Page 14 of Having HIs Back

C hapter E ight

Brian couldn’t help smiling at Kerry’s response.

His instinct was to take hold, kiss the hell out of him, and propel both of them down the hall to the bedroom so he could make Kerry forget everything that had happened these past few weeks.

Hell, maybe he could make Kerry forget his name.

That would be awesome. But instead, he gently kissed him and backed away.

“I should be going. I need to be prepared for tomorrow.”

Kerry slid closer to him, his heat and scent sending Brian’s mind reeling.

He kissed him, and within seconds, he was lost. Kerry tasted like warmth, musk, and a dose of heaven, which was exactly what he hadn’t known he’d been missing…

forever. He pressed Kerry back, deepening the kiss.

He startled slightly when Kerry slipped his hand under his shirt, but then he sighed into the kiss as his warm hand slid along his belly and then up to his chest.

He got lost in the sensation as all the questions about whether this was a good idea flew from his head.

All he wanted was more of those touches, and he hissed softly when Kerry tweaked a nipple.

Oh holy hell, his pants were way too tight, and his mind centered on Kerry and nothing else.

So, it came as a surprise when Kerry pulled away and stood.

Brian looked up at him, wondering what the hell just happened.

Kerry held out his hand, and he stared at it for a second before taking it and letting Kerry lead him down the hall, past the boys’ rooms. Pebbles raised his head as they passed, but he didn’t move or make a sound.

The bedroom was very different than what he expected and was quite bare.

“I got tired of sleeping on the sofa, so I packed up the things of Caroline’s that were out.

” A neat stack of boxes sat in the corner.

Brian suspected he hadn’t even opened the closet or the dresser drawers, but those were fleeting thoughts as Kerry closed the door and pressed the lock.

Brian drew Kerry into his arms as they came together in a frenzy of heated kisses and energy.

Hell, they practically bounced off one another in their haste.

But Brian held him tightly, their bodies pressed together.

He caught the hem of Kerry’s polo shirt and pulled it over his head.

Then he undid the buttons of his own shirt, their kisses growing more urgent until they were skin to skin.

God that felt good, the heat, the firm muscle.

It sent Brian’s desire soaring, and it seemed to have done the same to Kerry.

Their shoes thunk ed on the floor as they each did that awkward dance to get them off.

Fucking hell, the movies always got it wrong, because unless they had Velcro, there was no elegant way to get out of your pants.

But they managed, and Brian pressed Kerry down on the bed, which bounced to receive them.

“I’ve wanted this for days, but I didn’t think I should because of everything.”

Brian smoothed the hair off Kerry’s forehead. “Why?”

“Because maybe I didn’t feel like it was the right time for me to be happy… about anything.” He knew that was quite an admission.

“Hey,” Brian whispered as he lightly sucked at the base of Kerry’s neck, receiving a groan and a stretch in response.

“We should all be happy. That doesn’t mean you don’t miss someone.

It’s just the start of the other side.” He didn’t want to mention any details, and Kerry seemed to understand what he meant.

“This isn’t some kind of getting me over the grief kind of thing, is it?” Kerry asked.

Brian answered Kerry’s question by sucking on one of his pert nipples.

“Does it feel like that?” Kerry whimpered and shook his head.

“Good, because it’s not. Any more than this isn’t some kind of running away from your hurt.

I know it isn’t.” Brian lifted his head.

“Because you face things head-on. It’s part of what draws me to you.

You handle and deal with your issues, the same as I do. No games or subterfuge.”

“Yeah, I doooooo…,” Kerry moaned as Brian scraped his teeth lightly over the other nipple. Damn, he loved that they were sensitive and how Kerry shivered as Brian ran his hands down his sides.

Brian raised his head, meeting Kerry’s gaze.

“Then it’s just you and me. Right here and now.

” He loved those eyes. They were damn expressive when he wanted, and they told Brian so much.

A window to the soul, and in this case, it was so true.

He could see Kerry’s kindness and helpfulness, how wonderful he was down to the core.

This was someone he could fall in love with.

And even that, and all the baggage that could come with it, didn’t deter him for a second.

Kerry was worth the leap. Now it was his task to make sure Kerry realized that he was too.

