Page 17 of Forbidden Lust (Sinful Knights #1)

DANIEL

Daniel woke up to something wet, warm, and delicious around his cock.

It took him a few seconds to focus and see Josh’s blond locks bobbing up and down. This boy knew how to suck dick. With each bob, he went lower and lower. Few guys had been able to deep throat him, but Josh was doing his best to get it all in.

Daniel ran his fingers through his hair and Josh looked up at him, mouth full of cock and his eyes watering– what a beautiful sight.

Daniel put his hands behind his head and closed his eyes, letting his boy enjoy his breakfast. His boy!

That sounded good. Who would have thought he’d feel this way about anyone again, but Josh had wormed his way into his closed-off heart.

He could feel his balls tingling, and he knew he wouldn’t have another round in him for a while.

After their eventful evening, Josh had fallen straight to sleep, so Daniel owed him a good dicking.

Using his thighs, he flipped Josh on to his back.

His mouth made a popping sound as Daniel’s cock fell out of Josh’s mouth.

Josh tried to get his mouth on it again.

Daniel slapped it against his tongue a few times before giving him some deep throat thrusts.

Fuck, he was seconds away from blowing. He stood up on the mattress.

“Get on all fours for me, boy.”

Josh lit up like a kid at Christmas, and waggled that sexy arse in his direction in less than two seconds.

Daniel dropped back to his knees and dove in.

He tasted amazing. He could spend hours doing this, and he planned to do that soon, but his cock was hard and aching to get inside him.

Why had he insisted on getting to five dates after they’d passed the two-week window?

“Daniel, I need you,” he moaned.

He scrambled in his bedside drawer for lube and condoms, and then wasted no time getting his first finger inside, using his tongue alongside it to get him all relaxed.

Daniel noticed his legs trembling, so he guided Josh to lie flat on the bed.

He bit and sucked on his firm cheeks as he continued to open him up, using two fingers now.

Josh was moaning and grinding into the mattress, clearly desperate for release, and Daniel slapped him, causing Josh to stop. Had he gone too far?

“Do that again and I’ll cum,” said Josh.

File that away for later!

Daniel now had three fingers inside him. He used his other hand to grab the condom, asking Josh to open it. He hesitated.

“What’s wrong?”

“Do we need to use this?”

Daniel’s heart swelled, as did his cock if it was even possible to get any harder.

“I’m tested and on PrEP. There’s been nobody other than you since my last check up,” said Daniel.

“I had a check up last week. My results are on my phone if you want to see?”

Daniel flipped him over and looked into his beautiful brown eyes. There was an innocence about them. It was obvious Josh trusted him, and he felt the same. He didn’t need to see evidence of anything.

“Are you sure?” he asked, hoping he wouldn’t change his mind.

Josh nodded with a smile, and Daniel manoeuvred between his legs. He knew he’d have to take it easy at first, in this position, but he wanted to look into his eyes when they made this connection, with no barrier between them.

Daniel coated his cock in lube, giving it a squeeze to calm things down. He used the excess to slide his fingers back inside Josh, to be sure he was ready. His eyes rolled back in pleasure as Daniel tapped his prostate.

“Please,” he begged.

Daniel placed the head of his cock at his hole and used his other hand to brush the hair out of Josh’s eyes.

He got a nod from Josh, and pushed forward, breaching that first ring of muscle.

Fuck, he was so tight and warm, and he wanted to just drive into him, but he’d never hurt Josh.

They’d spoken over the last few weeks, about their lives, and Josh had shared how guys had treated him.

He’d been angry that someone could not only do that to a sweet boy like Josh, but to anyone at all.

Unless someone asked for a hard pounding, a good top would always focus on the bottom’s needs.

Daniel had never understood why guys had to be dicks.

Daniel pushed another couple of inches inside, holding it there, and kissed the grimace off Josh’s face. He knew once he relaxed, he’d turn into the hungry bottom he was. Daniel would take all night if he needed to. Josh’s pleasure would always come above his own.

It was a couple of minutes before Daniel was fully bottomed out. Josh’s face was flushed with pleasure, and his breathing was at a regular rhythm. He was about to move when Josh surprised him.

