratification of knowing she’s the one making me feel this way.

My hands grab her hair, pushing her deep until I hear the sucking noises echo in the room.

Fuck, I don’t know how long I can last.

I ache for more, so I remove myself from Everleigh’s mouth and push her to lie down, then climb on top, pinning her beneath me.

Our kisses deepen, the rush only adding to the intensity, but then I insist she straddle me. There is nothing sexier than seeing a beautiful woman riding my cock.

But given that it’s Everleigh, it’s all of my fantasies come true.

As Everleigh sits on top of me, still in her bra and panties, I trail my finger down her chest as she unclasps her bra. The moment her tits are exposed, I bite down on my lip, using every muscle I have to stop myself from blowing right this very second. They’re fucking flawless—round, supple, perfectly positioned light pink nipples, fully erect and expressing how turned on she is right now.

She’s unaware of just how sexy she is.

And I need to show her.

As our gazes lock, the silence speaks loudly between our shallow breaths. Every forbidden fantasy of her—all of them that became a mind-fuck—is happening right in front of me.

And all those years ago, when I kissed her at the lake, I regret not taking the one thing that could have belonged to me all this time.

I could have been the only man to have ever touched her.

Toownher.