“Oh God,” Kerry whispered into the room lit with just the outside light that spilled past the edges of the shade as Brian slid downward, taking his long, thick cock between his lips, sinking lower and lower as Kerry whimpered.

“Jesus….” Brian pulled back and took Kerry deeply, again and again.

The time for words had passed, and he loved that he could reduce someone as smart and verbal as Kerry to soft sounds that filled the room with erotic energy.

Passion was most definitely in the air, filling the small room, and Brian was determined to give as much of it as possible.

“How… damn…,” Kerry whimpered when Brian pulled back. “Do that again?” Kerry asked.

“Sweetheart, I intend to drive you out of your mind,” he whispered, and Kerry’s breath hitched as Brian took him hard once more.

Kerry was almost too big, but otherwise perfect.

He loved the way he could control Kerry’s passion and how he reacted to everything.

Brian didn’t even need to see him; he could tell just from his breathing the effect he was having on him, and that was sexy as all hell and something he didn’t want to end. “You are so beautiful.”

Kerry tittered. “No, I’m not. I’m ordinary in most every way. I was always skinny and thin.”

Brian kissed him. “You are beautiful. There is a light in your eyes and a vibrancy about you that makes you stunning.”

Kerry tugged him closer. “You’re the stunning one. And don’t tell me you don’t know how sexy you are. You have all these muscles, and you’re tall and strong.”

“There are many forms of strength.” He ran his hands down Kerry’s chest. “Just like there are many kinds of heart.” He pulled Kerry to him, their heat mixing.

Bodies slowly sliding against each other, quivering with excitement.

This was amazing, and the longer he held Kerry in his arms, the more he realized that he didn’t want to let him go.

“I can’t argue with you.”

“It would be pointless anyway, because you know I’m right. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” He grinned and carded his fingers through Kerry’s hair, loving the feel of him against his skin.

Kerry quivered beneath him, and Brian groaned as they rocked slowly, heat and passion building to the point where Brian could no longer contain it.

Only his control to wait for Kerry held him off until Kerry gasped and wet heat spilled between them, and then Brian tumbled into his own release, holding Kerry tight.

Brian woke a few hours later. He and Kerry were slightly stuck together, but he didn’t care. Slowly, he pulled away, and Kerry shivered next to him.

“Are you okay?” Kerry whispered.

“Yes. I guess I kind of lost things a bit.” He snuggled closer to Kerry. “Have you been awake?”

“Yeah, I’ve been thinking. I want to see what this guy is up to, and I’d like to be there when you question him.” Kerry said. “I am a highly trained psychologist, so maybe I can give you some insight.”

“But the boys?”

“Karen has invited them over. According to the boys, she has the best toys, and she and Caroline were close friends. I don’t want to tear the boys away from her.

She was part of their lives before, and I feel it’s good for them to have things that are as normal as possible. I can come down in the morning.”

“Okay. I’ll wait until you get there. But you’ll need to observe only, and I don’t want him to see you at all. Remember that he is trying to get custody of Phillip. This guy is a real asshole, and he thinks he’s the kind of person that the police aren’t going to get anything out of.”

“So you’ll need to play hardball.” Kerry shrugged, and Brian couldn’t help wondering just how much steel was in that backbone of his.

“Fine. I’ll bring the damned baseball bat.

” Kerry drew closer, the heat building between them once more.

“Okay, I’ll stay out of sight no matter how much I want to wring the fucker’s neck. ”

“There you go. That’s the spirit.” Brian hugged Kerry tightly and then reluctantly got out of the bed.

He didn’t want questions from the boys if they found him here in the morning.

He dressed and then leaned over the bed, kissing Kerry gently.

“I’ll see you tomorrow. And remember the rules when you get there. ”

“I will.”

Brian quietly made his way to the front door, stepped out into the night, and went right to his car, wishing he could stay with Kerry.

It shocked him just how much he wanted him and to be part of their little family.

Brian wished he had known Caroline. She was probably quite a person, judging by her brother and by what Kerry had shared with him.

Once in the car, he drove away, but found himself taking a swing around the block, just to make sure that everything was quiet.

Then he headed home. Once he arrived, he sent a message to Kerry just to make sure that everything was okay before going back to bed, alone.