“What are you waiting for? Fuck me, sir! ”

Daniel felt his cock pulse inside Josh, and Josh obviously did as well, based on the flash of desire in his eyes.

Daniel pulled almost all the way out and then slammed back in, causing Josh to cry out with pleasure.

That was all the permission Daniel needed to snap his hips again as he drilled into Josh.

He had his head thrown back in ecstasy, so Daniel attacked his neck with his mouth, sucking just below his collarbone, marking him as he pounded into him. Josh was his now.

Josh was a loud bottom when he let go, and Daniel would probably have to buy his elderly neighbours some flowers and a fruit basket, but right now he didn’t care as he slammed in and out of him, wanting to give him everything he needed.

He pulled out– which got a needy whine from Josh– then he flipped him over and slid straight back in.

He used his hands to pull Josh’s cheeks apart and watch his thick cock splitting him open.

Josh was moaning and begging. He just kept saying “please” and “more” over and over, and Daniel was more than happy to deliver.

Without warning, he felt Josh clench around him, and his body shook as he cried out his orgasm. Daniel snapped his hips another three times, not holding back anymore, and pulsed his release inside the man who had done something he’d never thought could happen to him again – stolen his heart.

Monday brought reality crashing back in.

Work was hectic, and he had the annoying voice of his ex-husband in his ear reminding him of why he’d cheated.

Daniel knew he was a workaholic, but he demanded high performance from his team, paying them well for it.

He had to lead by example, but he’d never felt before that there was something more important than work.

How had Josh broken through in a way the man he was with for over a decade never had?

They’d spent the weekend enjoying each other’s company and bodies.

It was like they were made for each other.

Daniel had been the one to eventually insist on a break.

His cock was sore from overuse, so he’d done what he wanted and eaten Josh out for over an hour.

Josh could cum multiple times a day– the joy of being young.

Would Daniel even be able to keep up with Josh’s sex drive?

Daniel wasn’t giving him up, so he’d die trying.

Neither of them had said those three words to each other yet, but Daniel believed Josh felt it too.

Yes, it was quick, but love wasn’t logical.

Something was holding them back, and Daniel knew it was the lingering presence of Gavin.

After talking to Josh, he knew he had to take the lead on this one.

Fran was the one to open the door when he arrived at their detached house in Hertfordshire. The place was immense, and only sought to remind Daniel of how much wealth his friend had, yet he’d chosen to give nothing to his own flesh and blood.

“I wondered when you’d show up,” said Fran, with a tentative smile.

“You know, don’t you?”

“As of Saturday.”

“Oh.”

“Exactly. You better come in. He’s in the kitchen.”

“Where are the girls?”

“Both at friends’. It’ll just be the three of us.”

Daniel nodded and walked into the house. He’d always felt welcomed and part of the family, but stepping over the threshold, he felt like a stranger. He followed Fran into their open-plan kitchen, diner, and family room. Gavin was tossing a salad.

“Who was it, love?”

“Me,” said Daniel.

Gavin’s head snapped up, and his eyes narrowed. Oh, his friend was pissed off, big time.

“You’ve got a fucking nerve coming here. ”

“I thought we should talk and not let things linger.”

“Unless you’re here to tell me you’re going to stop fucking my son, you can get out.”

Daniel knew his best friend had a temper, but he’d never had it aimed at him before. He needed to stay calm, and not inflame things. They could talk about this as rational adults.

“He’s twenty years younger than you. What the fuck are you thinking? Taking advantage of a young kid like that?”

“Excuse me?” he snapped, unable to hold back.

“Did I upset you? There has to be some reason you’d do this?”

“Are you for real? You think this is about you?”

“Of course it is. You’ve always been jealous of my success.”

“Woah. First, don’t flatter yourself. Second, this is about me and Josh. You know, the son you told no one about. The son who you’ve ignored his entire life whilst he’s struggled financially, and you had all this success you’re so proud of.”

“What you –”

“Not done yet. The son whose parents died, including the man who raised him as his own, and what did you do at the funeral? Tell him to get fucked when he asked for a bit of financial help to pay for it.”

“Gavin?” said Fran.

“Still talking,” snapped Daniel. “Then you bribed him to give up his job by offering him money to quit working for Oscar Montgomery, because your fucking ego is more important than his happiness. And when he quits his job, you tell him ‘deal’s off’ because you don’t want him stealing your friend from you. You’re acting like a pathetic child.”

