Page 49 of Fennick’s Fortune (Sentinels of Apollo #2)
Dinner was finished. The conversation about marriage had been initiated.
I hadn’t intended it to happen tonight or the way it did, but I did want Akiva to know my desire and to give her time to consider whether it was something she’d want to do.
If she said no when I officially asked, then we wouldn’t.
As long as I had her, I was happy. She was right.
Many shifters didn’t do it. But after observing how gratified Brax and Cerys were when they did it, I began to consider the possibility.
We transitioned from discussing marriage to enjoying her wonderful meal and then the crème br?lée. She served it warm , topped with a variety of fresh berries . It was the proper ending to her tasty meal. After we’d finished that, and while she relaxed, I cleaned up the kitchen.
When I was done, we sat in the living room, and Akiva told me about her meeting with Chester.
After she told me about Twyla mentioning him, I recalled that I had met him, but I didn’t know he was a professional photographer.
Akiva was excited about working again. And I was all for anything that made her happy as long as she was safe.
However, jobs, food, marriage, and those topics were to be put away for another time.
Now, I was ready to concentrate on my mate and have her spread out like a delicious offering on our bed.
Later, we’d allow Nova and Ripper out to enjoy their time.
We didn’t do it every night, but enough that it kept them satisfied.
I was a shifter in his prime. Sex was always a driving force within us.
We were more sexual beings in some ways than humans I’d always thought.
In the past, I’d enjoyed fucking often. With Akiva, sex, lovemaking, and all the in between were more intense and gratifying.
So much so that I craved it, constantly, especially when it was the weekend, and there were no work or other obligations, we went at it at least five times a day. Sometimes it was more.
Akiva was always receptive and was even known to initiate it herself. She never said no and participated passionately. Watching her expressions and hearing her cries of ecstasy when she orgasmed drove me to do it over and over. I was addicted to her pleasure, which made it so much more intense.
I resisted doing more than teasing touches while we showered together. After that, we were out and dried off. She stood there, giving me this tiny smirk that drove me wild. An eyebrow went up, and she asked.
“So, we’re all clean. Are we going to sleep? Or would you like to dirty us back up?”
She sidled closer and put her hands on my chest. Her eyes dropped to where her hands rested.
“I want to make you so dirty,” I informed her.
“Good, because I want to make you the same. But Fen, I want time to worship your body tonight. You take the lead and do it most of the time. And I’m not complaining.
I love it. However, I want to know your body, what turns you on the most. Given how well you know me, I want to know the same about you.
Plus, just being able to touch your incredible body makes me hot. Look at my tits.”
I did and saw her nipples were stiff nubs. I held back from touching them. I would give her what she wanted.
“I see that. Starlight, you’re free to explore to your heart’s contentment. I’ll hold back for as long as I can. When I’m with you, it’s a fight to slow down, but when we do, the outcome is explosive.”
She moaned, “Goddess, yes, it is. Please, we’ll do it as long as we can, and then there will be no restraints.”
“Deal,” I rasped.
That began the slow torture of me. I wondered if she was consciously attempting to drive me insane.
Akiva’s smooth, soft fingers skimmed over my chest and arms. Then she moved them to my stomach and traveled lower.
I was anticipating her touching my cock, only to be disappointed when she veered away from it.
Then her touch was on my back and my ass cheeks.
When she reached them, her nails bit into both cheeks. I inhaled sharply.
Her mouth skimmed my upper back, and then she spoke.
“Fen, I look at you, and I become breathless. Your physical perfection. And that alone makes me wild. But it’s more than your outer appearance that does it for me.
When you combine the essence of you with this body, it drives me to feel deranged.
I become so wild to be with you. To allow you to take me any way you desire.
And I want to be able to do the same to you.
” As she talked, her hands massaged my ass cheeks.
“Akiva, baby, all you have to do is tell me what you need. I want you to be more than fulfilled when we’re in bed. I don’t care if we’re making love, letting our bears mate, or fucking. Your ultimate gratification means mine will be stellar. What is it you want right now?”
“I have a confession to make,” she stated softly.
Her hands were all over my ass, back, and even creeping to the front to land an inch from my cock, if that much.
I groaned. She was igniting the fire inside of me.
I ached to grab my cock and jerk out a load.
Or better yet, have her sexy mouth, wet pussy, or God-willing, her undoubtedly tight ass surrounding my crank as I fucked us to completion.
That thought had the precum leaking from the head of my cock.