“Boys! Stop this, now!” shouted Fran.

Fran didn’t raise her voice very often, so when she did, you listened.

“I think there are some things you may have left out of your little confession this weekend, Gavin. And you. I get you love this man, but try to put yourself in Gavin’s shoes.

He was completely blindsided on Friday night.

As soon as things got serious, you should have spoken to him.

For God’s sake, you two are like brothers. ”

“You love him?” asked Gavin, his voice softer.

“Yes. I do,” said Daniel, trying to keep the emotion out of his voice.

“But after he who shall not be named...”

Daniel chuckled. They’d agreed after his marriage imploded that they’d never speak his ex’s name again.

“I love him, Gavin. I think... I hope he feels the same way, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him if he’ll have me.”

“I need a drink,” he said, spinning round and opening the fridge.

“I’ll get the glasses,” said Fran.

They all took a seat at the table and poured generous glasses of wine. Gavin took a big swig before he started.

“Josh is the product of a one-night stand. His mum and I were never together. She told me she was pregnant and was going to keep it, but expected nothing from me, so I took that as a get out of jail card. I know that makes me an arsehole, but I was nineteen, studying, and the last thing I wanted was to be saddled with a kid.”

That made sense, and Josh’s mum hadn’t demanded his involvement. Based on how Josh spoke about his mum, that made sense. It must be where Josh got his independent streak from.

“I didn’t hear from her again until Josh was three.

It was only by chance that I bumped into her.

I was doing my traineeship and enjoying the freedom of my twenties.

She asked for my number in case she ever needed to contact me for medical reasons, so I gave it to her.

She’d send me pictures now and then. I wanted to see him, but didn’t want to interfere in his life.

I also felt bad that I wasn’t contributing, but I was piss poor then as well.

You know what a trainee salary in London is like to live on. ”

Daniel remembered. It was more than the average salary overall, but when you were expected to have immaculate suits, attend social events, and network, you had little disposable income left if you wanted to get ahead.

“I met him a few times when he was growing up. By that time, she was married and had another kid. It was always awkward when we met, and I felt like it was best if I kept out of his life. She never asked me for any money, and I know I should have offered, but I was married myself by then. I’d never mentioned Josh, and it just became harder to explain why I’d kept it quiet. ”

“What about after his parents died?”

“I know I was an arsehole, but I hadn’t seen him in years, and the first thing he did was ask me for money.”

“Because he was desperate.”

“What do you mean?”

“He lives in a one-bedroom flat with his sister, who he’s had to look after since she was eighteen. He sleeps on a sofa because he can’t afford anything more.”

“He told me he was on sixty grand a year.”

“He is, but he’s paying his sister’s tuition fees and her living costs. He doesn’t want her to have student debt, so it all goes to her. Yes, he is paid well for an EA with his experience, but he’s very good. He’s got your brains. First class student.”

“Where is he living?”

“Ex-council block in South East London.”

“Fuck! I didn’t know.”

“Because you never got to know him.”

“I’ll give him the money I promised.”

“He doesn’t want your money, Gavin. He just wants to know you and his sisters if he can. I offered him the money, and he told me to piss off. I don’t think money is the answer here. Yes, of course it would help him get himself straight, but you have an opportunity here to get to know your son.”

“When did you find out who he was?”

“After our first weekend together. He saw that photo of you all. I hadn’t realised, but I was already so far gone for him I wasn’t willing to give him up.”

Fran topped their glasses up. She was watching them closely, but was keeping quiet, letting them talk it out. Daniel took a large gulp of wine and leaned back in his chair.

“Don’t make me choose between you both, Gavin. I’m not sure you’d win.”

He heard a large intake a breath from his best friend.

“It’s that serious?”

“I want to marry him.”

“You said you’d never get married again.”

“That was before I met him.”

“Fuck. Okay, then. But if you call me Dad, I’ll have to punch you.”

He looked at his friend, who had one of his cheeky grins. It was like looking at his future. Father and son had the same smile. It was where the familiarity had come from. They all cracked up laughing. It would take some getting used to, but Daniel knew they’d be okay.