I had to think about what she’d just said. “Confess what?”
“When I was alone, and I was turned on but unwilling to just go out and pick up some stranger to help ease the fire, I’d watch porn. Seeing others fuck was hot, and I’d use whatever toys I had to get myself off over and over. Do you ever watch it?” She asked.
“Yes, I have.”
“And do you jerk off when you do?”
I moaned. “Yes, I jerk off, sometimes a few times.”
“Damn, that’s so hot. Well, when I watched those, I found I was particularly aroused by the kinkier ones, when the men not only played the women’s bodies like they were their playgrounds, but also when nothing was off limits.
That was very hot. But when the women were allowed to turn the tables and do the same to the men, oh, Fen, Goddess, it made me crazy.
I’d have to keep pushing myself to come as I imagined I was that woman.
“So you asked me when we were first together about what I’d had in my ass and if I’d ever let you fuck me there with your cock.
I said yes to you. What I want to know is, have you allowed a woman to play with your ass, and if not, are you willing?
Have you let a woman touch you there?” she whispered.
I had to take a breath before I could answer. The reason was that she had me throbbing from mere talk. “I’ve had fingers in my ass, nothing more.”
“Would you be willing to let me do more? Have you ever watched the films where the woman uses dildos, plugs, and more in the guy’s ass? Or she straps on a fake cock and fucks his tight hole? The men appear to go nuts for it and come so much harder. I wonder if it’s real or all acting.”
A picture of Akiva behind me with me on my hands and knees, fucking my ass with a strap-on, popped into my head.
Rather than make my erection deflate, I swore it swelled even more.
Suddenly, her hands slipped around me, and she grasped my aching cock at the base.
Quickly, she slid her hand up and down it.
Smearing the precum oozing from the slit down my shaft.
I threw back my head and groaned deeply.
“Oh yeah, you’re picturing it, aren’t you?
Are you begging me? Pleading for me to take you harder?
Faster? When you come, do you shoot your load all over the bed?
After you’re done, do I crawl under you and clean up your cock with my mouth and then suck you until you’re hard again?
Then I’m the one on her hands and knees giving you my ass. Begging you to fuck me.”
A long rumble came pouring out of me. I twisted and yanked her around to face me. She kept a hold of my cock. I was burning up. She barely touched me, and I was insane for her.
“Are we talking about tonight? It’s too soon for my cock to be in your ass, but we can have fingers and toys. I’ll build you up to it. And…”
“Yes, oh yes, I’m all for that, baby,” she panted. Her strokes were slow and long on my cock. She was keeping me on edge.
“Finish your sentence,” she begged.
“And you can do the same to mine. I make no guarantees of how far I can stand it. But it is sexy and makes me wonder,” I confessed.
Her expression turned carnal, then she dropped to her knees and, in one swoop, sucked my cock to the back of her throat.
I grabbed her head and, with her watching me, I fucked her mouth.
I found that made her so wet to have me take the lead and force feed her my cock.
And praise made it better for both of us.
“That’s it. Mmm, look at that pretty little mouth all stretched to take your mate’s big cock.
I could shove this down your throat and let you swallow repeatedly.
It feels amazing when you do that. And I’d wait until you were almost about to panic or pass out from lack of air, before I’d give you a breath.
When I shoot my load, it’ll overflow your mouth and run down your chin.
Christ, yes, that’s it!” I shouted as she did what I was saying.
I wanted to fuck her at that moment in all three holes at the same time. Suddenly, she pulled away from me.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“Nothing. But do you want me to suck you off first?”
I thought about it, then nodded. We had all night.
“Then lie on the bed. And put a pillow under your hips,” she ordered.
My cock jumped at the order. She was going to do it. Shit, time to stop talking and see if I can prove it. Nodding, I walked unsteadily to the bed. As I got positioned, she went to her closet. When she returned, she had a black velvet bag in her hand. My heart sped up.
“If you change your mind or need me to slow down or stop, all you have to do is tell me, Fen. I want to bring us both happiness.”
“And I desire the same thing. Those go for you when I’m leading the lovemaking,” I answered.
Her smile made me smile back. Then I lay there watching as she removed lube, two different-sized anal plugs, a dildo that was on the small side, and what I knew was a string of anal beads. Christ, she was prepared.
“These are for both of us, so no worries. We’ll just have to make sure to clean them between uses. Now, let me see if I can make my Sugar Bear roar.” She smirked. I fought to relax and enjoy the ride.